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I feel traumatized somehow
look at the CROWD!
ok there are other vids showing the madness better but this was the most...comprehensive of them all...



i've never seen how crowds were at things like tt
i guess its kinda interesting
but WOW.

i was bored and knowing SHINee is in town, i decided to youtube fancams to see
and MY GAD
all i can say to express my reaction is o_O!!!!!
AHAHAH!

what the malay girl said at one point "minmin, nuna love you"
and there was this other clip of fans of all races whining to get into lot 1 for the fansign
nowhere else will you hear :
" ehhhhh..why like that?? i want to see shineeeeee"
"whoa lao eh..let us in lah!"
" eh? where is onew leh? he haven't come out yet ah?"
AHAHAH!

i guess your crowd can't get more multicultural than this, SHINee.

anyway, welcome SHINee from korea sparkring (shiney and sparkling..how fitting) to uniquely singapore :)

and someone please tell me why i have this random heavy feeling in my heart now?
this is so weird sia.
oh well...

WHEEEE!!!
K-BOX 2mr!!! and halmoni maymay says tt there's rdd there!!!
and HOPEFULLY we dont miss lance lesson this week. AHAH!
i have a some weird feeling we will though. ahah! back to top?

this is random i know

but sometimes i wonder if i gave up my dreams too fast
or if society forced me to with its norms and all
i dunno if this is just the effect of watching this vid
but yea

it just got me thinking coz i could relate so much
and then i wondered if it was just the effect of society tt advised me to kill my dreams

i really wonder sometimes what life would be like if i REALLY went all out to pursue them
i wont list them down here
im too embarrassed to say it some how
coz ive never told anyone

but yea
i wonder if i can ever achieve them
or at least a part of them

but yea...just imagine how life would be like if EVERYTHING worked out for you
like everything you think you currently lack (personally or environmentally and circumstance-wise) worked out and you have all that you need..
and you CAN doing the thing you've ALWAYS dreamed of
WOW man.
it'll be friggin DAEBAK! (trying to show off what little korean ive learnt so far..ahah!)
maybe thats why they call it a dream

or maybe i'll just dream on...? back to top?

im getting confused nowadays
stressed even if you will
im slowly unable to read and predict your reactions
how then do we interact comfortably?

whats going on?! back to top?

well

i just felt like changing my blogskin so here it is
i was actually gonna change it to sth brighter
but some prob with the blogskin
so settled for this one instead

SO ANYWAY

nothing much has been going on

oh...bedbugs attacking me
well i dunno if its actually bed bugs
but they're cockroach like in their baby phase
and aphid like in their adult phase
i dont even wanna look for a pic of it to show you guys
freakin gross
but anyway i think they suck blood
and they're attacking my sis and i

we've steamed our mattresses and pillows countless of times but they're still coming (they die from extreme heat)
so now we;re suspecting its from the bed frame ( 17 yrs old)
freakin irritating
imagine before sleeping you have to do a thorough check of your bed
and i really mean like take a torchlight and check every corner of the bed coz their sizes can range from the size of a rice grain to a crumb.
then to squish any that you see
and then to just sleep and hope that more don't come out to feast on you while you sleep
its disturbing but oh well

what else?
oh...assholes will always be assholes
they can only remain or get to be bigger ones with time
if you know what im talking abt, then you know :)

and im gonna get me some exercise soon!
WHEEEE!!!

and what else?
well
ive been slobbing as usual
and all i can say is "I LOVE YOUTUBE and SCV"
AHAHAHH!

ok..i better get back to typing mum's contract thing back to top?

freakin irritating

just as i told myself "now tt all the eating has stopped for now,lets exercise before CNY hits and i have to go BACK to THAT place"
i fall sick

thats great
randomly i just get a blocked nose
and because i hate the feeling of breathlessness which is esp elevated when you're sick and doing exercise
i decided to postpone it another week
so what am i doing?
im at home
groggy
entertaining myself online when i should be packing stuff

but in any case...yea...tts what it is.
my posts aren't very interesting now huh?
somehow the word packing keeps popping in
soon i'll need to pack to go BACK
ARGH!
i dont want to!
I WANNA STAY HERE! HERE! HOME!!!

at least if im at home the whole day i have the whole HOUSE to myself
not a freakin ROOM
i can go micheo micheo micheo baby * dandandandandandan da lan dan*
thinking abt it makes me UGH
no tv with nice shows to watch
laptop as my only source of communication and entertainment
UGH
ok dont think abt it
i still have abt a month plus?
so yea..enjoy for now..

so anyway
today will finally be having pract for the 1st time in a long time
i hope it goes well
dunno why but theres always a sense of nervousness for me
somehow...oh wellll

im getting fat fat fat fat
wheeeeeeeee
sorry...tt should be fatter fatter fatter
im lovin it -_- back to top?