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well...it has yet again been at least a week since i last blogged..

well...nth much happened lah..juz mugging,mugging and more mugging... been staying for night study for the past 3 days..the 1st day was effective...the 2nd was not too bad and yesterday's somehow din feel too effective...thurs ended early so stayed back to study..altho we ended early i only started effectively at abt 230 and cld'nt get into momentum till abt 630?? of which by then melia and i had to scurry ard looking for toilets to take our shower in coz the one on the staff rm level( the one EVRYONE uses to bathe in) seemed to havr this crowd tt nvr seemed to die down...so we ran ard to the shooting block to try our luck and true enuff the toilet was locked...the bloody school only has ONE toilet for use to bathe in..wth..anyway..yea..all those gals in the toilets bathing and washing their faces, screaming :"OH MY GOD!!" at evry little gossip tt their friend spilled out ot them eventually left at abt 645..so melia and i rushed thru our bath so tt we cld sign in and get started on work soon...

YESTERDAY: woke up normal time..5.45.. got to school normal time in hope tt i wld be able to complete more given i spent the whoel day in school...but then..yea...tho there ain't no TV and no comp and no bed there were still distractions...man...i miss studying in the CAC room..i miss studying with nick...in the CA room there are soo few distractions..they are distractions tt come abt if you create them for yourself...and studying with nick juz made you wanna...well...study..somehow when i studied with him the moment i sat down it was time for work..i almost immediatly got into momentum..and i cld ask him qns abt maths and chem and he cld answer..DUH!! i mean..if you get A's in maths and chem CONSISTENTLY you shld be able to help someone like me...ha..tho i got the same grades for promos i somehow stil feel i dun really deserve them coz its not consistent...oh well...now tt nick's at torture camp i have to find a way abt this prob..hiaz...its not THAT bad now lah..its juz i guess i;m not used to being this ineffective..in fact..i really dunno why i'm stressing soo much over CTs..i mean..its JUST CTs..it not prelims or even the A's for tt matter...i think its coz of the environment and layout..it feels so major exam-like...you see ppl staying back to mug SERIOUSLY..i mean..evryone is serious abt this CTs and i'm freaking out coz of it...oh man...

TODAY: actually had the intention to go to school and study today knowing of how ill-disciplined i'll be at home...comp,tv,bed and mum screaming out to me to go watch sth on tv and try sth she juz baked and wad not...ok..the tv ,comp and bed part can be helped,t he mum part cannot...oh well...well..decided to stay at home today anyways..had this beautiful plan in my head..planned to wake up at 8am and work all the way..well...1st things 1st..plan ruined coz i woke up at 11..wth..so yea..i gotta feeling this is gonna fail...oh well...see..i;m already online..wait..this was actually part of the plan..ARGH!!! wadeva....and yea..juz chanegd the link for the MOOOOSIC..hope its working... back to top?

chingay shiming-gay...it was fun and a WHOLE new experience for me...

well...basically...yesterdday was PURE CIP day lah..met some of the gang to go do CIP at TIONG BAHRU!!! WHEEEEE!!!! haha..well..it was actually henderson cc lah..but wth lah..it was NEAR HOME!!!!! =D anyway..yea..went to count money for the MILK fund..it was damn fast lah..the initial 930 to 430pm plan was ruined and we ended up finishing at 1130?? abt there lah..soo cool right??? then we left for lunch in orchard =D and wandered ard looking for melia's bdae pressie...and then it was time for CHINGAY!!!!!!

oh man...i was initially grouped with this group of J1s lah..J1 council interns..and there was this J1 grouped with a group of J2s aka my classmates...so we obviously switched lah..of coz with jean's consent lah...so YAY! the only thing abt it was tt i was doing the gate duty...meaning my job was to check tt ppl were entering at the correct entrance lah coz you noe chingay has abt 7 stops lah..the VIP section is at wisma there...i was at heeren lah..ANYWAY..yea..and to deal with A LOT of complain-ny ppl...it was such a PR related job..i din noe enuff info to defend anyone's interests...so anyway..yea..they had this pre-parade thingy lah..abt 5 items...

1. harley davidson bikes zooming up and down the road..darn boring lah..
2. cheerleaders or sth...there were like SOO many gays there lah...REALLY gay...seriously gay..
3. BELLYdancers..oh yes you COULD DEFINITELY see their bellys lah..it was too hard to miss...they were these ah-mm (ha..dunno how to spell..) from some CC i think...goodness lah..they were TRYING to ACT sexy lah..i wanted to puke...
4. bunch of sluts man...looked like prostitutes lah..electric blue bikinis and white MINI skirts..MICRO-mini skirts lah...the performance was supposed to showcase a woman's sensuous curves..=S the only thankful thing i can think of was that the women involved in THIS item were decently shaped..other than tt...oh man..now i know how they get the crowd EXCITED lah..sick man..they were like doing all these erotic dance moves lah..the sickest was when their backs faced the audience and * NOTE TO GUYS READING..CONTROL AH...* bent all the way down till their skirts were like covering WHATEVER it could and they ran their fingers up their legs lah..the inner part of their legs lah..now THAT is sick..we were like wondering how come they allowed stuff liddat in spore in PUBLIC...there were children and OLD men their for crying out loud..
5. some percussion group...now THIS was good...they were involved in the busker fest last yr and were performing outside taka...they were darn good...

ok..there may have been more..but...oh well..tts all i rmb..now here are all the highlights of my job as a usher at the gate:

• first issue of the day..this lady in blue came and presented her ticket and it was the ticket for the wrong entrance lah...so we redirected her...and she SCREAMED in this HIGH-pitched voice at me and said tt ppl at the correct station told her to come to this stop..and she said she din wanna go back there in case she got chased back again...and demanded tt we "walkie-talkie" the ppl there to "chauffer " her over..sheesh man...and lamented tt she had 3 children with her..and btw they were'nt like pri sch kids lah..only one was..the other 2 looked string or atleast fit enuff to walk back..anyway...matter was resolved when one of us chauffered her there...did it look like we had walkie-talkies?? sheesh man...
• this family of 3 came..had no tickets but wanted to film the chingay so i filmed on their behalf ...tho only for the pre-parade..wanted me to film the harley's --->dunno why you wanna see bikes zooming up and down and the FAT belly dancers and the prostitutes...i was in disgust filimg the prostitutes and laughing as i filmed the bellydancers...
• some senior citizen of abt 50-60 ..no ticket..one of those freeloaders standing at the barracades(is tt how you spell it?) told me i had to dance like those cheerleaders to look as slim as them...she spoke in chinese lah...well..i thot it was quite funny...if not i dun usually bother..
• some foreign family came to watch and brought video cam along and stood at the "border" btwn in the chingay territory and the public territory...so when they started pushing the barracades ppl obviously were moved furthur from the chingay and see less lah so complain and the SAME old lady said tt by doing tt we s'poreans creating a bad impression on foreigners when they fly all the way to watch and we push em away and wad we too proud for our own good.. sheesh man..no ticket ..no talk..
• my all time fave highlight...THE GREEN LADY...whoa lao..this is typical singaporean..the ones tt i used to think the newspaper over-exaggerated when they talked abt kiasu-ism... we were given instructions tt once ppl left the gate they cld not re-enter thru our gate ..if they had to they had to go in thru the gates at area 1 and 2 for the disco party...so this lady ..not ticket..wanted to go in..said tt wanted to go to the other side...insisted on doing so..with ehr husband lah..shoved her breasts in and got herself thru..shaleen was trying to vlock her but bring soo small in size..ha..oh well...yea..the lady was VOLUPTUOUS...then we were like..ok..WADEVERR..then later i saw her coming back near our gate with abt 8 goodie-bags and when she saw there were some extra left at the seats she went back to kop lah..wth man..the goodie bag only got 2 things worth money..whistle and water...*peng* wad?? use water go and wash fish ah?? sheesh man...

ok..yea...tt was chingay for me...got home at 1130..went to check out the disco party lah..of coz the CJ ppl were having a blast and zhezhang was spraying water from his MOUTH ..sicko..and today had to meet the gang to celebrate melia's bdae in advance..was supposed to join them for band concert aft tt but the LAST MINUTE reunion dinner came up and i had to go...so my ticket went to angela..or so i thot lah..norman tells me tt kenny went instead...oh well..yea..this was one of the few bdaes where the bdae gal knew wad to expect..i have failed..we have failed..but still hope you enjoed it tho..good job to ying for the cake..tho idin eat ( sorry..not coz i din wanna..i had dinner coming up soon) i bet it must have tasted good..-=D jon and angela and dan?? yea..whoever who went to get the pressie..thanks..and of coz thanks to ALL who did the recordings..haha...tt was fun..esp jon's and kenny's..darn funny..well..hope you guys had fun at the concert...tho i only spent a good 1/2hr with you guys..ha..it was worth it lah..=D off to work..this entry is darn long...

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SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GOOOONE!!

oh man..tt song totally rocks lah...stuck in my brain...and the mtv is soo damn cool..she goes ard trashing her ex's hse..loved the part where she snipped the straps of the dresses tt belonged to the guy's new gf....or sth liddat...gonna watch it again later...well...realised i have'nt blogged for a WHOLE week lah...so yea...this is gonna be a LOOONG entry..well..not like the others are very short..but..yea..you get the idea..

well..the highlight of past week?? VALENTINE'S DAY..love is in the air...well..so it seemed lah...was bombarded with LOADS of chocs and sweets and 2 FLOWERS!!!! i love RECIEVING flowers...i dun like buying them...as pretty as they are i can nvr bring myself to spend money on sth tt will evetually die...yea...practical me..oh well..anyway..yea..the MOST interesting vday gifts i recieved this year or rather SO FAR in all my years of celebrating vday :

1. Kenny's pineapple tarts-------in the shape of hearts..really sweet of you to do that..and i must say it is really cool and ingenious you thought of that...ha...kudos to your hard work and creativity..can't imagine kenny baking..=P
2. Valerie's red ankle socks--------its darn cute...i was so surprised when i looked under my desk and found a pair of red socks with a msg attatched inside..ha..thnx a lot man..=D
3. Maylyn's testube..salt..thingys...-----------ha..dunno wad to call them and i LOOVE mine btw..its soo full of Green Goodness...=D i was'nt too surpirsed with the gift lah DUH since you told me wad you were gonna make..so no fun liao..but i still din expect it to turn out this good...=D
4. Marianne's red candle---------------ha..yea..this was cool...as in..a first time i recieved such a BIG candle for vday ..and it was RED..mwaaha..with happy vday written on it in black fabric paint...

well...like kenny..i like reading msgs..i think its the MOST sincere gift anyone can recieve...haha..tts why some ppl recieved personally hand-written msgs from me...whoa..you guys have NO idea how long i took writing them all lah..some seem a bit weird coz i was getting tired and cld'nt really think..hope you all liked it tho..esp the flower on the front of the envelope...that was EXPENSIVE lah..maylyn shld noe..if you all dun wan give back to me ah...=S and yes...i DID NOT get ANYTHING from *AHEM*..so THANK GOODNESS...it wld be quite freaky lah if i did...so yea...oh yea..oh nvm...its too weird to post it up...DON'T SAY ANYTHING---you know you you all are...

had chingay meeting yesterday at kallang aft choir..aiyoh...damn troublesome lah...they provided dinner tho..so tts good =D ANYWAY..yea..they briefed us on the chingay stuff lah..ushering and all the instructions..i was'nt really listening lah but i heard all the neccessary info....i think..=S and at the same time heard a lot of other juicy gossip..mwahah...but i can't share it with anyoen lah..well.other than the ppl that already know lah..haha...anyway..i got this chingay thing is gonna be FUN..seriously...i'm looking forward to it ..i think..i love doing this kinda thing..=D and of coz i came home late coz of the meeting...so hardly any time to study for today's maths test..was dozing off as i was "studying"..and of coz the maths test today i died lah...I KNOW how to do them ok...MY GOODNESS!!! the eqns all correct..the numerical value WRONG..WTH!! hopefully method marks will save my butt this time..argh..hate careless mistakes...anyway...have a chem test 2mr..supposed to be studying now..but then of coz the main word here is 'supposed to' so yea..=D

my legs hurt coz of continuous jumping up and down the grandstand to train for standing broad jump..can't even walk down the stairs now lah..hiaz...oh well..there's choir 2mr..YAY!!! and chingay on sat..WHEE!!! CIP with choir is at TIONG BAHRU!! FINALLY!!!! literally in the comfort of home...always in some faraway place like BISHAN and TOA PAYOH and TAMPANIES and wad not...FINALLY!!! =D ok..off to study chem...may be back online later today..hmm..we'll see...

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hah..some fasting i had today...

the 1st 1/2 was ok...i mean..i STILL cld feel the hungry-ness even aft eating ..so meant i din eat much....then as the day passed...i ACTUALLY 4got tt i was fasting lah..wth..i had a tao sar pao for breakand milo...tts good...then lunch i shared a fishball noodles with melia and for dinner...WHOA!!! A FEAST!!! one kosong roti prata and on mushroom with cheese...tt bloody mushroom wtih cheese was $3.50 lah..RIP OFF!!!! madness...i mean..it was nice..but the most i wld pay for it wald be $2.50 lah...oh well...kenny wanted to blanjah *is tt how you spell it?* all of us...acting macho again =P..obviously we din allow tt to happen lah...and kenny...you muz seriously learn to control your temper...RELAX...it was juz drinks...in fact it was juz teh bing...you ah...aiyoh..terrible lah..not 1st time liao..tho this was the worst i've seen soo far...relax ah...relax..at this rate..will die of heart attack due to high blood pressure lah...

well...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAYLYN!!!! hope you liked the present we got you...well..the present was done by ying...so FULL credit to ying..great job...looks nice...soo maylyn-ish...therefore...its suits her...mwahahahah..with a capital M....and stupid kenny...dropped her card...oh well..at least she din see the inside till today...so yay?? YAY!!! =S well..today..choir was terrible and the seniors had to come back TODAY of all days..when we had to sing sunset for them..it was HORRID..with a SUPER capital H...1stly...adela was taking it TOOOOOO slow...i noe she on purpose lah( i think)..but it sounded bad lah..and our warm-ups were'nt really "warming" anything "up" ...if you noe wad i mean..mwahah..sounds soo suggestive..but ANYWAY...yea...malu...and i feel soo..disorganised now..i feel exco is disorganied now...then again its not like i can do anything abt it...i;m starting to assume my VP role better than i expected...juz sit and wait to clear messes...not tt i have come to like it..i still hate it but i guess i'm learning to get used to it..oh welll...i will suggest once it gets out of hand...again...clearing the mess...ha...i'm starting to like the "challenge" it poses...solving the prob asap..can be "fun" but stressful...but in the end..all for a good cause...

oh well...2mr got chingay stuff...12- 3..meeting maylyn and phyllis at 11for lunch..then aft tt maylyn and i are off to spotlight...need to get vday stuff...mwahah..i hope you all will like it...i thot of it during bio tut...=P mwahah..its the best i can think of given the time i have left..so oh well..you'll all find out soon ...ok..dunno why i'm feeling sleepy..its a bit early considering the time i've been sleeping these few days...i NEED a new blogskin...i cannot find any nice ones lah..oh well...YAY!!! ying lent me her new buble cd..WHEEEEEE!!! buble rox lah..off to listen to it now...hah...wait for my "expert's" review...mwahah.... back to top?

AH!!!!! this is SICK!! why must there be school tomorrow???

i know there are some schools with self-declared holidays...and of coz its those top schools lah...they can afford to wad..hiaz...we in CJ are struggling to keep with with teachers and teachers rushing to finish syllabus...hiaz..wad a way to spend CNY ...doing hmewk...hiaz...thinking of school tomorrow juz makes me sick...the fact tt we have bio lect 2mr and with mr goh as the lectutrer is DARN stress lah...have to always be on your toes...gonna have a quiz during lect 2mr...1st period somemore...SICK!!! i dun wanna study...ha...i noe..its juz a stupid quiz...but still..the last person you EVER wanna play with is mr goh when it comes to this type of things....thank goodness there ain't no bio tutorial 2mr..i dun tink i'm gonna study for the test 2mr as much as i want to...too sleepy..too tired...we'll see...

tomorrow is ash friday...a day of fast and abstainence...i can foresee melia whining abt not eating and evrything...questioning whether the portion she is eating now is appropraite and all...oh well..expected...got mass 2mr morning...hopefully it turns out fine...i juz heard tt my cousin is in NJC now for 1st 3 mnths...WTH...i dun belive it..well..i noe this is VERY bad but i'm gonna say it anyhow...i mean...from wad i heard of him and all these yrs is tt he CANNOT study lah...seriously..he's good in sports tho...so i'm thinking it cld be sports but i asked my mum..she said its not due to sports...WTH!!!! i feel so...STUPID...USELESS...UN-TALENTED...hiaz...1st it was tt OTHER vanessa..the one tt dropped out of RJC to pursue her national badminton training...and now...THIS BOY!!! WTH!!! i'm surrounded by smart-alecks..ok..not totally...but yea...this is TOO Much to take at one shot...realising how dumb i REALLY am...ha..today soo many relatives asked me wad i was doing now and when they heard i'm in J2...the nxt thing wld be: OH!! WHOA!! SO FAST AH??!!! so going UNI nxt yr ah..so fast!! HELLO??!!!! i seriously dun think i can make it to UNI...and even if i do..i seriously have no idea wad i wanna do...basically i came to JC to get my A'level cert and go on to poly got get my dip in physiotheraphy...tt requires and A'level cert btw..so yea..tt was the plan..dumb i noe...now i;m rethinking my options..oh well..my mum is grumbling..i may need a curfew on my comp now...oh well..we'll see...
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ha..wad a weird CNY this yr...

believe it or not..i only visited 2 houses this year...yes...TWO houses...haha..the initial plan was 3..previous yrs we used to visit 5 houses...hiaz...i'm not dissapointed or anything (yea..i noe the angpow thing is VERYVERY attracttive)..its juz sad to know the reason for limiting out visitation areas to certain households is due to the death of a loved one last yr...its not very nice to visit ppl who 'pantang' ...so we ended up only visiting catholic/christian households...oh well...it was still good nontheless...got home by 12+++ am

well..being the 1st day of CNY the usual thing happens...go for morning mass at grandma's parish( blessed sacrament) ..CHINESE MASS..WHOA...terrible lah..i was like juz stoning 1/2 the time lah...its juz me..the moment i hear someone speaking chinese i SWITCH OFF...seriously lah...PLUS my gandma is peranakan so she does'nt understand mandarin,tt goes for my dad and aunt too( dad and aunt can understand A BEEEEEEET)..she calls chinese lang 'peser perser' mwahaha...phonics..tts the best i cld do lah..anyway yea..so we juz stood when we had to ,sat when we had to and knelt when we had to...evry yr is the same..however prev yrs the priest wld preech homily in chinese 1st then in english...he's a dutch lah!!! Fr anthony...but he retired or sth liddat liao..so yea...the priest today was pure chinese all the way..sian man...and the other traumatising part of today was the part b4 mass started...oh man..the organist ah...started playing 'ying cun hua' lah..played the intro somemore...EXACTLY the same as the one CO was palying...i was like WHOA!!!!! NO WAY!!!!! thank GOd we din sing it during mass...but the key the guy was playing in was lower lah...a more HUMANE key lah..see..CO is EVIIIIIIILLLLL......

then off to the 1st hse to stuff our faces..YUM!! 1st day is always visiting my dad's side...well..technically its not REALLY my dad's side coz the ppl we visit are usually frens of my grandparents and all...tho some are genuine relatives...tho not really ditrectly related to me..oh well...yea..got to play some piano at auntie noni's house...WHEE!! tho the E was spolit...it was still fun...=D and heard tt the OTHER vanessa..auntie noni's niece or sth dropped out of sch..she is DARN smart lah and national badminton player somemore...same age as me..she actually got to RJ but coz she was soo involved in badminton she told the sch tt she wun be studying her 1st yr coz of sports..the sch allowed tt and reserved a place for her..now tt she supposed to do J2 she decided to drop out of sch and concentrate fully on badminton...HA!! stupid choice? smart move? i dunno...with geniuses liddat..hiaz...they'll go somewhere...so devastating to noe tt someone of the same name is 100000x smarter and 1000x more capable than i am...oh well..tts the way life is...

oh well..yea..got home by 1pm..dad had to rush home coz of some phone conference meeting at 1pm..stupid office...juz can't leave ppl alone ah?? CNY oso wanna disturb..make me loose the chance of missing an ang pow or 2...oh well..2mr will be 2 hsese again..my mum's side mainly bhuddist..i mean...those tt we are close to are not lah..and they congregate at the 2nd house evry year..the other 2 are not so scred they pantang..oh well...my outfit for 2mr is not as nice as today's..oh well..was bitching to nick abt the CA and wad happned on mon online..ha...tho he din really help juz thanx for listening to me bitch..=D haha...oh well...come back on fri tho...may not get to chat with you guys for long coz we prob gotta rush off for lessons but yea...come lah..i wanna see you guys and i wanna see nick with his shaven head...MWHAHA..with a super capital M...ok..i'm gonna look for a new blog skin now...see if i can find anything..not tt i hate my present one..juz..need a change..hm...ginger beer rox...=D
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WHEEEEEE!!!!!! CNY IS HERE!!!!!!!!

in abt 15 mins time...year of the rooster is here...my new resolution and i believe its melia's too which is to REALLY study..do all hmewrk...we're gonna challenge each other evry morning...anyway...yea..concert in sch todsy was not THAT bad...coz it seems they cld not hear us and i was far from the mike and quite out of sight..so i cld paly a fool in stage and go high...=D so fun!!!

aft tt gang went out shopping!!!!! WHEEEEEE!!!!! and we took loads of preeeetty pics today...YAY...they are all under my links btw..yea...oh yah...gd job may and jon...you all were really cute when you all came in tt THING...mwahhaa...i was laughing on stage as i sang lah...=D anyway...feeling sleepy...gonna zz soon...2mr is time to eat ,eat and eat...WHEEEEEEE!!! and i get to dress up!!!!!WHEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

reunion dinner was same as always...eat .eat tok tok...and saw one of my grandma's neighbour making some kueh...i 4got the name now...the one like sponge cake but comes in pics of fish and all??? i'll try to rmb later...anyway...damn cool...using the REAL OLD FASHIONED mould lah...her mother-in-law passed it down to her apparently...she let us sample some and it was REALLY nice...so darn cool lah...using the charcoal pot and all..whoa...damn cool...ok...till 2mr...GONG XI FA CAI!!! NIAN NIAN YOU YU!!!!!!! HAPPY NEW YR!!!!!!! *screeches ying chun hua* YING CHUN HUA YA CHU CHU KAI.......NIA!!! WU!! YI!! YA!!!HEEEEEEEEEEEEYYY!!!!!!!!!!!
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*darth vader music play EVEN LOUDER than yesterday..*

oh man...ARGH!!!!!!! 2mr is the concert!!!!!!! oh no!!!!!!! MAULATION LAH!!!!! 2mr is gonna be a malu day for evryone in choir...seriously...esp jon and maylyn...i dunno whether to feel bad or not..i noe its not REALLY my fault...its not like i forced them or sth rite?? * TRIES to look angelic*...but seriously lah...tho many keep telling me its not my fault and i kinda know tt...i still feel kinds bad..i feel as if i SABOed them into it...seriously had no idea tt the thing was still on lah..the retarded da tou wa wa thingy..why can't the CO juz do it?? not all their members are performing wad...not like choir...somemore jon and may are higher voices lah..and considering the pitch of the song...yea...they are impt...even if it werre alto and bass still precious for the FREAKIN LOW notes..not tt i hate low notes..i love em in fact..juz tt THESE notes are SUPER low...

anyway..yea...not gg back to STC 2mr...evrytime go back there is no one...stupid lah...
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*darth vader music plays in the backgrd*

ARGH!! as tues draws nearer...i feel a weird sensation in my throat..juz imagining and reliving the horror of all the pract we had with CO for the CNY concert is enuff to make my hair stand and my voice box explde...for goodness sake..i'm a freakin alto...have mercy on all who cannot squeak those ridiculously high notes and on those tt cannot rumble those low notes in tt key..hiaz..

anyway...realised tt my entry abt yest was not detailed enuff...well..actually i only have one more thing to add regarding yest..I FELL DOWN!!!!!!!! OWWWWW!!!!!! =P stupid escalator,stupid lady tt took away melia'a skirts and stupid,short,disgusting footballer calves..hiaz...for those tt dunno..the This Fashion at PS is a double storey one..so they have escalators...melia left the skirts she had chosen on top of a rack which was in front of t he few of us seeking refuge under some racks of clothing..so when melia returned realised they were gone... i got up and started scurrying ard the area looking for the skirt...so as i was gg back up to 2nd floor i was running up the escalator and tripped...so the sharp parts er...PUNCTURED my arm and my shin...so..OUCH! yea...the ones on my legs dun hurt...the ones on my arm feels like the one i got fromt he drain episode in sec sch..only on a smaller scale..ha...feel soo darn whiny..its only a few scratches lah...compared to those i've had b4..this is NOTHING....seriosuly...

well..i need to slp now..did stupid bio hmewrk thinkuing i had to hand them in 2mr...mr goh is FFF-REEEAKY..yea...literally dun PLAY PLAY...hiaz..ok..got sch 2mr..or rather today considering wad time it is...got mass pract..WHHEEEEEEEE??? i dunno...till then...
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SHOPPING!!!!!!!! OMGOMGOMG!!!

ha...juz felt like doing tt..the bimbo in me juz had to come out...well...today..was..different...

woke up at like 7+ and got to serene by 815..did hmewrk there...studied till abt 1 pm then went down to orchard for lunch and SHOPPING!!! oh man..it has been a LOOOOOONG while since i ACTUALLY went shopping...shopping is therapeautic...hiaz...the gang met up btw to do all this stuff together..yea..anyway...yea...melia had to get her CNY shopping done...at the end of our excursion she only got 2 bottoms...oh well.. and i FINALLY got my racer-back top..its BLACK and its $9.60 only...samuel and kevin leh..=P and i FINALLY got my CNY shoes too!!!!!! WHEEEEE!!!!!! form the OG at orchard tt says it has been moving out since AT LEAST 3 yrs ago..oh well..$13.90...mwahaha!!! *i feel good...nahnahanhanah..* now the thing is whether i will have the guts to wear it out..as in the top...its not tt i look TERRIBLE or HORRIBLE in it...its juz...yea...i dunno..i have'nt worn sleeveless tees out eversince pri 5 lah..emotionally scarred...

ok...i'm feeling zzzz now...still got loads of hmewrk...hiaz...rush thru again 2mr...and OUCH!!! fell down today at this fashion on the escalator..ha..dun ask how or why..its normal for someone like me...i frankly dun really care anymore...i mean..i got horrid calves to begin with..all the scars on my knees since pri sch does'nt make it any better...oh well..ok...off to zzzzzz as soon as dan is done with my testimonial...can't wait for CNY!!!!!!!!! YAY!! get to dress up...i mean..ok...i dun usually dress up..like wad fio said..juz slap sth on and run out..i;m improving..but CNY is THE time to play with clothing..=D and ;m not looking 4wrd to tues CNY clelebration in sch...MALU-ATION MAN!! screech my lungs out...ZHENG YUE LI LAI....!!!! terrible..and my new haircut its getting on my nerves...wad do i do?? tie or let down??ha...comments??
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ha..its soo rare tt i get to come home THIS early...to see the house when its still bright...

i shld be studying chem now..but oh well...got stuff to blog...aft this...go offline..study chem...MUST!!! and i got a C for chem test..YAY!!!!!!!! wait...i dunno how i shld feel...i guess i'm ok...i mean..i'm happy i din fail (of which i expected) but of coz not happy tt its not a WHOA kind of grade lah...still good nontheless...i think i'm the only one so far tt noes my grade..and i saw audrey's too...we both got C...mwahahaha...its pays to stay back in sch for a while sometimes you noe?? get to see some stuff in advance...and phyllis got a B..yea...did her test today...din finish the paper...as usual...she cried...seriously girl..you have GOT to learn to control those tear ducts of yours...its does'nt leave a very good impression of yourself on others ...and you're juz reinforcing wad arun said during chem pract today as much as you dun wanna admit it =S...e.g

ms teh : blahblahblah...*can't rmb the exact words* you can always choose to blahblahblah or CRY..
arun:" PHYLLIS!!!!!!"

this went on for at least another 5 more times lah...so yea...you get my drift...ANYWAY...yea..juz cut my hair abt 15 mins ago..ha...i can now choose btwn 2 looks...

1. chicken tail for a ponytail..mwahaha..ponies are hard to find lah...HA!!..LAME!!
2. the F4 look..yes...i noe...my namesake...VANNESS WU..=S

sick..the gal tt cut my hair was a reallyreally nice gal...i mean..i wld have been able to tok to her more efficiently and more had she not been speaking in chinese..yea..i noe...my chinese sux lah...anyway...yea...for the 1st time in my life someone said tt my hair was OILY!!! ha..and she was trying to sell me some shampoo..was tempted to buy but somehow sth was telling me to consider 1st..ooooook...anyway..yea...btwn those 2 looks...i'd go with chicken tail...i juz cannot stand having hair all over my neck or sth...darn hot...can nvr understand how ppl can keep long hair and let it down and not even feel like tying it up...i can't...so yea...we'll see...i'll def end up tying my hair lah...i am soo not gonna tolerate melia screaming :" EWWW!! you look like F4!!!" =S i'll juz die from tt high pitch-ness and the loud-ness of it all...anyway...yea...got chem to touch...hope i pass this one...skill A sux to the core lah...and my bio test..ARGH!!!! SCREWED FOR SURE...i noe i said i was gonna fail maths and chem but i did'nt in the end..but yea..bio...no hope man...seriously...ARGH!!! now evrytime i think of the freakin chem test i REALLY REALLYREALLY wonder how i even managed tt A for promos...seriously...i seriously think it was PURE LUCK...like...HELLO??!!! vanessa kwek nvr scores A's in sch exams b4..not 2 at one shot lah..promos must have been some possession ovr the teacher or sth..seriously...ok..chem time...=S

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since evryone is toking abt the abortion video i guessed i shld too....

watched tt video b4..was my 2nd time watching it..but still affected by all the pictures all the same...its not gross..it was more like sad..and painful...can you imagine?? in your mum's womb..sleeping soundly...suddenly sth poking you and cutting you up bit by bit...you scream..but no one hears you..you can't wait to come out into the world..to breathe oxygen on your own..to feel..but you're gg out tts for sure..in bits..and they crush your head..like OMG...tt is the worse thing lah..its SICK..its not sick as in vomit sick..well..maybe lah...but the sick i;m referring to is the sick torture kind of sick ...its horrid lah..terrible...

why can't ppl juz CONTROL??!!! like...wad justina said:"go drill a hole in the wall/fence and shove it there lah..." seriously lah...i mean...ok..engage in sex..but bear in mind tt when you do it you gotta be prepared for the consequences of your actions lah..dun be irresponsible and juz like :" OOPS!!! MY BAD!! i dun wan this...lets get rid of it.." hello??!! if we cld liquid-paper off a mistake juz liddat..fine..not tt i;m saying engaging in casual sex or premarital sex is ok...but yea...we're toking abt a LIFE here...you dun kill someone juz coz you made a mistake lah...wth...this IS the result of your mistake...DEAL WITH IT!!! you shld have been preapred for this ..or you shld not have DISMISSED the possibility of this happening..ANYTHING is possible...like the guy said..the condom is only 80% effective lah...80% ain't a lot lah..that 20% chance is not good to gamble with..even if it were 100% effective..i'd still say its wrong..i mean...my sunday sch teacher DID say tt engaging in sex is sacred..i mean..yea..its a gift from god..to be able to create life...you dun abuse it..yea...

yea..back to abortion..argh..ok...i;m not totally for abortion to be like wiped off the face of this earth as much as i;d love for it to be ..i noe tt there are ppl like rape victims,or mum's with a child tts with a diesease like aids or sth...medical reasons lah..ok..abortion may be the only way to save the mum's life...but then again its a choice thing..i mean..you can choose to give birth to the kid with a diesease and keep him alive while you can..well ppl will def argue tt its cruel to make the kid suffer and all shld have juz killed him in the 1st place and all..so again..tis a matter of personal preference and choice and morals and theories...but i feel tt these are in some way more "valid" and more "solid" reasons to consider an abortion...if you do abortion coz you did it and realise it was a MISTAKE..then i say...SCREW YOU!!! seriously..you IRRESPONSIBLE FREAK!!! like i said...you decided to do it...you deal with it...dun get another person involved in your problem..that person : the kid...ok..the kid cld = the prob.. yea...not at the expense of a life...its unfair...biologically..and religiously...you are formed..you are human the moment your dad's sperm fertilised your mum's egg lah..life is created there and then...

ok...too much for me to think abt in a night...i;m damn sleepy..like i said...supposed to do maths...SUPPOSED TO...oh well..


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X-cntry,smorsh-cntry...

ha...its over and done...actually it was not THAT bad leh..HA!! suprisingly...either tt or i'm too darn used to the route..starting to regret not joining competitive...i thot we were gonna go thru the terribleterrible route...so i decided not to do it...there goes the P points...oh well...walking and running it was good too...i wanna say :"good job" to phyllis and wenshan..you all pushed yourselves to run with me even tho you all din want to...mwahah...adrenaline rushes...burst of energy...ha...reminds me of respiration...ok..lets not even get started on it... well..yea...X-cntry..ran the 1st part...walked thru the parts with terrible terrain..had to lah..i mean..those tt noe of my bloody weak ankle history..yea...it kinda lost control 2 times while i was walking tho..anyway..yea...and jogged some bits...RAN downhill towards the end...whoa..tt was DARN cool lah..its like...gravity or sth..some forward motion thing..WHOA...like your body no control..juz...WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!

mwahah...then finally got to the end lah..and tts the end of it...i still rmb at the junction where the gals and guys split..then i looked ahead and saw the road and the 1st thing i said was:" WHOA...SO FAST AH??!" i mean..not tt i was fast( HA! wad are the likelihoods of tt happening?) lah...but yea...so yea...Xcntry was not as bad as expected..and the gang insisted tt *ahem* was like "waiting" for me or sth coz only when i came in to the finish line then he moved off..sheesh man...ARGH!! this is getting TOO weird...seriously...many other incidents too but i ain't gonna say..anyway...good job to melia and von and steph for running a good run..seriously..i doubt i wld even be one of those numbers lah...mwahah...and esp YING..WHOA...you running dynamo...you got rockets for feet or sth issit??!!! GOOD JOB..you did choir proud..tho they din announce but yea..and of coz *ahem* got sth...like DUH!! there wld be sth terribly wrong if he din lah...same for LF(ying's ahem)..all these are expected...sporty-fied ppl...mwahhaa...yea...

well..aft tt gang went off to dinner at serene's...sorry guys i mean..if you all DID go to serene coz of me or wad...i promise we'll go somewhere else...........some other time..............one day.................some day.............SOOOOOOOOOOON.....yea...an er...i;m supposed to be doing maths hmewrk now lah...mwahaah..oh well..as usual..i emphasise on SUPPOSED TO...and yea...time to slam-jon-and-his-groupies- time..MWAHHAA...with a captial M...sheeesh man..i noe you want to do it with her aka anglea *ok..i'm dead* but seriously..dun gimme that "blur-i-dunno-wads-going-on-repeat-yourself" face..and no...me and whoever it is you toking abt* which i still have no idea abt* wld definitelty not be as great a couple as comapred to 2 of you...there is the...FIRE!! the CHEMISTRY!! mwahaha... but you gotta settle for jean now...of which i noe you want to...=P MWHAHA..funfun...jean&jon jean&jon jean&jon...mwahaha...
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i officially cannot sing anymore...

thanks to CO...play in such a bloody high key...whoa lao...can die of suffocation singing tt song in tt key lah...nono.. you can die from suffocation from singing it , be blasted by the super sonic waves coming from the mouths of the sops, die in the earthquake created by the basses or juz...well...i can;t think of anymore...so yea..either way you die...OH! and we die form embarressment while presenting tt song in tt key to you...seriously...unless CO decides or rather MANAGES to lower the key...we're doomed...and the whole of the CJ population too...MWHAHAA...ok..not funny...

well...had chem test today..was horrific..partly oso coz i din REALLY study...argh...blanked out at some parts of the test...and YEAH!!! i DID'NT fail maths...WHEEEEEE!!! its not a GREAT mark..juz ok...13/20..well...better ..MUCH better than expected tts for sure...well...during maths lect ms lee msged me and told me to get one guy and one gal to go present oranges and sweets at the CNY celebration while the rest of the choir screech their brains out...one J1 and one J2...HA!!! guess wad?? 1st couple tt came to mind-----> jon and angela...tt was b4 i got the 2nd msg tt said tt it needed to be one J1 and one J2...DANG!!! mwahaha...wld love to see the looks of those 2 ppl's faces...but dun be too happy...i can always twist things and say:" i cld'nt find a J1..juz 2 J2s lah..". =D MWHAHAHAH..with a capital M...but yea...provoke me..tts wad you get...MWHAHAAH...with a capital M again... so for now..its jean and jon..mwahha...so cute..jean&jon jean&jon jean&jon jean&jon...mwahhaa...like some shoe shop like charles and kieth...ok..lame..and if jean can't it'll be maylyn and hector...mwahha...we'll see...i feel evil...sth tells me i'm gonna suffer the consequences of my actions 2mr..but..OH HECK!! nth is confirmed as yet..tho i need names by 2mr..so..we'll see..

2mr...cross country...ARGH!! dunno how and why i got entered for competitive lah...like HELLO???!!!! i can't run for nuts lah...seriously...wrong person to enter for running...esp in a terrain like the one at mac ritchie...=S BADBAD choice...i am SOOOOOOO NOT gonna run lah...altho i got my number tag and all liao...i'm gonna get out of it...ok..i noe i sound like a spolit sport..but HEY!!! no point in me joining lah..like...make myself suffer...the chances of me winning anything is 0/100000000000000 for any running related stuff...if it were sth tt i were better in then maybe i'll join...seriously...giving me the tag for Xcntry is wasting paper...tear-proof paper to be exact...mac ritchie's terrian is soo NOT for running in lah...trust me...went thru it 3 times liao..this will be the 4rth...one of which i ran in..well..with MUCH difficulty...had to be dragged and cheered on by soo many ppl...thanx to LTC ppl again..i seriously wld not have been able to go thru it without you guys man..i mean...i'm soo freakin unfit lah...can do most things...all excpet running...seriously..ANYWAY...the bottom line is tt it was terrible and it still is terrible UNLESS you're an ODAC running-freak then ok...yeah..mac ritchie's terrain may be chicken feed..anyway...yea..we'll see how 2mr goes...feeling hungry...=S FOOOOOOOODDDDDD!!!!!!! and i seriously pray tt CO lowers the key..at least such tt sops can blast and sound nice...and kenny--->> it was NOT too low...at least for me lah...MWHAHAH!!! when we practiced with the cd it was,according to maylyn,5 keys lower than wad CO is playing at lah...like WHOA!!! 5 keys is A LOT lah!!!!! lower it damn it!!! =P and back to mac ritchie...i;m getting out of it..i will join evan in my quest to rid evil...mwahaha...throwthrow number tag away...i wun throw ...juz pretend to loose it..MWHAHAA...
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