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hiaz...

this yr..the kind of comments i got were of a diff kind...

no longer on how much weight i have lost or gained but rather on how big/old i am already tt i am, i quote:" gonna get married soon.." sheesh man...it takes ppl THAT long to realise tt i've grown up..ahaha...but duh...i still get the :" you've shrunk" thing when i actually haven't...ahaha...cool huh? =P 2 of my aunts were saying: " aiyoh...so big already ah...soon gg to get married already liao...then soon it'll be your turn to give out ang pow..." =_="

anyway...ahaha...i was just watched "girls in love"..tt tv show on disney channel? yea...its weird how watching teenage shows like that..as in these teenage love shows has more effect on me than those soap operas..ahaha..as dumb as they are...it still pulls heartstrings..as in this girl liking this guy then she's not sure and all tt...then she's all in denial abt them only being able to be friends...and then the guy hears her saying tt and he's all hurt..man...your heart goes out to them lah...then the reconciliation and the profession of love..man..makes you get all tingly..ahaha..seriously..aahahaha..i guess coz its more relevant in tt sense..tt they are teens..sheesh..

ok..staying home 2mr and gg out for lunch with my family...hiaz...one day of sanity b4 i go back to work on wed..ahaha...oh well...watching cyote ugly now...gonna sleep soon...switched it on just to see wad it was abt...and yes...the guy is CUTE..ahaha...who the heck is he? ahaha...

i leave you with my new fave hanson song..underneath..

Waking up this morning, thinking this can't be real,
But they say there is nothing love can't heal.
Why don't you come on down so you can feel, what I feel.

Sitting all alone in this place,
Even though we're here face to face,
There is nothing gone but there's something wrong.

Can't you see, that I'm stuck here,
underneath
And you're making it hard to breathe
Take a look around and tell me what you see,
You'll find me--Underneath

Underneath

Hey

I know what to say but don't know where to begin,
The fear of losing you beneath my skin.
Is there resolution for this pain, that I'm in

Sitting all alone in this place
Even though we're here face to face
There is nothing gone, but there's something wrong

Can't you see, that I'm stuck here,
underneath
And you're making it hard to breathe,
Take a look around and tell me what you see,
You'll find me---Underneath

Cause you'll find me, ooh
Underneath
Ooh YeahOoh Ooh.Ooh-

If only you could feel what I dream,
Maybe you could hear what I mean,
There is nothing gone but there's something missing

Can't you see, that I'm stuck here,
underneath
And you're making it hard to breathe,
Take a look around and tell me what you see,
You'll find me--Underneath back to top?

ahaha...
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ONE AND ALL!!!!!

well...as usual...my visitation days during cny are very short...aahha...today only visited 3 houses...ahaha...and 2mr...2 houses...but evryone congregates at the 1st house 2mr...ahaha...

well..stuffed myself with all the good food at all 3 houses...ahaha...as usual...wad do you expect with 3 families of true-blue food-loving peranakans? how can you NOT have good food??! so yea...duh...we all stuffed ourselves...so there was no dinner for us just now...ahaha...

well..anyway..yea...2mr will only be 2 houses...yep...and the most dreadful thing abt this week? GOING BACK TO WORK!!!!! AHHHH!!!! i dun wan!!!! its soo weird tt b4 i got this job...i was whining FOR a job...and now tt i HAVE one...i dun want it..ahaha...i gotta go there for 4 days straight...1st,2nd,3rd,4th...all 12 to 430pm...sigh..SIGH....SIGH!!!!!!!!!!! ahahaha.... goodness...i even have to be there on saturday lah!!!! MAN!!!! oh well..b4 tt will go novena...pray for divine intervention and guidance to last me thru the day...i NEED it...

anyway...yes..i HAVE DECIDED!!! i AM GONNA GET THE DAMN HANSON ALBUM!!!! UNDERNEATH!!! HERE I COME!!!!! thank goodness for youtube.com..all those days of listening and watching hanson vids the moment i come online has paid off...i have finally managed to convince myself to invest in the cd...ahaah...i dun usually buy cds...its been AGES since i last bought a cd for myself...coz its sooo hard to find a cd where ALL the songs are nice..usually only 2 or 3 or sometimes maybe only 1...but thanks to youtube.com..i have managed to identify at least 4 or 5 songs tt are VERY NICE..ahaha...so YEAH!!! i'm getting the damn cd..tt one first..and then if i got money tt i'm willing to spare...then i'll buy the live and electric one...and yes...they ARE that good...at least tts wad i think...like seriously...how many artists produce songs nowadays tt are purely pop rock..and not focusing on sex and girls and wad not..they are the only ones who still produce MUSIC..to my liking lah..ahaha..YES!!! I'm BUYING THE DAMN THING...thought abt it for WAAAY too long liao...like since i 1st heard penny and me can? sheesh..ahaha..

hiaz...ok..my sis can't take the hanson songs playing on the comp now..ahaha..and i better stop b4 i get sick of them (altho tts highly unlikely =P) and i'm feeling sleepy...alright...enjoy all your ang pow pickings 2mr ppl!! and all the good food...i know i will..=D back to top?

ahahaha!!!

XIN NIAN LAI LO!!!!!

ahaha...yay!!! cny is coming!!! lots of ba kwa to eat!! ahaha...and ANG POW MONEY!!! finally!!!! hiaz...can buy my hanson cd...horrid lah..HMV selling at 28 bucks..and i checked CD rama today..it was only 22.90..actually...i'm in a dilemma now..i dunno whether to buy the underneath album or the best of hanson-live and electric cd...=S live and electric has some songs tt i already have but its LIVE AND ELECTRIC!! which i dun have...plus it comes with a dvd or is it vcd? wadeva...for only 20 bucks..ahaha...and underneath album i've only got penny and me..ahaha..so HOW??!?!!! ahaha... nvm..i've got time to ponder over it...

newae...yea...went out with princess again today..ahaha...too bad we din get to savour the ice-cream in the end...but dun worry...sure got a lot of other opportunities one lah..ahaha..and yep..everyone got their CNY stuff already i guess... new shirts,new pants,new skirts,new shoes..yea...all in check..ahaha..

anyway..yea..melia and i had to buy a pair of shoes for work today aft deciding on not buying a pair of black jeans...like HELLO??!!! i'm not abt to blow 40 over bucks over a stupid job tt i am considering to quit..ahaah..plus i only need to wear the pants like 4.5 hrs a day...ok..it may be a good investment for me since i dun have a nice pair of black slacks... but hey!!! i dun need it YET!! i'm still young dude...not much need for working-adult clothes as yet..so for now..i'll stick to my jeans and leave my black dress pants to do the job..investing in a pair of shoes was a better choice..i wanted a black pair of ballet flats anyway..yea...hopefully its ok for the job..besides who wears black jeans nowadays anyway?? sheesh...

and yea..dan got his tee and *some text removed due to special request* on the topic of modelling..not many ppl get approached by modelling agencies ya noe...with the exception of melia and val...ahaha...lucky brats...dammit...wad does this say of me lah..my frens get approached except me..ahaha..AHHH!!! i'm UGLY!!! ahahaha...nah..i'd like to think tt i'm average..i just hang ard ppl with model-worthy looks...ahahaah....tts a nicer way of putting it..ahahaha...=D besides..its a good source of income lah...as in..for ppl like us lah...just go and stand there...wear nice clothes and pose and pose and give either the super happy kind of face or the kiam pa kind of face and you get good money..ahahaah..so yea..its a good alternative source of income..ahaha..

so yea...oh well..nth much to do online now...no one is talking to me..no one sending me stuff..ahaha...oh well...gotta call nydc 2mr to check when i'm supposed to go in next week...hiaz...oh well..HANSON!!! I WANT THE ALBUM!!!!!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...... back to top?

man...

ask me how my 1st day at work was?

i'll tell you--it was headache-inducing...

seriously...1st day they expect me to function like the rest of the crew...they keep saying its ok..and tt i can take my time to learn my way ard tt place and all..but tts not the vibe i'm getting lah...

and no one there talks to me lah...ok..except the other 2 guys...i noe they are trying to make me feel comfy lah...but..aiyah...its just diff lah...ok..lemme descibe how exactly today was..

1) i get to the place...NO ONE is there except the cold counter there's one girl and i ask her who do i look for...and she points me to the shift leader: Muk..he's korean..his full name is Park Jung Muk or sth liddat...so anyway..yea..he passes me a tee and a apron and land cable and tells me tt my jeans are not suitable...and so now i have to spend more money to get a pair of black pants or jeans...sigh...so anyway..he tells me tt i'm attatched to this girl called siti for today...

2) i meet her..and well..she's nice..but...you noe the kind tt just be nice to you beacuse they HAVE to? yea...that kind? not like they genuinely want you to feel comfy lah..i mean...its not the 1st time i'm gg thru things like tt but yea...i can nvr get used to tt treatment..when you want someone to really feel comfy...you talk to them esp when you see them feeling lonely ..like...pull yourself away lah form wad you usually do..and intro the rest of the ppl?? yea..tts wad i wld do if i were her...and tt IS wad i do anyway..so wadeva...not tt bad but yea..so yea...she tells me to tail her for the lunch crowd and she'll teach me how to take orders later..so i did tail her for awhile..but aft tt i was suddenly on my own..walking ard waiting for plates to clear,running to the kitchen once in awhile to get food to serve and to be tested on wad it is..ahaha..then serving drinks wihtout even noeing the name yet having to tell the customer wad it is while serving..man..its self-induced stress...i mean...i ask when in doubt lah but...yea...and running away form any table tt is ready to take orders coz i'm not supposed to take orders then...ugh...

3) lunch crowd goes away and headache is here to stay..ahaha...seriously...i was walking up and down over and over again..once in a while the 2 other waiters wld come and talk to me lah but other than tt..it was really brain-numbing..then aft tt the shift leader called me over to brief me on all the credit card offers and all the vouchers and conditions and all...my goodness..soo many things to take note of can??!! tt was when my headache came abt..again...self-induced stress..and then aft tt was done he told me to take orders...ahaha...so i did..one only tho..this lady asked for iced coffee and potato salad..heng man...easy enuff..so yea...my one and only order for that day...i ran away form the 2nd 2 go to the toilet..haha..

4) oh..i 4got to add..melia called me!!! haha..it was a blessing form God i tell you...it was probably the most i spoke in tt day lah..i was wandering ard then suddenly my shift leader shouts my name and says i have a phone call..i was wondering who the hell can it be lah..so i pick up the phone and the line is dead...then shortly aft putting down it rings again!! aaha...so i pick up wondering who it is..some guy is on the phone..and he asks for me then yea i identify myself and then suddenly i hear a FAMILIAR VOICE!! ahaah!! MELIA!!!! goodness...apparently the guy was her manager and he actually asked her to call me to ask me how i was lah..man...so nice lor...i oso wan...so we talked and talked and then apparently the manager asked her if i was pretty..=_=" sheesh...and then he talked to me and asked me how was work and to work hard...it was nice talking to him lah..i felt comfy..not like with the ppl at my place..=( then aft tt?? my headache went away for awhile then well..back to wandering ard then it came back again lah...

5) aft a while..wandering and talking to the 2 guys once in a while i was told to go and learn how to refill tobasco sauce bottles...quite cool lah..so i spent the last hr or so refilling bottles...and my senior? siti? yea..she left earlier than me..apparently she wasn't feeling well..kept gg to the toilet to puke lah.. so thank goodness when it was over man...i quickly changed out of my clothes and was all ready to leave thru the front door lah...then yes...was told to leave thru the back..so yea...i did and i felt free!!!! tho my pounding headache was weighing me down..i felt free...-ish..ahaha...so yea...i literally strolled all the way to the mrt...listening to hanson helped a bit...then went into hmv to see if they still had the underneath album..they were playing buble there..and the song? HOME..gosh...how appropriate..soothing my brain too..so yea...found the album..28 bucks =S so yea..left and finally got home...

i am STILL having a headcahe...in fact..it has MULTIPIED in intensity..my mum was telling me to quit if i really din like it aft a few more times...we'll see...meanwhile...I REALLY WANT A TUITION JOB!!!!! i need to use my brain to THINK!!! not just to purely memorise stuff...and i wanna be IN CONTROL!!!! MWAAHAHAH!!! my leo instincts coming on...hopefully when the new full timer comes in i'll have someone to talk to...coz she'll be new..like me..ahaha..and appareantly..the other part-timer tt was supposed to go yesterday..din turn up..haha...so in other words..all tt went for training and posted to suntec..I am the FIRST to start work there...ugh...hopefully it gets better...and yes..i'm asking for water the next time..ahaha.. back to top?

emmmm....

its my first day at work 2mr...

my first job too..

i'm looking forward to it...and then again...i'm not...

the one thing i hate abt gg to new places or doing new things??

being the ONLY newcomer...

yah...i'm not too fond of tt feeling...its like you're all alone in tt sinking boat..ahaha..like all the seniors ALREADY have learnt all the ropes to survivial in tt place and you're NEW...ahaha

with one other person wld be ok even if i din noe tt person..its waay cooler tt way..its like..yea...someone else with you on that sinking boat but hey! 2 brains are better than one, can always try to figure out things together...yea...hiaz..oh well..2mr i'm gonna be the only newcomer...hopefully its good...the staff manager guy seems really nice..ahaha..he's really big and he has long blonde hair..ahaha..and hoefully everyone else there is nice...

the other part timer did her shift today and doing on fri..her fren is doing full-time in the kitchn at the same branch..so i guess its not tt bad...the only other thing i can look forward to is the other new full timer girl called hui ling coming in on feb...so yea..ahaha..probably my 2nd time at work on tt day...

oh well...2dae went out and did quite a lot of shopping..met melia and dan to go check out hte location of the holland nydc..yea...then we went to meet princess aka alethea..ahaha..had lunch together...hung out a bit..did some shopping..looking at a whole load of accessories and princess rattling on and on abt how she can make the same jewellery form stuff from arab street =P ahaha..kidding princess..but i think you picked up a really cool skill..ahaha...keep up the work..then princess eventually had to go off for jap lessons..so we sent her off and possibly embarrased her in front of the lang center..acting as concerned parents and all..ahaha..anyway..aft tt went to the This Fashion at PS to shop for CNY tops ...for melia and i..ahaha..thanks for waiting tho dan..ahaha..

then when i got home..my sis complained tt she dropped her hp into the toilet bowl..ahaha...so we tried to blow dry it to get rid of the water in it...it started working then aft tt...switched it off to dry the screen..2nd time turned it on..the screen light blew but words came out and the 3rd time? totally not functioning..ahaha...so yea..we'll see how..

oh well..watched more hanson vids today..haha...if i had sth to dl mp3s with, i prob wun be doing this...but ..oh well..this is as good as it gets...ahah..oh well..yes...i still love hanson's music...i wld put the video code here but as you know...now we even run a high risk of getting caught for putting video codes on our blogs...so sheesh...they trying to turn the internet into a music-less place..where's the fun in it??!!! how can you sit in front of a screen or do anything for tt matter without music to fill the scilence??!! noise is fine too..need sth to fill the scilence thats all..ahaha..video is better..coz when hanson performs..you can see the energy..i'm not exaggerating...go see for yourself..yep..like when clay aiken performs too..its tt energy and sincerity..brings out the song..tts why i enjoy watching him OR them perform more than listening..but listening is good ..ahaha..mp3? anyone? underneath cd? this time ard cd? =D

better be off to memorising elephanccinos 4 2mr man...wish me luck! and yes..good luck melia!! =D back to top?

HA!!!

i tell you..making pineapple tarts is NO JOKE man...considering tt we only made 154 today and tt my arms feel as if i just did 50 pull ups..haha..yea...

and yes...i've finally found a genre of music tt is somewhat me..the mix and the kind..HANSON!!! ahaha...yes..only aft soo long tt i realsied.. woohoo!! their songs...can't get sick of them..well..except for maybe the time before their voices broke...but still cool nontheless..that they write and compose their own music and do acapella and all..independent band..ahaha..COOLNESS!!

man..TAYLOR HANSON IS HOT I TELL YOU!! ahaha...a hot musician...in case you guys are wondering who the heck tt is...no..its not anyone new...in fact..been ard since our pri sch days..together with his 2 brothers...ahaha...yes...HANSON! the middle brother...ahaha...goodness...i only realised yesterday aft watching like at least 10 hanson vids on youtube.com...its the way he performs on stage...its soo full of passion and emotion...if you think a little sicker...he looks like he's getting high with the piano..or like val said...he looks like he's getting horny..with the piano...or keyboard...ahaha...a musician truly in love with his instrument...

those brothers ah...man...i'm soo jealous of them and they have my FULL respect...seriously...ok..i admit..i used to hate them..i was disgusted over the fact tt 3 boys sounded so ngiao...ahaha..but hey!!! look at their effect on us man..just sing MMMBOP! and anyone wld know who you're talking abt..ahaha...and besides tt...man..they've been in this bussiness since the youngest was like wad? 6?8? goodness...and they are like multi-talented each one of them lah..lemme give you a brief breakdown:

Issac (oldest)--guitar,piano and maybe more..
Taylor--keyboard,piano,guitar,harmonica and randomn persussion like tambourine WHISLT playing the harmonica at the same time..COOL!!! and maybe more ..
Zac--Drums,piano,guitar

and to top it all off..they've got their own recording label now..and they are like wad? 24,22 and 19 now? i think lah...and i bet they are like SUPER rich lah..they've been ard since the beginning of time lah..and they get to do sth they love doing for a living..so lucky..

something else to think abt...taylor hanson got married at 19 and his wife was 18 and only 4mnths aft they got married, the girl was pregnant..with a boy..my goodnesss!!! can you imagine??!!! getting married at 19??!! thats like..NOW!!! my gosh..and to be pregnant soo soon aft marriage??!! only at 18!!!! but i guess they truly love each other lah...they're still together..man..ahah..i knew taylor hanson got married young..but i din noe it was THAT young..ahaha..how did i know? watched a vid on youtube on their wedding..ahaha..and yes...he looked cute..=D

its funny how i only realise NOW tt taylor hanson is cute aft all these years..ahaha..haha...zac is cute too!!and not to mention those very toned and muscular arms..ahaha..all the drumming since he was like 6? ahah..paid off...with short hair..they all look better with their hair cut...taylor still long..but a nice long...ahaha...and teeth..freaking straight and white...soo unfair...ahaha..

ok...i sound like some hanson freak fan now..ahaha..but hey!!! you can't say its NOT cool...why? coz firstly..i'll kill you and 2ndly...maybe you shld just go watch the vids on youtube and just see how they perform...man...i feel like buying the underneath album...ahaha..anyone wanna buy tt for my birthday?? =D back to top?

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

guess who FINALLY got a job??!!

AHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

went to melia's place today to do a fren's present..hope she likes it...its my 2nd time doing sth liddat..its very tiring...but its a nice gift so i dun mind...=) she'd better like it...

anyway...on the way back.. a lady called me...from NYDC...to tell me tt i got the job at NYDC..AHHAH!!! and so did melia and may...but apparently we were all posted to diff branches..and i was seperated form them in training date..mine is nxt tues at 230 at suntec..and the other 2 the week aft CNY...so yea...but when she learnt tt i had 2 frens at the other trng and when i asked if can put togther,she organised abit then she said OK!! ahahah...so yay!!! got job...gg on tues with melia...may already got job lah...so nvm..she's not gg...hopefully i'm posted to the wheelock one or heeren one..if its the holland one...i think i'll give it up...till 12am or 2am lah!! crazy man...and its only 5 bucks per hour...not worth tt kind of effort...so yay! to me..finally got a job..its not a fantastic job but its a job i dun mind doing...hopefully tuition finds me soon man..i really want tuition...

2mr gg NYP open hse...ahaha...go check out the A'level courses...i'vce been reading and considering abt it since sec 4...i wanna go there and clear all my doubts 2mr...ok...nth much to type totday except tt i'm still sick..ahaha...ok...and PLEASE TAG MY BOARD!!! ahaha... back to top?

WHEEEEEEEE*ack*EEEEEEE!!!!

HAHA *ack*..man...it sucks being sick...one moment you sound like a guy,then you sound like some whiny hoarse sounding old lady,then a goat,then a ah pek..sheesh..

funny how a simple sore throat can bring abt soo many opportunities for accent imitating..cool..hahahaa...

well...yesterday's outing was good..fun..had lunch together at scotts picnic then we moved on to er...OH! we moved on to hilton hotel to look for olivia to pass her chirstmas present only to find out tt she was having lunch at forum..so well went to find her and well..caught up quite a bit lah..she told us abt her job at paul smith and how her tuition was gg on..and gave us her agent's number...so we all smsed the agent lah..and the agent called back to get more details abt us and wld get back to us...i hope she does..i'm depending on her..=S

then we went up to TOYS R US!!!!! WHEEE!!! reminds me of my childhood man...i rmb being obsessed over the cars tt you can ACTUALLY sit in and drive ard in and all the houses which you can walk into and play and make-belief..so fun..and all the kitchen sets with stoves and all..funfun..we went in ..saw some dolls tt were rather demonic looking =S ahaha...baby dolls which the eyes blink when you lay them down and open whem you lift them up? yea..now they got automated ones where the hands and legs can move,can speak on their own and all tt funky stuff...and lightsabres and swords tt made swishing sounds when you flick them..cool..ahaha..and funky hoola hoops...

then aft tt we went down to wheelock..to borders then some of us went for the nydc interview..haha..it wasn't tt bad lah..when we got there..we were looking for a sign outside to confirm tt there were interviews gg on..no sign..so pranced ard outside the shop for a while then we asked..and yes..there were interviews..and apparently there were at least another 10 ppl applying too..ahaha..so filled in the form..and as usual melia was all nervous and cldn't think properly and yea..got thru it..and soon..it was our turn to get interviewed..thankfully all 3 of us got interviewed at the same time..so it wasn't tt bad..

my qn was : why do you want to apply as service crew? gosh..like english oral lah..so as usual blabber logical nonsense..ahaha..nonsense tt made sense? ahaha..yea..just crap lah!! then the guy said tt he'll get back to us by fri if we get the job..then there will be orientation which intros us to the food and all..cool..we even get to sample the food!! ahaha...cool...hope if i get chosen..it'll be the heeren or wheelock one man..lastest shift till1030..the holland one like 12 am and even 2am!!!!if its holland..NO WAY!! pay is $5 per hour...quite ok lah..

aft tt went to toilet and bumped into marianne!!! ahah..she was in GREEN =D and with her cousin..mari is working as a relief teacher at henderson sec (so freaking near my place can??!!) as a SS teacher..ahaha..cool..then we decided to go upstairs to see if there were any more job offers..and there was!!! a HIGH CLASS jap restaurant needing waitresses...COOL!!! so we went to apply..very nice setting..quiet and the best part? DEFINITELY wun see anyone we know..ahaha..so after we applied gave the form to the crew leader (?) i dunno..some jap lady..ahaha..i like the way they speak in english..its soo cute!! ahaha...anyway..yea..called the higher ranking guy lah..lewis ting..ahaha..then he looked at us and asked a few qn and i rmb this one :" no working exp?? not even mac donald's ah??" he seemed soo despo for ppl with relevant exp..and we sadly but surely said NO...ahaha..then he said..we'll get back to you..sheesh..dun think we're gonna get it..

and i finally got a pair of shoes... back to top?

i apologise to all who read my entries form yesterday...

they are quite depressing...haha...wasn't in a good mood at all yesterday..

but i'm ok now...hahha...if you din read my entries yesterday...DON'T (although i know you all will still go read them even aft saying this)..oh well..yes...tts how i am in my low and terrible moments..there is a reason why my blog is vaneupsndowns ya noe?? hahaa...

anyway..yea..maybe why i felt better today was coz i got a job offer the moment i woke up..ahaha..via sms...it says *ahem*

Bukit Batok tuition centre..K2 chinese..only monday to friday..start tomorrow (aka today) at 4pm to 530 pm..$15 per hr...male or female tutors..blahblahblah...

i saw Bukit Batok and i saw Chinese...i din bother..ahaha..the pay is attractive tho..but not worth travelling all the way there just for abt 15 bucks everyday? yea...so no way...i din go..but melia did tho..haha..interview at 2pm..but she was late..and well..the woman wanted to know prelim results and AO level chinese..ahaha...man...forget it man...if i went probably cmi lah..ahaha..but its true oso...K2 chinese only need to know A'level??!!! its just teaching the kids how to write wo,ni,hao,ma ma,pa pa,mao ,gou and all tt kinda BASIC chinese...EVEN i can teach lah..but i'll be conducting the lesson in english tho..ahahaha...

well..today was ok lah i guess..went with mum and dad to go shop for flowers and kum quat plant for CNY..went to far east flora...got some pretty flowers at pretty good prices...ahaha.. and aft tt..came home and met val to get the samples for the foundation and she came up to my place to hang for awhile...hahah..and guess wad? she left her hp at my place...she rmbs the sample but forgets the hp..sheesh..if i were her..i'd forget the sample man..ahaha..so yea..had to go meet her aft dinner to pass her hp..ahaha..thank goodness we live within walking distance of each other...if not i can't imagine man.. and well..yea...went to apply at another tuition website..doubt i'll get it coz the instructions was A'level need not apply..ahaha..well.try lah..i wrote a pretty long "essay" on what i think makes a good tutor..haha..GP qn..hopefully tt will change their minds..ahaha..

well..my sis and i were getting high on some stupid bio experiment..haha..anyone rmb doing this expt in sec sch?? you shine the torch light into your eye and watch your pupil constrict? ahah..i dun rmb doing tt lah..but she had great fun doing it on me and watching my pupil shrink..sh e was like :"OOOOOooooOOOO!! AGAIN!!!" ahaha...then i did it on her and then got my mum to come watch..aahhah!!!! sounds wrong but yea...it was fun!!! ahaha!! evryone!! TAKE TORCHLIGHTS AND SHINE INTO EACH OTHER'S EYES!!!! ahaha...i love my sis...only she can make sth soo simple seem likesoo much fun..ahaha =)

i miss my sec sch frens..as in meeting AS A GANG...hiaz..wish i was young again..ahaha..and yay!! meeting audrey and phyllis next wed!!! ahaha!! FINALLY!!! i miss them man...so long nvr see them liao..ahaah..yay!! and yay!! i'm making pineapple tarts next mon..WHEE!!! FUN FUNFUN!!! a week to look forward to..see..told you i'm better already =D back to top?

i hate this...

just don't talk to me...

i'm not in the mood to listen...

to be nice and understanding...

let me be selfish...

just this once....

let this be about ME for once...

i'm sick of always being abt OTHER people...

DOES ANYONE DO THE SAME FOR ME???!!!!

feeling like shit now...

was ok just now...till i came online and started chatting...

something is wrong with me...

and i don't like it ONE bit...

i dunno why...

i dunno why i just became all irritated and bothered when i came online and chatted..

and then...someone impt in my life called...just to have a simple chat i believe...

to tell me abt her day out with her friends and how much she enjoyed herself...

and being the stupidirritatingself-centeredwetblanketpmsing me..i din talk much and guess i showed lack of interest and showed my irritated-ness -->this sthsth-ness is really getting on my nerves... that she decided to hang up...

felt bad aft tt...

but i wasn't in the mood for reasoning n understanding...

i would just BLOW...

i dun wan anyone to experience that..its really bad..

i've no one to talk to now..i just wanna cry...

i hope this phase passes soon...

REALLY... back to top?

I am getting FAT...

UGH!!! WHY???!!!!

i eat lesser than i usually do..and now tt i'm sick...i'm eating super healthy food can? yet...I PUT ON 2 KGs!!!! DAMMIT!!! even my double chin is starting to show!! i need to run..i've been saying this for decades but haven't gotten to it..i wanted to start today...but the medicine i took the night before totally konk-ed me out and i cldn't wake up on time..

thought of gg at ard 5 but i'm too worn out from all the ironing and hanging up of new curtains my mum,dad and i have been doing the whole morning..ironing curtains is really no joke man...PLUS..supposed to go run with Val at 5pm at her place..the canal..but she's gotta go her derm and collect supplies so...nvm abt today... i WILL start..mark my words..if not with val..i'll do it alone then..ahaha..i'm getting soo depressed over my current weight situation..sometimes i wonder if i will EVER see myself as a slim person..or am i destined to be chubby all my life??!! only God knows lah...

my mum just forbade(is there such a word?) forbidded?? aahahah...wadeva..she just declared tt i'm not allowed to go running this week...coz i'm sick...but i do PE when i'm sick...sheesh...just hope i get better the next few days and we'll see how..

meanwhile...i have no mood to go out this whole week... my self-esteem is at an all-time low...i hate to have to fuss over wad to wear when i go out...not on whether the clothes match..more like whether i look fat...and i dun mean the kind where those OBVIOUSLY slim girls ask their boyfriends "do i look fat?" when they know they dun and yet they ask..i mean..FAT..some slim ppl cld do with a bit of chubby-ness-->look at tt..words playing at me again..but with ppl like me..when we say fat..we MEAN fat..i HATE IT..can't even wear a proper blouse without feeling fat in it or a skirt or a pair of jeans..anything really...i hate my body..i should just go out in a space suit..seriously...

then i know some of you will say, in the words of Britney Spears :" why don't you DO something?"
then i will tell you this in the words of Vanessa Kwek :"i've given up"

how wld you like it if ALL your life you were chubby...exercised like SHIT yet was still in TAF club in pri sch and sec sch? yes..though by only a FEW kg and got out like in a few months but yes...the fact is tt you were still treated like a fat kid..to be compared with all your other girl cousins and be told tt you're fat..with your relatives all asking once in awhile:" so still in TAF club enot?" its like the only thing they rmb you for is being the fat chubby kid..with your cousins indirectly making comments on your weight when playing games? your grandma AND her friends saying you're chubby evrytime we meet up?? it hurts..it really hurts...*i feel like crying now*

it comes a point in time where you just loose weight to look not THAT fat..but loose all hope of ever being SLIM..its a distant dream and i dare say never to be accomplished..tts wad i do now...i've truly given up..i KNOW i'm not THAT fat..but i AM still fat..some of you may even say tt i'm NOT fat but tts beacuse your idea of fat is HUMOUNGOUS..UGH...self-pity i know..tts wad this whole post is abt...but i can't help it at the moment..its like resigning to my fate...ugh...the only other person tt i know understands how i feel (well kind of) is my other blob...i miss you dude...coz you're the only other person i know who REALLY knows wad is FAT..but now..even my other blob has lost weight and looks good now..good for her =) bad for me..=(

ugh..enough depressing posts for one day..mum wants me to attend bible study with her later..just go see how it is..means i gotta find sth to wear..UGH..and she says go walk so it'll help loose weight..i guess tts true..but its a short walk =S and she's planning my whole diet thing..barely any breakfast,minimum carbo-laden lunch and a bare minimum-next to nth dinner...no milk,no juice,just water..will it work? it had better..i'm not abt to do all this and see tt i've gained myself like another 2kgs..i'll just scream and die i swear...curse my fats and cast them to the ground like tt girl who lost 14kgs on the new creation testimonials?? i may just go do tt...

i dun even noe why i'm publically sharing with the whole world one of my "sensitive" topics but i guess i just need an outlet... back to top?

so yes..

nth has changed...still jobless..

i'm starting not to care...coz i just realised sth....

CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMING!!!!

AHAHAHAH!!! *chee-a-long-tong-chiang* WHEE!!!! why am i SOOOO particularly happy tt its CNY this year???

BECAUSE I GET MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! $$$$$$$$$$$$$!!!!!!

i've never been so..well..money-faced at cny b4..but this year is diff..i can finally get MY own money..tho i din work for it..but HEY!!! its MY money!!! ahahaha!!! QUICK COME!!!! 2 weeks BEGONE!!! i need money dammit!!! aahahaha...

hiaz...besides tt..well..went out with mum and sis today..went shopping for cny DUH..just like everyone else..shooping for goodies and clothes..in the end bought loads of goodies..and only a skirt for my sis..i've basiclaly gotten pretty much everything liao...just need a pair of shoes and maybe a capulet(sp?)..aiyah..those mini-shrunken jackets..need one of those..to hide my flabby arms =S need to go back this fashion soon..ahaha..

and dad's birthday went well..he can't drive for now..not advised..so we took a cab down to PS and ate at ajisen.. its just simple ramen..nth elaborate..well..we all enjoyed ourselves..easily satisfied ppl we are..no need elaborate celebrations..tho my mum did comment tt its my dad's 50th birthday and we're not even throwing some grand feast or anything..which is kinda true...i noticed sth abt my family..we never have like celebrations at restaurants where you invite all your relatives and friends to celebrate..ahaha..maybe my parents will expect sth liddat once my sis and i have stable incomes or have families of your own..i guess it'll mean more then lah ..grandchildren and all..hmm..maybe..but even without a family of my own..i'll still throw them one if i can afford it..yea..=) in the future that is..

and yes..let me warn you people first..i am PMSing this week..i can feel it...i'm getting very impatient and sensitive and well..a total bitch if you wanna put it tt way ...i hope i get my period soon man..weird i'm saying tt but its true..i can't even stand myself...i'm getting irritated easily..pissed off easily..hurt easily..too sensitive...the kind of person I HATE..UGH! so please try to understand this week should i piss you off or be a total brat or bitch this week or anytime soon actually...i really wldn't do tt on normal occasions but this time...i know its bad...

meantime...yes...CNY is coming..loads of baking and cleaning to do next week...like MASSIVE cleaning..too bad i'm not getting paid like SOME PEOPLE =P ahaha..oh well..and my eyelid has been pulsating the whole day...freaking uncomfortable..and all these blueblacks coming out of nowhere...i th ink sth wrong with my circulation...plus i'm starting to feel sick..damn.. back to top?

SAVE.....
ME......

I NEED A FREAKING JOB ALREADY MAN!!!!

ugh..i can't take this "spending and NO money to make up for losses" thing continue any furthur...and i'm loosing my self worth day by day with no job offers at all...

am i really THAT incompetent??!! that NO ONE on this damn island will hire me and my brain (whatever is left of it) power??!! this is depresssing i tell you...i am loosing my self-confidence(not tt there was much to begin with)--> see showing already!! and my self-worth..or am i just being too picky with my job choice??! i dun think so leh...lets see..

1) relief teaching( still NO reply from STC)
2) Kelly Services ( i already said i dun mind any job..still no reply)
3) Online tutor ads ( still no calls)
4) tuition centre ( got an offer but its not worth the travelling money)
5) called loads of ads on classified ads but none were good
6) e-mailed some of the tuition centres coz tts wad they specifed( no response)

ahaha..notice all the negative conotations??! ahaha..so yea...still explians my jobless-ness..haha..jobless ness..SEE!! even the words are playing at me!!!! WTH MAN!!!! =(

anyway..yea...went out today to shop for CNY stuff...wad a wet day i tell you..i experienced WET to the FULLEST meaning of the word..SOAKED to the core man...lets see..

1) we were all..well..delayed due to certain issues like melia's bus being late and val waking up late..left at 11.30am..the moment i was ready to leave..it started pouring cats and dogs..i was like :" wth..why now??!!" so i left anyway to meet melia b4 walking somemore to meet val.."

2) walking to meet melia ALREADY cost my converse chucks to be soaked to the point of no return with a mini swimming pool right in thhe comforts of my shoe..so we had to continue ANYWAY..so walked somemore..and by the time we got the the bus stop where we were supposed to meet val..my shoe had developed into a mini reservoir..

3) waited the the bus stop for val..happy tt we had finally found some temporary shelter from the rain...so we were trying to dry out umbrellas and trying to fold them up to keep..and saw this ikea truck driving by and befoe you know it...SPLASH!! everyone at the bus stop was soaked to like no one's bussiness..melia and i were standing so we got soaked to the TOP of our jeans..like to the waist area..sheesh man...talk about bad luck lah..and fri the 13th is the NEXT day..NOT today...sheesh..so called val and yea..went up to her place to dry up..

4) used a hair dryer to dry my jeans..and well..yea..ok..but my shoes were wet...so had to borrow her's too small..got to PS and had to buy my own pair of flip flops..b4 i bought the flip flops i was sooo moody and uncomfortable lah...the moment i changed into my flip flops..HA! instant change man..ALIVE and happy again!!! ahaha..but thanks tho val for the shoes...really appreciate the gesture..just they were too small..thanks tho..=S

well...then aft tt went to this fashion bought CNY clothes..now left with shoes to hunt for..when i got home and wore my clothes tt i just bought again..i realised how FAT i was..AHHHH!!!!! i can't take it anymore...I AM going to exercise i tell you..I NEED to run dammit...stupid rain is interferring in my exercise regime..sheesh man..gettinng chubby again..as in chubby-fat not my usual chubby-but-looks-like-muscle fat..UGH! more reason to be depressed...

AH! yes...my FACE!!! i want my sec 4 complexion back man...CLEAR like no one's bussiness lah! as clear as maylyn's lah..and maybe as clear as melia's current complexion..i realised how much it has detioriated when we got to val's house and looked in the mirror..GOSH! i need to do my mask agian man..all was good and well when i faithfully did it..guess i got competent? i dunno..

so what is there to be depressed abt now?
1)NO JOB
2) NO MONEY
3) NO LOOKS

amen. back to top?

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i've got a new blog!!! ahaahah..

blogskin that is...and i finally realised WHY i cldn't give my words colour after SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO long lah...

coz..i was under "edit html" instead of "compose"...ahahhaah!!!! so dumb..

anyway..yea..i love the butterfly pic at the side but i have no idea how to make it STOP fading aft awhile..you gota run your mouse over it to see it again aft tt... so if someone can help..HELP!!!

one thing i dun like abt this blogskin is tt somehow i just can't make this entry space any bigger so tt it'll be easier to read...adjusted and adjusted and still no change...so yea..you'll have to bear with it..esp with my LOOONG entries...ahahhaah..

wanted to go run this morning...but when i woke up and looked outside..i just fell back to sleep...aahahaa..how convenient..so yea..my new year's resolution ALREADY not looking too good..ahahaha..well..nth much to say since its still early in the day..till i blog again... back to top?

After all the crappy emails i've been recieving soo far..i finally get one tt means sth and makes sense and well..sth tt we shld all learn to do..everyday we all hold grudges whether we know it or not..everyone doing tt makes this world a crappier place to live in..just take time and read this b4 i start on my entry..

A story tells that two friends were walking through the desert.
During some point of the journey they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one in the face
The one who got slapped
was hurt, but without
saying anything,
wrote in the sand:

TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.

They kept on walking until they found an
oasis,
where they decided
to take a bath.
The one who had been
slapped got stuck in the
mire and started drowning,
but the friend saved him.

After he recovered from
the near drowning,
he wrote on a stone:

TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SAVED MY LIFE.
The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, "After I hurt you,
you wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone, why?"

The other friend replied

When someone hurts us
we should write it down
in sand where winds of
forgiveness can erase it away.
But, when someone does
something good for us,
we must engrave it in stone
where no
wind
can ever erase it."

LEARN TO WRITE
YOUR HURTS IN
THE SAND AND TO
CARVE YOUR
BENEFITS IN STONE.

They say it takes a
minute to find a special
person, an hour to
appreciate them, a day
to love them but then an entire life to forget them.


yep..good email huh? touched me a bit..thanks to princess!! ahaha! as in..for the email..

newae..yea..my dad's ill..prostrate gland infection..can't urinate..now he's walking ard at home with a a bag and a tube to collect his urine..hope he gets well soon..at first we were all thinking whether or not it was urinary tract infection ( well..closely related but not exactly too) --> this is where bio lessons in option topic comes to good use so i was starting to think if it was contagious coz my grandma was having tt prob a few weeks ago and she wld complain abt it evrytime we went to visit..HENG!!! now i DEFINITELY can't have it..coz well..i dun even HAVE the gland to begin with..so ahaha.. so now tt dad's ill i've gotta help mum even more ard the hse..hopfully he gets better in the days to come so i can at least go out with my sec sch buddies on fri..=S

i can't imagine wads gg to happen in old age man..i hope i dun get complications like this..may not have anyone to look aft me when tt happens..if i dun get married i'll have no husband,no children to look aft me..my sis will be living her own life..hiaz...the very thought of it is scary..=S

which brings me to the next topic..ren ci charity show last night..those ppl have no money,no family and have to go thru the pain almost alone..its quite saddening if you think abt it..and now with the stupid NKF and their stupid nonsense, it kinda depleted everyone's trust in donating to charity organisations and with stupid jacelyn tay's article..man..it was quite sad last night the show..3/4 of the show was up and only 134000+ calls lah..tts freaking low can? and all the celebrties were like constantly urging ppl to please donate and look past all the nonsense tt has been happening to all the charity organisations and just help these ppl out..usually they just PUSH AND PUSH to donate just because the stars feel they have to..you know wad i mean?? as in..you can sense tt bit of fake-ness and lack of sincerity in their appeal..but last night's show was different..you could sense the sincerity and urge..and their defence..it was touching really..

the biggest urge to donate and the sole cause for the no. of calls to jump was when the shi fu came out..the reverend did his stunt..walked on 2 wooden beams hanging in mid air on the 68th floor of some building (republic plaza i think)..and it was rainign heavily and strong winds last nigth mind you but he kept a calm and straight face..i TOTALLY admire tt guy..and when he had to say sth he started to break down..and tt was a shocker..as far as i know..the shi fu NEVER cries on tv in all his yrs of particiapting in ren ci show..he was soo upset tt ppl in singapore are now soo skeptical abt donating money coz of all tt has happened and not only tt..his staff gets scolded,his nurses get scolded and the celebrites too..all who intended to help get shot down instead..it was very thought-provoking and tear-inducing..i nearly teared =S

but yea..you can't blame s'poreans for acting this way i guess..i mean..yea..our hard-earned money goes to some bloke to enjoy his filthy rich life thanks to us when we donated out of pure care and concern for the patients..but yea..all i can say now is..just donate if you want someone to have a better 2mr..dun care abt all the nonsense tt has happened to JUST ONE organisations and affect the ppl who REALLY need it in other organisations..parting with 5 bucks in buying frivolous for ourselves shld just go to a better cause ..SO WHAT if we're all cheated again? wads the diff in buying tt useless thing compared to a charity tt may use the money to support some rich fart's expenditure?? in donating to the charity at least there is a glimmer of hope and a sort of possibilty tt the money we gave would be put to good use despite all the doubts..i'd rather just take the gamble and donate man..its a 50-50 thing..

whoa..ok..tt was along entry..*ha..wads new abt tt?? =P*..gtg now..till i blog again..adios! and btw nick..if you're reading this---> YES i read your blog..you and your cheena-ness hahah..wads with everyone and relating any sthsth-ness word to my name?? sheesh man..and yes nick..get a tagboard!!!! back to top?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SOMEONE!!!

ANYONE!!!!

get me a job!!!!

no school has called...no calls for any work form the agency..

think i'm gonna sign with the tuition agency soon man...hopefully they can get me some students soon man..ugh...I NEED MONEY!!!!!

MONEY tt i can spend without feeling guilty...yes..precisely why i need a job and i need more than just moping ard the hse and gg out *and spending MORE money* just to pass time...

ugh...man..no limewire and napster and kazaa and all tt kinda thing just depriving me of trying to learn new songs...ahaha..the piano book jon gave me for xmas..yea...i dunno how to put it to use..=S by this girl jennifer knapp..there are guitar chords in it lah..but i need to know how the song sounds like first b4 i can get the right strumming for the song ..and as for piano playing..i can always try lah...but as you noe...as an amateur and with NO musical knowledge at all..its gonna be VERY hard for me to even figure out how the song sounds like or how it SHOULD sound like...notes i can play but timing??!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

tried dl the samples of her songs from yahoo but they ain't helping very much..so i guess no jennifer knapp song playing till someone has an mp3 for me or sth..aahha...hiaz...dad's ill...having some urinary tract infection,resulting in fever..hope he gets well soon..or at least well enuff to go for mass 2mr...

and we kept my PRETTY christmas tree today =( so since dad was ill, the 3 ladies of the hse had to sturggle with the humoungously fat tree on our own..ahaha..and for the stupid tree lights i had sacrificed my knee and cheek..aft kepping the tree had to remove the plug connecting the lights to the main switch ...so the wire went behind the couch...when i finally got it out i step foot on the floor and WHOOPS!!!! i slipped and fell..hit my cheek on the side of the chair and whammed my knee on the floor...my mum had just mopped the floor tts why..hiaz..and when you have braces and wham your cheek on the side of the chair it is NOT a nice thing...so as a result...i now have a cut on the side of my cheek...ouch..and my knee hurts like no one's business..probably gonna have an 'or-che' aka BLU BLACK on my knee..=(

oh well..hopefully i get a job soon...so tt i can occupy myself AND earn me some money...anyone know of any job offers lemme noe k?? till then...good luck to all who have jobs and good luck to all who are like me with no jobs and looking...and those with no intention on finding a job--have fun slacking..ahaha... back to top?

as promised..


yes...its an egyption obelysk...see...turkey is confusing already right form the start...it was a gift to the sultan then or sth liddat..i kinda forgot...


just to give you all an idea how big it was...


turkish tea sellers--outside the blue mosque


the cat outside the mosque--see it using its tail to keep its paws warm..ahaha...soo cute...

as for the pics IN the mosque...well..scroll down to a later entry...they are there...ahahaa


highlight of cappadocia--fairy chimneys--> formed as a result od volcanic ash lOoooong time ago..due to erosion form wind and water...it eventually assumes this shape...many early christians lived in these formations to escape persecution form the othomans (or sth liddat)..cool huh?


a frescoe in one of these thingys...this one is supposed to be in a church..cool huh?


underground city--> another hide out for the early christians to escape persecution...its REALLY narrow in there..and dark...and its really big its like normal 3 room flat but 12 times tt size and to add to tt...its only 10% of the whole city tt we managed to see...PLUS there are MANY of those ard..


outside the undergrd city...WE FOUND SNOW!!!! WHEEE!!!!


turkish carpets? one-of-a-kind..special double knotting technique unique to turkey..longer durability than most single knotted ones from persia and so on..and it lasts longer if you STEP ON it..tightens the knots..


view from galata tower..we were on the european side...the part behind is the asian side..gosh...can see my pimple ready to explode..ahaha..


in hagia sophia--actually a catholic church (st. sophia) but when the turks took over (or sth liddat) they converted it into a mosque but did not destroy the paintings and all in the mosque but just covered it up..now its a museum undergg restoration works--the ONLY PLACE where you can see christian imagery and muslim chracters come together..cool huh?


at a roman ruin--ephesus--where the ephesians lived...ring a bell to anyone? ephesians??my sis trying to fit into the scenery..


still in ephesus..


taking a poo in the local roman ruin toilet..ahahaah...*i'm risking public humiliation showing you guys this* and yes...it was a public toilet...ppl wld gather and do "business" together and discuss politics and lit there..cool huh? and they wld then first send their servants to go sit there first b4 they got there to warm the seat for them...ahaha..


hahaha...imagine watching narnia here...its a theatre..


the view from up there...nice...


yet another ruin...at an ancient "hotel"..serious...


trying to make the most out of the scenery..thinker anyone?? ahahah...


an advertisement for the brothel in ephesus..its kinda goes sth like this : to anyone with a broken heart,if your foot can fit the one on this marble slab ,go in this direction and find this lady and she can help you heal your heart.. =S ugh...ahaha...


AHHHHHH!!!!!!! MEDUSA!!!! DUN TURN ME TO STO-..too late..*lame*


miniturk--mini turkey basically...all the historical or prominent olandmarks in turkey all recreated into smaller models in this place..like legoland in england..cool man..


backgrd looks fake huh? its NOT..tts my mum btw..ahah..


roads of istanbul...


the trojan horse...not the real one..a replica..at Troia(troy)


the trojan horse used in the movie "troy"..


Turkish cat..ahaha...i think they're much cuter than the ones in singapore..


stuffing myself for winter..ahaha..courtesy of my sis..


view from hotel rm in cappadocia...its snowed the night before...soo nice..=)

and yes..that abt wraps it all up..my whole turkish experience is more or less sth liddat..i din put ALL the pics..and plus i din take pics everywhere we went...my mum did...in the non-digital one..ahaha...so yea..hope the pics were worth the wait..haha..and yes...do consider gg to turkey..its a nice place really..ahaha.. back to top?

yess...i need a job...i want a job..

not tt i find staying at home and doing hse chores bad or anything but..yea..aft they are done?? wth do i do? i can't just be coming to the comp screen once i'm done and hope for someone to talk to me on msn...geez...thank goodness melia and i are gg to kelly services on thurs to try getting a job..hope all goes well..

newaez...yea...for the first time in a long time today...i cooked and baked once again..my mum was teachign me how to cook cabbage soup and chicken soup and er..later we baked some funky bread pudding thing..it still baking..waiting to try it...and aft tt mopped the floor..well..the thing abt baking and cooking is tt its not hard at all to DO it...its the WASHING up part tt is a killer...i was like " mum why you doing all this today?" then she said :" its coz you're ard to clean up.."AHHH!!!! and 2mr gg with her to the JL sale to help carry ( tts the main thing) and to shop for CNY stuff..ahaha..beats doing hsewrk i guess...

and coz of that i'm not gg for CCA pasar 2mr in CJ...so sad...MAN!!!! i wanna go!!! i miss CJ and choir and evrything abt school!!!! there is no more daily interaction with my friends..there is no more daily gossip in school and all the daily nonsense you see ard you to entertain you aside from all the lessons which are sadly neccessary..i miss the "routine-ness" of it all if you wanna put it tt way...sadsadsad...i wld be soo exicited to go back to school today man..other than the fact tt i gotta wake up early...oh well...haaha..well..hopefully i see AH-LEE -THIA 2mr...PRINCESS!!!!!! your royal court jester misses you loads!!!! i miss suaning you esp..=P i miss your company man..and i can't tag ur board for some weird reason... she's gg out withe her mum 2mr too to the JL sale..ahaha....prob for the same reason as me..ahaha..did you dye your hair princess?? i rmb you said you wanted to..I WANNA DYE TOO!!!!! oh wells...if i see you ...then i'll see you..

anyway...i was at the market today with my mum...as in the wet mrket and guess wad?? the cd shop nearby was playing MICHAEL BUBLE!!!! ahaha...wad a weird combination can? wet market and michael buble DO NOT go together...but it definitely beats listening to ngiao sounding CNY songs at NTUC..went with my mum..man...all the songs were darn ngiao and the worst part?? there was this song where they fused jingle bells and a CNY song..WTH!!!!! i swear..all these festive occasions are starting to loose the significance already and NOW to make matters WORSE you wanna FUSE stuff together??!!! GOSH...

well..yes...turkey pics will go up today as promised..

i may blog again 2nite..who noes..well...

CJ CHOIR--BEST OF LUCK FOR CCA PASAR 2MR!!! do your best to pull ppl and more imptly KEEP THEM!!!! you guys need numbers more than your seniors did..=S best of luck! i'll be praying for you guys!! will come visit one day..=)
ah-lee-thia--hope to see you 2mr at JL..ahaha... back to top?

ok..tt sounds kinda wrong..but tts if you want it to be...=D

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I got my ears pierced! i got my ears pierced!! nannynannypoopoo!! ahaha...man...it was quite cool actually the feeling..ahaah...my studs are the plain star studs...yien said i shld get those...so yea...i got them and so did my sis...ru yin got the pink star ones...ahaha...but then ah...from afar...they all look round..so there you go...so much for STAR..ahaha..



ahaha...its quite cool...first you select the type of stud you want then the girl lets you read some safety precaution thingy and how to take care then she marks the spot to pierce and lets you check whether you are ok with the position of the spot..*melia did you even tell her it was off-centre??=S* then she sits you down and well...before you noe it.......BAM!!!!! there it is....quite cool actually...then aft tt it feels all hot for awhile then it slowly dies down and then..well..you kinda forget its there..then presto! your ears are pierced...WHEE!!! now gotta wear them for...a month? tts wad the paper says...alcohol and more alcohol evryday...bought some to refil the bottle when it runs out..and dan..i think you SHOULD consider getting your ear pierced..i think you can carry it off..really...=D

sorry i cldn't wait for you fio...i guess i kept ru yin waiting for quite long liao and plus our plan to go together din really solidify...so yea...sorry mate =S

well...narnia was cool man...watched it today with melia,her bro, her classmates , dan and yien...yea..good show...feel like watching again..maybe wait for the vcd or sth?? ahaha...and YES...peter IS cute..ONLY from the point where he gets wet (as in falls into water) onwards...before tt...man..his hair is totally wrong lah..its like his fringe is totally smashed onto his forehead and with a little parting on the sid..aft it got wet...then yea...he started looking cute...and edmund looked cute only towards the end of the show...ahaha and the grown-up edmund was cute too..=D and lucy is SOOOO cute...ahaha..and susan reminds me a bit too much of myself at sometimes..the " think logically" prt of her and peter's "i'm not made for this..i can't do this.." part of him..and christian imagery...i din really see..i din really noe wad to look out for anyway =S

oh well...i need a job...relief teaching? i'm not really banking much on any sch choosing me really tho my application is already approved..and yes...need to go to tt kelly agency thingy fast...MONEY MONEY!!! i dun care how much they are gonna take away or anything now...like i told melia and phyllis...i just wanna do sth and be paid for it...i may end up gg to the hospital to do admin work or ANYTHING if i can't get a job..or do tuition or sth...i dunno...I NEED MONEY!!!

oh and yea..sth my sis invented..go to do with narnia..

peter: " Aslam..we need your help.."
aslam: " MEOW!!"

ahaha.. you'll noe wad i mean when you've watched it...ahaha... back to top?