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today was vocational dialogue...YAY!!! one thing off my to-do-list..left with overseeing newsletter and ASG..and schoolwork in general...bleah..next week we start biosensorimotor module pract aka palpation lesson....everyone's in a frenzy on wad to wear......so far the descision is swimsuit with shorts but yea...how the hell do you be comfy with exposing yourself?? some seniors have worn bikinis lah...WTH...CRAZY......anyway...i think i need to straighten out all my projs and stuff soon....i keep putting them all back back back...im gonna regret it soon....

anyway...this week....we had to rush thru our nomination posters....yes...i decided to run in the end...coz i thot it wld be good to have a positon just for future stuff..and if i dun get anything then heck..but now tt 3 have quite the 12-membered SC...tt leaves 9 ppl for 9 posts in the exco SO..it just means EVERYONE will get a post...heh...and well...i like my poster...WHEE!! ahaha..and i noticed sth.....this whole week as we were all preparing for the posters..everyone knew it was time to start garnering support...you can see evryone began being nicer to more ppl,talking to more ppl and all..ahaha......weird sources of motivation i tell you...i'm somewhat guilty too..ahaha..but im not fake when i do talk k.......heh..

and i just realised sth today........................sth is wrong with me....ok..its not a wrong thing to be single as......SINGLE can ever be right? i call it being virginally single...yea...tts me....i dunno....one of the more unexpected ppl to be attached ended up being newly attached...not tt im dying to be attached or anything...i think being single's good too (...sometimes i feel like im kidding myself..ahah)but...am i missing out on some impt deveopmental stage of my life? according to one of the developmental threories.....i'm a lil slow on the stage im in now..ahaha...i worry for myself sometimes...haha...

ANYWAY....i gotta rish thru my wheelchair assignment and research on ADHD soon.....BLEAH..and pract 2mr! YAY!! i hope its productive..and .............im just tired..heh...bought my text for 30 bucks...DMAN CHEAP MAN.....ahahahaa....ok..i'm becoming incoherent liao....i'll blog 2mr....heh.. back to top?

was at charlie's blog and i ripped off one of the quizzes again..ahaha...he used this uber CHEEEEEM word aka cheatergong..he said "its terribly cheatergong of me..." biang....cheeeeemness man...anyway...here's my result..seems rather accurate..

Your Personality Is

Guardian (SJ) You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented. Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules. You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader. You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you. A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do. You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up. In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly. At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions. With others, you tend to be polite and formal. As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself. On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!

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hiazzzzz.....

i know i've been complaining abt sch the past few posts...so i thot i'd share some more happy and interesting events at school....................yes...they DO exist..ahaha...i'm just rather pessimistic at times...

so well...school had this volunteer thing for students to be facils at this camp for ADHD ( attention deficit hyperactivity disorder) organised by IMH the OT dept...so i volunteered...not knowing when the date was and all...and then i realised tt its gonna be on the 2nd week of my 2 week hols in june...nvm....tts not the thing....the thing is...my family wants to go on the long-awaited-and-regularly-postponed-family-hols tt week..coz my 1st week i have school....so.....OH GOODNESS..when i volunteered i thought at most i wld just give the camp up but aft reading the prog i was like AHHHHHHHH!!! I WANNA GO!!! check it out man!!:

An outline of Camp Sunrise! programme will be emailed to you nearing June, so that you have an understanding of the programme flow. Some highlights of the camp include:
- children's art therapy (DIY painted-shirts and self-assembled/painted yoyos)
- yoyo workshop by Spinworkx (children will be taught some simple yoyo tricks by trained yoyo instructors)
- children's yoga
- cooking groups

SOO FUNNN!!! if i were a kid i'd look forward to it man!! and how often do you get to participate in sth like tt FOR FREE???! aaha...ok..but yea...dunno lah...then now...i wanna go......but...i have to go for my family thing if its on...i dun even know which i shld hope to go for.....i'll just wait and see....the cool thing is tt...well..a lot of us volunteered and i din expect to get chosen...tho tt chosen list is still rather tentative...but yea...i emailed the OT liao saying tt i dunno if i can go and will let her know...but i dunno if i blew my chances too fast.........hiaz...see how lah..

next thing..well...yr 2's 1st week has been rather interesting...gg into more OT stuff liao...learning how to transfer patients,use wheelchairs,use assistive feeding devices and techniques,moving a patient in bed ( sounds bad if you want it to),drawing,painting,counselling role play and so much more....its becoming more OT...its fun participating in it...but i can imagine the memory work i'll have to do for the tests and the viva voce and all...UGH.....all is good =) and one of my lecturers was telling us in our activity analysis lect abt her theory on who OTs marry..ahah...its related to activity analysis but yea...i'll say why later but this is wad she said :

Female OTs marry generally engineers or doctors
Male OTs marry generally female OTs, nurses or teachers

all this sparked coz activity analysis requires you to break down an activity(e.g taking a drink form your bottle) to its small components, the cognitive and physical processes..ahaha..and she said engineers do tt too...so...yea..hence the discussion topic..heh..ok..true or not..i dunno..but she said so far tts the trend..haha...just thot i'd share..ok...school 2mr...and sat...shld read my mobility notes for pract 2mr man...heh.. back to top?

MANNN!!! THIS WAS MY BEST FIND TONIGHT!!!

its all night long by dear abbeys...its originally done by lionel ritchie....the lead's voice is nice...very nice...bright and energy filled...he looks a lil weird as he tried to dance or just..groove but HEY! with a voice like tt...ahaha...wad the heck man...and i esp love the..............brazilian? spanish? wadeva tt part is lah...and the mouth thing the guy does in the front part is darn cool!! ahaha..and the beauty of this? the movements are uncoordinated which is GREAT coz ..they're moving to the feel and the beat and the rhythm of it....THAT is wad makes a good performace...WATCH WATCH!!! its gg on the acareak blog too...so yea..ahaha...catch it there if not here!



all blog abt sch 2mr or sth lah..if i rmb..ahaha....badminton 2mr!!!!!!!!!!
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ok....i dunno why i was so bitter in school today..

ok.....actually....no i wasn't bitter...i felt STIFLED....YES...that is the word...i feel stifled, suffocated and choked whenever i'm in school....i hate it....its so tiring..having to think so much..i know i dun have to but i kinda just do..and i hardly ever feel like its ok to be myself in school...only small instances where i have tt relief...sometimes i think ppl dun like me in class...like...i dunno....self conscious? yea...i am...UGH....

anyway....i dun think i'll bitch or wallow in self pity....no point...just yea....school rocks.......................no really......why dun you believe me? ahahahahaa...i wldn't too..ahaha..

SAOTSC nomination forms are out and we have to nominate each other by friday....i dun even have an idea of wad i wanna run for...i dun wanna run for anything can? i think can..ahaha..i feel soo tired thinking abt 2mr...start at 8...12 to 6 continous.....i need to sleep soon man....dead beat........no badminton today tho...heh..or ceh coming out liao..

OH! and forgot to blog abt hog's breath...rmbed only aft reading dan's entry....well..food's not too bad...but its costly indeed....MFM's calamari rings beat those anytime...and if you are EVER hailing a cab in holland v...MAKE SURE you NEVER stand under a tree....melia and i were happily standing under this tree when she suddenly shouted ANTS!!! and they were.....carnivorous....there really isn't any other word i tell you..they were attacking our feet like it was RIB..ahahaa....and they were HUGE and acted real fast...we were jumping like 2 siao nangs and then got a cab and continued to shake the ants off and kill any tt were crawling up our legs..they move fast man...if you were just observing us...you wld see 2 girls talking in the cab and randomly gg into some fit and convulsion...ahaha...tt was....enlightening...heh

OK...i need to go and rest....i need to.....be ard friends.....saturday...SOON....YEA =) aft OT orientation tt is...dun you just love it? back to top?

hooked onto hanson again...ahaha...

i found like this whole sequence of their underneath accoustic tour....DARN NICE man...accoustic is always best for hanson...and here are just 2 of the 10 tt are on youtube..SHIOKNESS...the harmonies and the rhythm and beat and feel........i can just go on forever...=))

If only + run away run
the harmonica rocks man...if only totally rocks...as always..and the harmony on run away run is nice man...1st time i'm hearing it accoustic and its so much nicer than the album version...NICE...


crazy beautiful+ penny and me
the piano playing on crazy beautiful is darn nice...he managed to encoporate the beat of it all in his playing and the dynamics too...fantastic...ok...i may not be the best person to comment on piano playing esp when i know nth of it but really...if you hear the album version and you hear this...you'll know wad i mean =) and penny and me....nice as always..


i better go sleep now...supposed to be awake in 6 hrs time...ahaha... back to top?

man...hooked onto ben jelen's come on man...shiokness..the range is just nice for me...and its soo free-ing to sing it...ahaha..and can i just say again : his mouth is HUGE....GINORMOUS...you can stuff tt whole lollipop mike in his mouth or 2 gun mikes..ahaha...OH...and someone on youtube commented tt he's a taylor hanson wannabe...ahahaa...i just realised.....tt maybe...tt person is...right..and we all know wad i think of taylor hanson right?? ahaha!!!!

and i found this vid..and well...now i know why tt person said tt....look at how he plays man...its exactly like taylor.......its like how val described it " like having an o*****" i wld have typed the word out but...well..this is like a PG rated blog...so....yea...ahahaha.. and the hair...man...he IS a wannabe..ahaha..

i have no idea wad song this is...and i dun really like it...come on rocks waaay more..ahaha..but just look at how he plays lah...and if you know how taylor hanson plays...you'll know why..ahaha.. and i found a vid to illustrate it...aft watching ben's...watch the hanson one below it..ahaha..and their arms ah.....all the same kind of build man...ahha..




wad can i say man? hanson rocks...samantha jame's style : its REAL...not like some bubblegum popstar wannabe..ahahaa....i used to listen to lost without each other during my nydc working period....so tts why now....i kinda dun listen to it anymore...brings back memories..ahaha.. i love the way they perform man...you can feel the ENERGY...and the FEEEEL....i think i've said this b4 right? ahaha...

my thigh hurts from badminton today...shiokness man...2 hrs..nice...we need to meet up to play more....i hope i can afford time when sch starts =S sch starts..............UGH.... back to top?

haha...ok...looks like tt prev post has caused some......................stuff...so yea...just wanted to say....

GUYS : thanks loads for all the care =) this is precisely the reason why you guys are my friends and why you guys have access to my blog...coz i know you guys won't judge me..so thanks once again =) i'm fine..........really...

so anyway..went back to sch today for tt briefing...on the games for OT orientation....i just realised how nice sarah's class ppl can be compared to my class..whenever i'm with them...i can always for that ONE moment...feel like myself....which is really.. NOT often at all..like....gosh...seriously....its sick man...when you sit, observe and analyse........yea...you learn a lot abt ppl and yourself....oh well...another 2 yrs....2nd yr starts in a week....OH LORD INCREASE MY FAIIIIITHHH!!! ahahaha...

aft tt went to SUBWAY EAT FRESH! for lunch with melia....yeaaaaa...the cold cut today was like the best i've ever had in a looong time ..ahaha...and then we headed to esplanade library to study at the cafe...OH! if anyone wants to catch some accapella, 25th april at the singapore arts cafe , Bits and Pieces are performing...i dunno who they are and i dunno if they're REALLY an accapella grp or not but yea...they're on...aside from tt...i was having loads of difficulty settling down to study anat...upper limb....now you know why right?....i dun think you do...well..let me enlighten you..upper limb SUCKS!! haha...oh well..

school is starting sooooooooonnnn....ppl have gone to work during this LONG hols and some few like me have been SLACKING this WHOLE hols...ahahaa...it ROCKS man..some ppl say they'll get bored staying at home everyday...if you ask me...you get used to it..like every other thing..ahahaa...so trying to justify my sluggish piggish slacker self..but HEY...its the HOLS.....do watcha gotta do DUDE...ahaha..i so dun wan sch to start....BLEAH...tues ends at 7pm yD

ok...OH! new song to rave abt...actually...its a new OLD song..ahaha...same old brand new you...you break my promises in 2...wad can i do? you're still the-
fine...tt was A1's old song in case you were wondering wad all tt was abt..ahaha..its ben jelen's come on...found the accoustic ( is it applicable here?) version...his mouth is GINORMOUS...but i like the chorus...i feel the come ON so liberating to sing..ahahaha...

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was having dinner and then suddenly i was reminded of the sleepover and then my whole mood went down....for some weird reason...not coz i'm not looking forward to it....i'm more than looking forward.....its just....aiyah...no matter wad way i put this down..its gonna sound like rivalry and jealousy...but yea..like i've told some.....its an issue of role conflict and maybe invasion of privacy and maybe self-conscious issues....so.....i dunno man.....hate this feeling...its reached the point its hard to get out of the situation...so i guess i just gotta take it like a woMAN and rub some dirt in it....

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JESUS CHRIST IS RISEN TODAY...AAAAAALLLELUIA!!!

went for easter vigil last night at holy spirit....can i just say tt its the 1st mass/service/wadeva i've been awake and actually enjoyed in a LOOOONG time?? st bern's choir deopends on your luck and the sad thing is tt even if they're good..the sound system is BAD...so overall the sound is just bad....and sacred heart's choir is max 8 ppl strong....so yea..oh yea..and we saw max...choir senior max..ahaha..he got baptised last night..he looked so shocked to see us...hahaa...kinda funny...holy spirit is crazily cold i was freezing my butt off..got home at like....1245? yea...ok...i dun have much to blog except tt i'm feeling VERY warm now...stupid humidity and the fact tt next week is my last week of freedom and i'm not happy abt tt....but i guess i dun have much of a choice...so.....OH WEELLL....

been on acapella overload the whole day...and i really mean OVERLOAD...so here's jason mraz's the remedy accoustic version....old song..but nice..ahaha..

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SING ONCE AGAIN WITH MEEEE!!!! OUR STRANGE DUEEEEEEEET!!!!

i went for phantom....i went for phantom....i went for phantom...and it TOTALLY ROOOCKSS!! its like the BEST musical i've ever been to lahh..exceeded all my expectations....WHOO YEAAAA....the detail and effects and all.....SHIOK sia....well...this post wld have been longer if not for the fact tt i already let all tt energy out the very day i returned from the show on tannie..ahahaha...but anyway...BRAD LITTLE ROCKS....the BEST phantom i've heard...the emotion tt he manages to bring across PLUS the power and quality....NICE....



anyway....wad did i do today? ABSOLUTELY NOTHING...dunno whether tt resulted in my headache tt has been on for the past 12 hrs..but yea..ahaha..was supposed to go down and exercise with my sis in the morning but we woke up late..and when it hit abt 430pm when it was time to go downstairs to exercise.....our headaches got the better of us...so...shlumped ard the whole day basically..lucky i'm gg out 2mr...and my mum bought the nivea anti cellulite cream thing..the ad with the 4 girls walking down the street...dancing and slapping their butts? yea..tt one..ahahaa....got it on some sale...so.....in an effort to get rid of cellulite...i've been put on trail...nice...ahaha...

well....holy week's this week...i've been feeling rather guilty of late for not even making an effort to do anything for my spiritual life esp for this yr...i dun usually follow thru my sacrifice tt i make for lent but at least i know i haven't been a bitch ...but this lent....goodness...BADBADBAD....so....i decided to do my lil but this week aka the last week which is just to stop myself from bitching abt certain ppl....yea...hiaz...ok..headache getting the better of me....better go rest early... back to top?