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Table 41


Amelia and I =D FINALLY a proper pic..=P
or maybe not...i look really red..eeee..for me =( ahaha..


the trusty trio--> my best friends in class


Lee Pin,Phyllis and I


ru yin and i


choir gang =)


Maylyn and I


Jevon and I


Daisy and I


Jon and I


Annabelle and I


mari ,yien and i


Norman and I


lydia,melia and i


fio,melia and I =D


DON'T get the wrong idea..it was as unexpected for you as it was for me..=S


the blobs =)


fio,melia and i


DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.WHHAT??!! ahahaha!! i love this man..ultimate goldfish huh??! =P


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ha...the night of glitz and glamour is finally over...i'm actually quite sad tt it is...hiaz...it will be the last time seeing ppl b4 getting A level results =S what a day to look forward to huh?? ahahaha...=S

well..how did we all look?? GOOD.

i prob upload the pics so whoever wants pics or just to see can go there to view lah..hahaha..well..in case ppl din noe..i wore a black dress( so common huh?) and red necklace!!! haha...xmas tree necklace!!!its quite cool...thankfully it worked out...gotta thank fio and val esp for all the help they lent melia and i gettign ready for THE night...ha..melia's green dress( you looked great melia.. no worries k? =D)and pants and my necklace commotion and all the make-up drama...ahaha...thanks for all your help dudes =)

well...i gotta say tt this prom was WAAAAAAAAAAYY better than my sec 4 prom...the food was better and so was the entertainment...for me lah...it was quite interactive..so its good...=)and...i DIDN"T FORGET MY CAMERA!!!!!! hahaa...YEAH MAN!!! so i snapped away with almost EVERY HUMAN BEING ALIVE..tt i knew of course..=)and well...evryone looked GREAT...so kudos to all =) i unfortunately looked really bad in most pics...=S so saddening hor? hiaz...bo pian lor...

well..had fun with my room mates and all..it was night to remember =) playing uno and all...as compard to where nearly EVRYONE else was gg...china black..sheesh...for all those popular ppl one lah...go oso no point lor...hiaz..i noe its probably a sweeping statement ..but tts wad i feel..haha..

anyway..yea..cheers to evan ah pek for surviving the night with 8 girls..ahaha...=D but seriously..thanks for all tt you did..=)Lee pin too..organizing evrything for us..you guys ..thanks loads..=D

hiaz...soo much happened tt night...where do i even begin??hiaz..well..well..lets comment on our prom king 2005..julian wadeva his name is...man...soo freaking lucky can??? first he wins title as prom king together with 200 bucks of spa vouchers then later he wins FIRST prize in the lucky draw----> HP photo printer and olympus digital camera...SO UNFAIR!!!! some ppl have all the luck in the world..and before the whole nomination th ing went on..the contestants were made to say wad wld be the most embarrassing thing they wld do if they were to be prom king/queen..he said he wld kiss some other guy--jackson..haha..it was damn funny...all the camera snapping away...ahaha and the girl said she wld propose to mr micheal tan!! ahaha...tt was damn funny...it was a cool night lah..i enjoyed myself more than expected =)))) a night full of unexpected events too...hilarious man..better not say here..if not sure to get slaughtered by some ppl..=P

well..i'll miss CJC tts for sure...i'll miss all my friends and all the fun times together..i really wonder if we will all still keep in contact with each other lah..wad are the odds...i really have no idea..i hope the friendship doesn't die down tho..dun let it ok guys?? =S you all really made a diff to sch life in thses 2 stressful years in JC..you guys made it all better..you guys totally ROCK!!! LOVE YOU ALL TO BITS!!! seriously...i'm not just saying it..
well...wad happens aft this?? well..it will be choir stuff for some time lah..helping out in the carolling on the 6th..WHEE!!!! ahaha...SINGSINGSING!! went back today aft breakfast to go for practice...haha..hardcore hor?? =P aft tt...go holiday in turkey...hope i enjoy myself there...i'm sure i will..except the flight there lor...tansit somemore..double the torture..ahaha...=S then aft tt...gotta look for a job liao lor..need to earn me some money...ahaha..anyone? recommendations??
meantime...relax and enjoy my holiday aft 2 yrs if studyign like crap...hahaha...well..gg for a bbq 2mr..shld be fun too...bring cam!! TAKE PICS!!!! ahahah..i've learnt my lesson...just take pics..a picture paints a thousand words..its memories captured..ok...nth else to write..till i blog again..ha...i'm a happy girl..=D back to top?

Your Birthdate: August 18

You are a cohesive force - able to bring many people together for a common cause. You tend to excel in work situations, but you also facilitate a lot of social gatherings too. Beyond being a good leader, you are good at inspiring others. You also keep your powerful emotions in check - you know when to emote and when to repress. Your strength: Emotional maturity beyond your years Your weakness: Wearing yourself down with too many responsibilities Your power color: Crimson red Your power symbol: Snowflake Your power month: September

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this all seems tooo contradictory to wad i just typed out...the keepin emotions in check part...ha...i guess its usually true...but definitely not now...ha...and no wonder i like snowflakes..haha..this is kinda true...cool...thanks ying!!! ahaha...in case you;re wonderign why..i stole it off her blog...hehe... and if only wad i'm gonna put next is gonna happen for chem paper..hahha..

You Passed 8th Grade Science

Congratulations, you got 8/8 correct!

and this is plain weird..i'm 1st born by the way...ahaha..

You Are Likely a Third Born

At your darkest moments, you feel vulnerable. At work and school, you do best when you're comparing things. When you love someone, you tend to like to please them. In friendship, you are loyal to one person. Your ideal careers are: sales, police officer, newspaper reporter, inventor, poet, and animal trainer. You will leave your mark on the world with inventions, poetry, and inspiration.

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hiaz...2 weeks of the A's have passed...

how was it you ask??

only one word....

BAD

why?

i dun feel i've done my best...

my one and only chance..

did i blow it??

i dunno...

why am i typing like this?

ok...haha...jus finished chem mcq paper 2dae..for manymanymanymany classes...its the LAST paper...ppl like me who still have bio or history and other stuff still have to carry on...and the bast part? bio paper is the last paper to end...until S papers start...UGH!!!

i feel so..hope-LESS...esp for chem...esp when it was supposed to be my best paper...aft i screwed paper 3 up..i lost confidence...its the bulk...i screwed it up..paper 2 was not too bad then i realised wad a stupid mistake i made tho it only costs 2 marks but HEY!! aft screwing paper 3 up...that 2 marks cld mean the WORLD!! plus i am veryvery sure somewhere else in tt paper i lost marks here and there...and i was banking on today's paper to pull me up...how? did it? i really dunno...the good thing was tt there were at least like 6-7 qns tt came out in prev years so i rmbed the answers..inorganic..yea...other than tt...din noe how to do one and i rushed thru the last 10 qns...7 mins chiong and do the LAST 10 QUESTIONS!!! CRAZY RIGHT??!!!! in case you dun realise how crazy it is...well..lets just say tt the last 10 qns of a chem mcq paper will nvr fail to cost ppl many marks...and the best part?? i rushed thru it...so i din even have enough time to think abt the question properly and actually...well...THINK....i just hope tt the last 10 at least 5 correct..and wads even better...i din even have the chance to check if i filled evry blank or anything like tt...why? coz i have a crazy invigilator!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

crazy woman i tell you...i bet she was deprived of collecting exam scripts for like eons and eons...irritating lah..the moment it hit 330pm and before i cld even take a look at my script aft completing it like only 20 seconds ago,my script just flys by andi never get to see it again...wad the HELL MAN!!! crazy piece of shit..its like...the guy only said "o-" out of the "ok..its 330pm..please stop writing.." what if i left a blank somewhere??what if i shaded wrongly? ARGH!!!!!!!!!! MAD woman...plus i rushed...wad the...................F------------------REAK!!! i can't even bring myself to say it...UGH!!!!

chem and maths were my only hopes of getting a good grade like As and Bs..now...think lower...its a great dissapointment to me...esp chem...all tt stupid shit abt me "SUPPOSED " to get A's and being in those stupid A-C class and the stupid "better" in chem grp for lectures...wad kind of rubbish were they trying to fool me with..Amelia huang..if you're reading this..dun scold me..this is my blog...let me be...ahahaha....anyway yea...its the same thing tt happened at pri sch at PSLE...teacher said i shld be able to get 230...wad did i get? 218...sheesh..isn;t it the same now? i was trying to control it ( if it is even within my control) this .......complacency? i reaLLY dunno..maybe its just a bad omen...when the teacher says tt then it all goes the other way..i really dunnno..ha..blaming evryone except myself...

but didn't i work hard enough? you mean i've been doing ok for the whole 2 yrs in CJ and at this crucial moment when it matters most.....i dun perform?? then wad was all the hard work for the past 2 years for? living in a fantasy world only to be shot back to reality at the most crucial point? why is this happening only now??? everyone seems to be doing better than ever or meeting their potential...and i am instead moving the other way...WHY??!!!its unfair...although the plan was not to go Uni ...still..its not performing to my own expectations...i am underperforming...

although my parents say its ok...i know its not ok...how can it be ok for them when its not even ok for me???!!! i study for evry test and exam...i give it my best..is this how i am repaid?? its doesn't pay off then...to be hardworking and all..if ppl who dun study and nvr took their work seriously end up doing better than me...i'll be devastated...who wldn't?

left with bio...i need to make this work...i have to get that grade!!!! i know its really depressing...this entry..sorry if i made anyone like less motivated to chiong for it...its just me and my STUPID way of thinking...there is still some hope...BIO...I CAN and I WILL.......I MUST.....OH LORD PLESE GUIDE ME!!!!!we ALL CAN!!! WE WILL GET THERE!! GO LITSEN TO GO THE DISTANCE!!! CRY LIKE ME!! hahaha..but yea...as much as i am dissapointed...i wun give up..its not me to do tt..CHIONG!!!! then...it'll be tt day we've all be looking forward to soon...PROM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! back to top?

ha...NO MORE TIME!!! decided to post the lyircs of this song up...its quite motivational at times like this..esp when you dunno wad you're doing and where you're heading and wad you're doing now is gonna be of any use..this song NEVER fails to make me....well...cry...yea...esp when its near exams and i'm loosing hope and feel tt all me effort will come to naught...yea...was listening to it on the way hoem from princess's house tt day..i was sobbing lah...almost...on the bus and walking home..managed to regain composure b4 gg upstairs..ha...well..best of luck to all..last lap!! LETS GO MAN!!!DUN LOOSE HOPE!! AT LEAST TRY NOT TO!!! WHY AM I TYPING IN CAPS??!!! I DUNNO!!! I GUESS IT GIVES MORE IMPACT!!!!!!WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

let tt hero's welcome come to us in march 2006,let us GO THE DISTANCE now...its not very long now..PUSH ON!!! and we will all eventually end up where we truly belong...IF WE WORK AT IT NOW!!!
and rmb...EVERY MILE WILL BE WORTH OUR WHILE...*tts the line tt always cracks me up* as in cry..yea..

Go the Distance--Michael Bolton

I have often dreamed, of a far off place
Where a hero's welcome, would be waiting for me
Where the crowds will cheer, when they see my face
And a voice keeps saying, this is where I'm meant to be

I'll be there someday, I can go the distance
I will find my way, if I can be strong
I know ev'ry mile, will be worth my while
When I go the distance, I'll be right where I belong


Down an unknown road, to embrace my fate
Though that road may wander, it will lead me to you
And a thousand years, would be worth the wait
It might take a lifetime, but somehow I'll see it through


And I won't look back, I can go the distance
And I'll stay on track, no, I won't accept defeat
It's an uphill slope, but I won't lose hope
Till I go the distance, and my journey is complete


But to look beyond the glory is the hardest part
For a hero's strength is measured by his heart


Like a shooting star, I will go the distance
I will search the world, I will face its harms
I don't care how far, i can go the distance
Till I find my hero's welcome, waiting in your arms


I will search the world, I will face its harms
Till I find my hero's welcome, waiting in your arms back to top?