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hiaz...ialways seem to be starting off with the same old things huh? first with a "heyhey!!" then followed by a "hiaz.."...ok..lets try tt agian...

 
 
YOWZA !!!
 
dude!!! ok..tt seems better...a breath of fresh air...i finally got to come home early...in the end i decided not to go for the novena thingy..firstly hardly anyone i asked was going...secondly it was because it was kinda late lah...so nvr go lor...yea...ok..i'm kinda bored now..dun exactly rmb wad happened today..since i dun rmb means nth in particularly spectacular happened lah...so yea...oh..other than the fact tt we had chem make-up practical today coz we missed it on tues due to PW block period...yea...phyllis was quite obsessed over the word "zang" today..she was quite tickled by it... ever since we met yvonne in the canteen tt day..and being typically yvonne :p she burst out in dialouge full of zangs..yea..btw..zang is like a lingo btwn some of my fomer secondary sch mates lah..namely justina.yvonne,julianna (these 3 in particular)..i only start toking in "zang" when i'm ard them..yea..hiaz...

wad else? OH! i suspect someone and someone in choir are soo going out lah... :)..as to who..i wun disclose yet lest i kena bashed up lah...there were rumours liao lah bud i chose to not believe them lah but based on wad i saw yesterday and today..i'm kinda getting a vibe here..  mwaahhah.. :) funfun!!!..okok...wad else ah? oh! i so hope tt phyllis does'nt loose my diskette lah! if she looses it ah..there goes my head man...yea...tt girl a bit the absent minded lah..so a bit scary lah... :p ok..i shld be doing my work now..bud no mood..and i haven;t planned my timetable ..diedie..i guess i got no motivation to plan coz i dun have the syllabus for wad isto be tested..no aim no goal...its like answer  the qn bud you dunno wad to study for ..yea..hiaz...well.gotta get it done sooner or later...

2mr going to pluck teeth liao...to tell you frankly i dun actually noe wad the dentist is gonna do 2mr other than extract my teeth..my mum said tt he wld be extracting and fitting the upper jaw braces..however..according to my fren val cheong she said must wear seperators 1st for a short while b4 wearing braces..so...the qn is...JUST WHAT AM I GETTING DONE 2MR?! braces or seperators...wadeva it is..2 teeth are going lah..and tts enuff to scare me...wait a min..i'm not actually scared..i dun even noe wad i'm in for lah..so yea..if it hurts ..then i'll juz have to take it in my stride...yea..ok..i got nth else to say liao...till 2mr...

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heyhey!!!

hiaz..so much has been happening the past few days...ok..wed had choir which started at 4.30..apparently we were involved in the national day celebrations..so had to sing all the typical national day songs lah...i think this natonal day celebrations  this year will be quite interesting... a chamge lah..i wun let youa ll noe anymore..let it be a surprise!! woohoo!!! newae..yea..teh rehearsal ended at abt 6.30? 6? i can;t rmb..coz the marching ppl kinda messed up a bit lah...they had to march to the beat of the drums..very catchy beat..so when we were not singing and watching them ,ying hui and i wld be "marching" along with them..mwahaha..damn fun...then after tt we proceeded back to the LT for elections..so they extracted the 5  elected exco memebers from the crowd and made us all say why the choir shld vote each one of us a pres..so there was a lot if dialouge and shooting down of ppl..good training for interview in the future...yea...newae..there are actually a lot of details  but lazy lah..so you wanna noe then catch me on msn and i'll tell you lah...newae..it was btwn marianne and me in the end so since marianne got more votes she was made pres (after a lot of consideration)and i was made vice-pres..so yea...then the seniors took us on a trip to wad cheryl calls the "bloody stinking cupboard" to see where all the choir stuff is and all that lah...then made our way home...asked melia to wait for me..bud i did'nt see her so i left for the bus stop...apparently she did'nt leave..so then she was pissed and i had to explain eveything  which is a lot so i wun type it down..got home by 8pm..wanted to do work bud was too tired...so sleep lor...

today...had PE..luckily no 2.4...i'm soo screwed...hiaz...oh! today was the first meeting /opening of THE ACTS..its a sth like a youth grp lah...praise and worship,sharing,prayer,games...i actually was not tt keen on going bud wld go if someone dragged me lah..so later i learnt tt a lot of my frens were going so i became more willing to go..but other than tt  as the day passed ,i was actually quite ready to go for it...now tt i think of it..it cld have been God at work again...yea...newae...PE ended at 3.50..sat and ate awhile and then set off to meet justina to go for THE ACTS...yea..met her at the library and yienli and max were with her..so i went to change and started on work...then daisy ,mabel,julz and one more girl (sorry! dunno your name) came then we all went up to the prayer room when 5.10 came..started off with praise and worship and ice breaking games...i usually hate ice breaking games but this one was fun..we played in the audi extension...then ard 6.30 we went back to the prayer room for sharing and reflection..so we were split into grps for sharing...i was in grp 4 with yienli,lizzy,steven,msgail ng,terry and firmin as the facilitator..yea..realized tt this firmin really good at toking and sharing..he made evryone feel comfortable lah...so can share properly...yea...then..shared abt our crosses and what they are and how has God sent his calling to us for discipleship...yea..it was a pleasant experience lah..then ended the session with giving each other the sign of peace ..it ended up more like a hugging session...evryone was hugging evryone...like REALLY!! evryone was hugging evryone...then all had a debrief..told abt the NDP mass and the need for singers..then lizzy and while bunch of them immediatly said "choir VP!" i ws like..what?! oh man..so paiseh..beginning of the session they tekan me liao..seems they found out..dunno how...newae...yea..so paiseh...so yah and they toked abt the youth thingy at novena church 2mr 7.30..oh man...i may be going..i'm gonna be home late AGIAN..for 2 consecutive days i've been coming home late...so sick...but nvm..its all in the name of good fun and not to 4get in developing my spiritual side...

tts impt lor..ever since the elcetions for council...there was no more CAC gatherings...no more praise and worship,prayers,sharing during school hours..so now THE ACTS is like bringing it all back lah...must try to bring more ppl...yea..its open to anyone of any faith..dun worry..not "propaganda" stuff lah...juz a place to meet more ppl and enjoy God's presence...bud you gotta be prepared for the session to be more religious lah...bud come anyhow...its fun..and no regrets..if you dun like it you dun have to continue coming...its not a cca..it more of a chill out thing ya noe? yea...so come...

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heyhey!

hiaz..juz read fio's blog..and i have this to say :"FINALLY!"..you finally got it in order..and fio if you're reading this..i suggest you get a tagboard..then we can leave comments...yea..newae..yea..maybe the pink brigade thingy is kinda ok lah...actually on many occasions i thot of doing the pink brigade thingy bud was a bit too embarassed.. :p newae..yea..read melia's blog...hiaz..i dun have too good a feeling abt 2.4 and 5 stations..sit and reach ,90% sure can get A even though i dun have long fingers :p shuttle run ah...i dunno...really depends...standing broad jump is bad as always..sit ups shld be ok,pull ups shld be able at least 5 lah...oh well..we'll see...
 
hiaz..2mr is elections for choir exco..i think..dunno how lah...if i get then get lor...hiaz..OH! how cld i 4get to write this down? today was the 1st day i had detention..mwahha...was having religion class in 1T15 or sth liddat... then the plump, female econs teacher came to the class and asked to see all the girls..i knew sth was fishy..so i started pulling up my socks and tucking in my shirt...turns out she was checking for socks..i started tugging at my socks..so we were all standing in front of her in a row..then slowly she dismissed ppl one by one..she let some ppl with socks even shorter than mine pass...she did'nt even gimme a chanc e to pull my socks lah...she allowed some to pull..she looked at mine and striaght away she said. "stop pulling..no use.." what she did'nt know was tt there WAS a use..my socks were folded..so i continued tugging and more or less the correct length came out..then i showed her and she said :" it will slip down again" i showed her tt my socks were tight bud she refused to believe me...so then there were 5 of us and she told us : " Meet mr micheal tan b4 5 today and buy a new pair of socks coz you all have to change in front of him and detention 5pm-7pm today" i was like WHAT?! NEVER in my life have i gone for detention b4 and now i had to break my record..so after tt..THROUGHOUT  the WHOLE day i was whining abt detention whenever  i was not occupied thinking abt sth else..ask anyone ard me and they will justify this fact :p...
 
so the day was approaching an end and i went to mr tan's office with much reluctance..met him just as he was leaving his office...he said tt he was going for a lesson and we had to wait for him till 5 then he will see us..us not only the 5 of us tt kena you noe..it was accross the whole level i think...yea...so waited and waited..met A LOT of ppl while sitting outside his office..evryone of them laughed at my plight... :p newae..alison (from church) came and found out she oso kena for socks..so we talked and waited...then finally micheal tan came..went in to his office to take attandance...then he said tt he wld let us off today bud if he caught NAYONE in our class with low socks we wld be implicated too and serve 4 hrs detention...so HENG AH! now i juz urge all my fellow t33 ppl esp the girls to PLEASE wear your socks properly..if not i oso kena lah...
 
yea..tts abt it..my 1st experience with detention..NEARLY..ok..hiaz...tt basically sums it all up...oh! i 4got! today it seems there was PE aft the PW block period which ended at 4.30...saw t34 ppl changing and PE teachers going to grandstand...bud ms teh said tt there was no lessons aft PW even if there are supposed to be.. ARGH! HOW?! juz hope mr liu will be nice to us on thurs man..if not die ah...i die ah...oh well..til then...
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heya!!
 
woohoo!! GREEN! newae...i just decided to get down to work and start studying for promos...YEAH! well..i haven't actually started the studying part yet...i juz got like down tot work in the sense i started planning my timetable..i noe..you all gonna say :" that never works.."..but better to have a focus better than nothing..oh well...yea...
 
hiaz...its sux to be sick..gotta eat sick ppl food...got bad cough and blocked nose...can't eat cold stuff ,fried stuff..sheesh man..i'm gonna get my braces on sat for the upper jaw..tts when my gruelling 3 yrs begins...the moment they are on..no solid food..juz liquid food all the time..hiaz..i'm supposed to be enjoying my last few moments savouring the joys of solid food before i can't eat them for like a week after the braces are on...hiaz...juz porridge ,porridge and more porridge..gotta bring food to school lor..sth i hate doing simply coz its soo damn mafan...hiaz...wad to do? no pain no gain...and coz of the braces i gotta miss choir on saturday...hope they let me off..well..they HAVE to... valid reason lor..
 
2mr got PW block period..1.10 to 4.30..yea!! no PE!!! HENG AH! newae...all the grps seem to be rushing to get all their PW stuff done...obviously did'nt get it done during june hols..now they gotta rush to fill the file up..MWAHAHA..oops :p okok lah...can't help it lah..i think my grp is possibly the ONLY grp tt have evryhting in order...lucky meling is the leader..if not i think my grp wld be in the same state as the rest of the other grps..yea! thank goodness i have grp mate tt are cooperative and responsible man...tts why we can progress..YEA to my PW grp.. :p and good job Meiling for heading us in the right direction...YEAH! APPLAUSE! WOOHOO!! okok...i got nth to say liao...so i'll end here...till then...
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heya ppl!!!

hiaz...juz finished the chem test online...i studied the night before and scored a 26/35..not bad lah hor? so many prob came up while doing the test...btw..if you haven't taken the test...i suggest you do the TYS MCQ 1st..you'll know why when you take the test...newae..yea..at first the test started off fine then when i went to the 2nd page i cld'nt see the answers for 2 qns..as in i cld'nt see the options...so how to choose right? so had to call mrs tan to ask her for help..told me the options and proceeded to the 3rd page..then finished the test,clicked the "submit" button..then went to the "marking in progress" page then it switched to another page which said "error" i was like" wad the.." so clicked the refresh button again and the same thing happened for another 3 times so i had no idea if my answers were saved..so msged mrs tan and she called me and told me the answers were submitted and tt i got 26/35..ok lah...i still can't believe ZX got 31/35..like HOW?! hiaz..nvm lah...

hiaz..yesterday i was on my way back from dinner and someone called meon my hp..picked it up and it was a guy's voice and he was asking for "ms teh"..i was like "huh?" then i told him he calld the wrong number ..then later he called again..i fugured from the voice tt it was chee seng...seems he thot tt i was ms teh coz of the last time i sent out the msg on ms teh's behalf coz ms teh arranged for one person in every PW grp to send out her msg to everyone in your PW grp lah..so i'm the person for my grp lah...sheesh..i figured tt he wld be as BLUR to think tt i was ms teh..so yea..seems he  had a prob with his comp..oh well..newae..i'm gonna get my teeth extracted nxt saturday...the upper jaw one and get the braces fitted for the top one ..tt will be the day my lifestyle will change ..oh well...ppl in CJ can expect to see a change in my speech and everything the following  week..i'm now down with flu and my mum is frantically trying to get rid of it b4 the dental..coz i think tt kinda affects the extraction or sth..newae..feeling drowsy after taking the medicine and sleep now..may come back online later..till then...

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sorry ppl...can't put the class pic up got some prob..nvm...if you really wanna see it..i'll send it to you...
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ooo...cool....now the typing thingy nicer to type liao...mwahaha...okok..hiaz...i'm gonna keep this short and sweet...feeling VERY sick..got the flu..my nose is all clogged up..sound like a guy now...sheesh..like wad's new huh? :p melia if you're reading this..dun bother to comment any furthur on the issue of my voice... :p newae...er..yesterday had choir..got to end early at 3.30 bud 7 of us J1s had to stay back aand i was one of them...for wad? coz we were the so called "finalsts" of the elections held earlier for choir exco...yea..so interviewed us all again bud now it was by the exco,the teachers and ms babes..woohoo! luckily they questioned us as a grp man..if not i'll freak out for sure..yea..the interview was more like a 'get -to-know" session...they said that ultimately the choir decides who they want inthe exco..and 2 of us will get booted out..yea..newae..had racial harmony day on tues..it was quite fun ..nearly the whole class came in costumes..i was actually quite surprised..i did'nt expect sucha a good turn up considering the fact tt our class never had a discussion on wad to wear as a class..very good man! we still had PE nontheless...oh well... took a class pic...see all the nicenice colours? jason and pearlin not inside lah...

hiaz..today had PE again..single period..i thot they were gonna make us run 2.4 bud luckily jason liu is a kind person and only made us run 1 round around the track and off we were to the gym...YEAH! so we were told everyone had to jump the standing broad jump once for him b4 we left..so we were all practising..hiaz..no use lah..the most i cld do was only 160cm..the requirement IS 160 bud according to jason liu's standard its a 165cm..yea..so jump and jump oso cannot..i need to bai evan as my shi fu liao...peifu peifu! so nvm..aft PE we rested in the canteen for awhile then decided to head off..when i felt my pocket i realised tt my rosary was gone! aH! i retraced my steps alll the way back to the grandstand..scurried ard and saw nth...saw julianna and dunno wad made me ask her whether she had seen my rosary..apparently she did and her grp of frens had given it to some new PE teacher..i cld'nt find him.so too bad...met chee seng then he said he wld help me find the teacher and get it back for me if he saw him...nice of him to do tt...god will bless him...

2mr got GP essay...on crime and punishment...the best part is tt we haven;t even had our lecture on it and we supposed ti write and essay..so now researching..seem to be getting tooo much info..getting too irrelevant..oh well..we'll see how it goes..btw...do the careeer personality test on the RHS of my blog..quite interesting...tell me your results...


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ARGH!!!

i am soooo blady screwed lor..had my chinese orals today..i absolutely CANNOT stand the STOOOPID ah pek tt was taking my grp for orals..ARGH! 1stly they were supposedly from HCJC which is already enuff to pronounce me dead btw..yea..then went to face my doom..so as a class we made our way down to the training and development centre(at least tts wad i think its called)..were split into our grps and sat to await my doom..

my goodness..the passage was actually quite ok when i was reading to myself..this oral exam is weird man..its like 2 ppl sit together side by side in front of the time keeper..i was with jeremiah(t32)..when the time keeper started the stopwatch he immediatly did the 'sign of the cross' b4 proceeding to read the passage..man of great faith..:p no lah..good he has faith in the lord..i prayed b4 i went oso lah so yea..newae..my oral examiners were damn IRRITATING..with a super humongous capital I..hiaz..dunno why the exmainers for my group were like soo damn fast lah..they finish one person liao the other grp juz started on the conversation..hiaz..newae..my examiners was this ah pek tt was balding and a lady tt juz sat there smiling at evryone..never write or sat anything..ARGH! DAMN TT AH PEK!

went there read the passage not so fluently..was definitely nervous..then after reading the passage to look uo at them then i realised i had my head buried so low behind the paper..i hope i was'nt too soft..if not i'm soo damn screwed..then conversation began..were supposed to discuss if singaporeans are like a helpful bunch of ppl..so they said this cheng yu : "le yi zhu ren" i was'nt sure of the meaning lah..so i asked the examiner wad was the meaning..i mean..o'lvel they say can ask lor...so i ask lah! later i go out of point ah..so when i asked tt ah pek he was sooo shocked lor..he said: "you mean you dunno the meaning of the word?" then i was like :"yah..(DUH!)" then he said :" you mean you REALLY dunno the meaning of the word?" I said : "yes.." AGIAN..i mean..i think if i knew i wld'nt need to ask you lah.. newae..he looked down dissapointedly at his paper, wrote sth and looked back at me and told me the meaning with this 'you're soo stupid! Like how can you not KNOW this?' kind of face lah..so yea..so i being enlightened i started toking..

i said tt singaporeans like to help ppl lah bud not thru such direct means lah..like if you saw an old lady fall down wld you rush over all the way from the other side of the bus-stop JUST to help her? no rite?coz feel a bit paiseh rite? yea..i was trying to say tt..and i said they wld rather help thru more indirect ways like donating money to charity shows lah..wanted to say NKF bud dunno..newae..yah..then the ah pek say :" so you trying to say tt singaporeans like to donate $ bud not help ppl lah?" i was like:" no lah.." in my heart i was saying "you s2pid or wad?" mwahaha..newae..yah then i had to repeat myself then he suan me AGAIN..argh! then the lady examiner juz sit there and smile at me and nvr do anything lor..hiaz..it may not be very clear now and i can give a very illustrated example when you see me ard in sch..then i fainally left fuming mad and also EXTREMELY worried..then later joined by Justina and later Meiling..apparently Justina oso got tt ah pek and he suan her real bad too..meiling oso asked the meaning of the word and he suan her oso..wad the hell man..i think he seriousy got sth against Cj ppl lah..like EVRY single thing oso muz suan..wad i said to him clearly illustrated wad i was trying to bring accorss yet he "mis-interpreted" it lor..if only it were english orals..i defintely wld do MUCH MUCH better..will be more clear..hiaz..wad to do? my only hope is tt they pass me ...BTW..this was AO level orals..hiaz..see why i panic? yea..oh well...

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hiaz...today is damn tiring...first started off with morning run ..my legs were just a little sore bud i cld still run..and my pace like increased alot today..dunno why also..i felt soo bad for leaving wenshan so far behind me...i tried to slow down to run with her bud i always ended up running sooo much ahead of her...oh well...1st time ok...so fast woohoo! Big achievement! dun really like running on wed..all the badminton and all the sporty ppl running oso..run with them on the track like soo demoralising..they run soo blady freaking fast lor...then i feeel like a blady big,fat useless blob tt can't run.. i used to be fit k...swim everyday...now..hiaz..so sad...maybe tts why i ran soo fast today..to prove to myself i was slowly improving ? i dunno..see them as a challenge i guess..bud dun get me wrong..i dun HATE them or anything...yea..there are nice sporty ppl like..er..Lixian,Yvonne..can't think of anymore..er..Oh Alex..oso one of them..met him on the track today..nice fellow tt guy...ppl from LTC tt were from sports grps are all nice lah...so yea...i'm not making much sense am i? seem to be toking rubbish..oh well..

got back my GP results today..quite dissapointing..C5 lor..i was expecting a B4..maybe i was asking for too much? i dunno...i cld have gotten a B4..my compre pulled it all down..same goes for my chinese..C5 on the dot...i'm quite happy for chinese though i think it was luck and so was bio...hiaz..chem was a dissapointment too..if only i cld pass my essay i wld have gotten a B lor..oh well..at least no fails..tt i can't complain..

had choir today..at st. iggys..man..i'm starting to not like choir..its soo clique-ish..so distant..no unity at all..its like if you have no clique you are soo out..dun feel welcomed..tts how i felt today..in the true-est essence..i left to meet Julianna at the CAC room..did'nt meet melia coz she had chinese orals today so yea..so met Julianna and Justina to got to St iggy's together..then realized tt they were only expected there by 3pm while i at 2.30 pm...so after much debate and trying to contact choir ppl to go with me the finally decided to leave with me...so got to the bus stop..met MORE choir ppl and MORE CAC ppl..all went together..then when we got there i had to go to the church 1st coz it was oredi 2.30pm..so i seperated from the CAC bunch and left..got there saw HuiMin and Charlie and they were the only ones there...and to think i like rushed there..(sheesh)..then not long later joined by Yvonne and Phebe(Yes..correct spelling)..so all went up..then they all J2 toktok..i down there only J1 lor ,all the choir ppl on the bus went 2 eat lunch lor..wad the hell...hiaz..theni loner until Angela came..then i finally had someone to tok to..see? isn't this enuff to show you how clique-ish it is? its like..take for example..the J2's and me..i was there..they tok to me a bit then dun care liao..dun make you feel welcomed..unlike CAC..tts why i like to hang ard CAC ppl more...there is no clique..they welcome you the moment you join..like yah..1 big family if you like..choir is so..you got clique good..dun have too bad lah! hiaz..dunno how else to explain..hiaz..i stay on in choir coz basically i cannot give up "choir" as in i WANT to be in a choir..hiaz..sad huh? more happened lah bud i dun wanna type soo much..

so after choir melia and i went to serene centre to eat dinner..tt was ard 5.30? yea..then met marianne and yenli there..ate and joked then they left 1st..did hmewrk till 7.20 then we left..within tt course of time we met Mrs Tan..she stood outside and i like saw someone waving at us thru the glass on the other side so waved back..tt was ard 6.30? then ard 7.10, Mrs Tan,Mr Tan and Ms Gail Ng were outside and waving at us..Mr Tan saw melia and i and peered thru the glass to see wad melia was doing..then Mrs Tan joined in too..when they saw she was doing CHEMISTRY and iwas reading Chinese Mr Tan nodded and Mrs Tan looked almost delighted to see melia doing chem..then they left..yea..so i got home by 8pm..i'm tired...then agian i'm not tired..if you noe wad i mean...yea..kk 2mr got chinese orals..wish me luck man..i NEED it! back to top?

DUDE!!! WASSUP MAN?!

like my new blog skin? i like it...its so cute! and funky! WOOHOO!! newae..juz got back my results today..not all lah..chem ,bio and maths.. i did'nt do too well.. esp for maths...i got D for Chem,C for Bio and E for Maths...passed all lah bud still not good...i'm quite satisfied with bio though...i got a C leh..i was expecting an F lor..i mean..i worte total rubbish for the essay part lor...and i managed to pass that part somemore..21/40..i'm damn upset over maths and chem...my chem ah...my essay pull down all the way..13/40 lor..you noe how sucky is tt? VERY! if i cld juz scrape pass in that section i wld have gotten a C liao...hiaz..maths is beyond redemption..i got 46/100...tts a pass lah..bud i still count it as a fail...hiaz...i think i need maths tution again...need to get Dona to teach me again...damn..i dun understand how i cld have failed my maths...i do ok for maths common tests wad...well..at LEAST i pass lor...sheesh man...i actually aimed to get a B in at least one subject for this mid-yr..i hope tt comes from GP even though there has been a lot of talk goign ard saying tt A LOT of ppl failed GP..so pls tell me wad are my chances of getting a B? near to zilch!my chinese? SURE FAIL one!! i'd be glad if i can get a D7 man...i'm kinda ready for it...

i'm still sore about my chem and maths..evryone did better than me in chem and maths..well at least evryone ard me lah...most ppl got C's and B's for chem...and i noe Audrey got A for maths..oh man...wad's wrong with me? maybe i shld really reconsider my options man...nvm..i'm gonna take this as a learning experience..at least now i noe wad to aim for...i noe my limits and i can make realistic,good and achieveable goals..i'm still gonna be sore about my grades bud i WILL definitely get over it...YES! hiaz...maybe i shld'nt take the presidenship or vice-presidenship if its offer to me? i mean..i told them my grades were like ok..i told them i get B's-C's lor..look at this man! its C's-D's lor...bud i can't juz back out rite? it will be so irresponsible of me lor...i mean..i chose to run for it..shld i really get it and reject it, where they gonna get another replacement rite? ARGH! i 'm soo confused...my dental is making it worse..i'm gonna have to miss one choir session on the 31st of july (sat)..i can't miss lah..attendance is like damn important lah...bud i have no choice...juz got to...if not i'll never get my braces done at this rate..actually it was supposed to be this sat (17th) bud got CIP and choir...shld'nt skip choir this wk and nxt wk..its like i dunno..WEIRD LAH! i mean we are in the midst of voting for exco lor..its like "observation" period...yah..so better go...hiaz...

i got splitting headache..i'm gonna get a bigger one tonight...when i tell my mum my results... i tell her i got a D and E she will freak out..she will like compare it to O'level standard lor...bud its a PASS!!! A PASS I TELL YOU...okok...i gtg now..my sis wanna use comp..she juz read this entry and is now saying tt we all comdemn her for doing badly and when i do badly no one's(my mum in particular) gonna condemn me..so wad if others are not gonna condemn me? i condemn myself and tts more than enuff to get my ass up and on...yea!! lets hope these grades are for the better... back to top?

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haha...exams are FINALLY over...not like tts like exceptionally good or anything lah coz we still got sch..not even a day holiday lor...hiaz...so sad...newae...wed sch resumed...chinese exam was horrble btw..it was sooo horrible i did'nt even noe wad to copy for my compre passage lor..tt was how bad it was...sheesh man...i'd be happy if i juz pass man...newae..had choir on wed..they gave out the forms to choose whether you wanna run for exco..after much consideration and talking with melia..finally decided to run for pres and vice-pres..dunno if can lah...i'd so prefer it if they chose lor..not we go and run for the posts...so ..i dunno...i guess i have no confidence tt i can carry out the job well even though i think i have potential...hiaz..wad to do?? juz see how lor...gotta go for interview and all that crap lor...

tomorrow is AO level chinese listening compre...i hope i manage to comprehend the dialouge properly tomorrow...mwahaha...then thurs is chinese orals...then after listening compre tomorrow got choir...we are perparing for the council investiture at st. iggys on 20th...coolies man...hiaz..today we had youth day celebration..got to end sch at 10am lor..bud my class had chem lessons lah..till 11 am..then after tt melia and i were intending to go bck to STC to see the choir and ms goh...then change of plans and decided to go out...so went out with Meiling,Evan,Zhong Xun,Jia Cheng,Gerald,Kristin..yea..so we all went PS for lunch..ate then after tt it started to get BORING!!!!!!!! we were all walking ard aimlessly...so we were intending to watch a movie...then decided not to..OH! and someone from some talent agency approached gerald..melia said it must have been the hair tt attracted the person's attention mwahaha...then we seperated..evan and jia cheng went home and the rest of us walked down to taka tt area..settled at MAc's at taka and ZX and i got ice cream and gerald got milo and we all watched melia do her music theory hmewrk..then the whole stupid "moshimoshi" issue came abt...damn lame...then met my sis at taka and went home..kinda boring lah today's outing..walking ard with no aim..juz wandering...bud fun in a way lah..ok..i'm contradicting myself...okok wish me luck for listening tomorrow!!! back to top?

hiaz...soo long never blog liao...and come online liao...hiaz..all in my bit to study hard and at least pass my exams...guess wad?? all that effort came up to naught...the exams for all were sooo blady freaking difficult lor....the chem i thot was bad enough..then came maths and bio...maths sucked big time ..i did'nt noe how to solve 3 qn..and i like totally left it blank..tts the first time i left soo many blank in my whole life...usually its like 1 only and tts when i'm extremely deperate..wait till you hear bio..WOOHOO!!! tt was BAD...like byond redemption...hiaz...the MCQ was still ok..structtured started to get bad bud not tt bad...ESSAY!!! ARGH! die man...i totally crap everthing ok..for the first time in my life i actually crapped my whole way through a major exam...BIO somemore...ON MAN!!!i'm soo screwed..i totally had no idea wad to write for bio ok..ESSAY qn somemore...it came out on the 2 topics tt i "swaysway" did'nt bother to study hard one simply coz one was juz plain unimportant (so i thot) and the other was important bud i juz cld not understand..so therefore...i died at the paper...i worte down everythign i knew..relevant or not and had to twidt some fact and add some rubbish to make it lenghty and answer the qn..when i came home...i checked the notes and campbell...MY GOSH! nothing was inside..as in..for some qns we were not even given enough info to answer them..blady hell...i told my mum..she said cannot be helped liao...hiaz...

Yeserday's chem pract...ARGH! the horror...started bad when evan,audrey,steph and i came up to the lab late for prct..then the toh woman kept nagging at every single thing tt was happening lor..first she yelled at meiling for looking at her qn paper...wad that hag did'nt noe was tt ms teh had told us to check whether we had all the instruments..the list of instruments was located ont he qn paper itself so how not to look at it rite? so she nagged and nagged then ms teh finally said tt she told us to check then tt blady woman decided to shut her trap..so irritating ya noe..ok..so the paper began..the titration was ok..the calculations were BAD!! the first part i guess was correct..the 2nd and 3rd part was bad..NO IDEA HOW TO DO IT AT ALL!!!!!!!! its like dejavu from the bio paper..so i decided to crap again..bud intelligent crapping is wad i call it...and guess wad..it really worked..after the paper i checked an experiment that was exactly the same only that the compound involved was different...and guess wad? i actually crapping the correct thing...the only thing that stopped me from getting the correct answer was tt i added one more unecessary step..ARGH! so yea...the after the pract the toh woman started nagging again to wash the beaker..dunno who she was toking to bud i sure heard evrthing she was trying to tell the person...kept screaming:"WASH THE BEAKER..nono..the bEAKER...no lah..THAT beaker!!!" sheesh man..beaker only wad...relax lah...newae..after tt went out for lunch woth meiling,evan and zhongxun to meiling's dad's office staff canteen..the PUB office in orchard..the one beside the youth park? I THINK its PUB lah...(correct me if im wrong meiling)..okok..eat lunch now...study chinese later... back to top?