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hiaz...

i dun feel good about setting off for the chalet today..

oh great..its raining now...anyway..

i guess coz i havent been spending time at home the last 2 days and im about to disappear for another 2 days..i wanted to wake up earlier to day to at least see my mum and say bye b4 she went off for work but i couldnt drag myself out of bed...the repercussions of sleeping at 3am making minus 1s -_- makes you ask yourself why i cant do the same for studies...

anyway..i hope the chalet is ok...i really wonder wads gonna happen..will be be bored stiff? i might be..im paying 30 bucks which includes 1 meal tt im not gonna be present for...the only thing im actually thinking of out of this whole thing is thursday when i move off for pract..tt seems to be the only thing tt im looking forward to..i guess its coz i got a feeling politics are gonna arise at the chalet and tension at its highest degree..with the added "guilt"........i hope badminton takes my mind off it later..

actually....i dunno..its not tt i was defiant and mum forced to me to come home and i didnt...i wasnt in the mood at all..i just didnt wanna go home..and well..she din call so yea....i feel like slapping myself sometimes i guess i just cant help it..

anyway...yea..went for hairspray yest with jon and dan..not bad lah...the show was quite nice..nice songs, nice moves, tt era THE SIXTIES just had that thang abt it..hahaa..aft tt we went to mos for dinner and loads of chatting...then we saw joseph ( tt fella lost a lot of weight) chatted more..none of us wanted to go home so aft jo left we continued till 1045-ish...came home did minus 1s till 3am..i STILL cant believe i did tt...3am...ahahah...

anyway...i need to go get my clinical shoes...and presently i REALLY dun feel like gg to the chalet...im feeling all sad-ish and the rain is NOT helping...ok...i better go do some final packing..sounds like im leaaaaaavin on a jet planeeeee...or justin gg off to I-RAK ( iraq)...no im not obsessed..wanna know obsessed? pls refer to daniel's blog =) back to top?

man...feeling SUPER reminiscent now..

im having a class chalet on wed till friday...im not staying all 3 days tts for sure...dun think i can last THAT long honestly..i mean...i was talking with kin sing online and we were like...yea...it could be fun but WHAT WOULD WE DO? i mean...the 1st part of the prog is ALWAYS somewhat engaging and then aft tt? wad happens? usually its like ppl trying desperately to do engage each other to pass the time till we have to go...and tt is just...well...i dunno....you get my vibe..

but i know the chalet will be fun!! yea...but i dun think mum will let me stay more than a night over...so prob 2nd night ill have to go...anyway...i have acareak to balance with (sth i'll undoubtly have fun with) i mean...i cannot imagine..ill be music-less (somehow) while im at the chalet..............why am i turning this into some torture camp? ITS NOT!! im just practicing some ethnocentrism..........yea...sue me....im human..

where does reminiscent come in? just tt the moment i thought of chalet i thought of chalets tt I know...ones where we wld play night badminton with shuttlecocks dipped in glowstick liquid, playing on a walkway, bent racquets, singing christmas carols acapooku, sitting by the beach, cycling to mac's and ppl walking and left behind with some others =))

and on other occasions, sitting on the bed eating subway, singing H&S acapooku (duh) with nth but a pitch pipe as usual, sitting on the beach -4 butts on a picnic mat, sand turtles!! scents of roaches and finding one and then dealing with the return of it, pms-ed taxi drivers and a pissed-off jon who had to rush home to depart for malyasia truly asia with company from aus HAHAHA!, the remaining 3 heading for porridge and teh bing and teh-c bing... dont't you miss things like that?

times like those......priceless.....we were all so..............free....we cld just be AWAY...doing things we like together....ok why does this sound like some departing speech? or some funeral speech? ahaha...like i said...reminiscent....DAMN i feel old...ahaha...

and i forgot abt the chalet so fio....i hope you got my email...sms or call me and lemme know if tues is ok? sorry!!! i really wanna go out!! ahaha..

ok...i shld be looking forward to this more...kin and i are like talking abt how to occupy our time there for those who arent too fond of gambling and night riding..fine...so im a "boring" and "play it too safe" person...condemn me then...ahah..both of us can agree on most of the activities coz....ahaha..we scored identical scores on the " just for fun" quiz on facebook...we've been dubbed twins in tt category...cool or wad man? heh..

ok..its a NEW day 2mr..with my whole 2nd half of the day in school...wish me luck... back to top?

blardy hell..

wad a way to stress the shit out of me...

exams are over woohoo...i thot i cld have a holiday at least for 3 days or sth b4 clinical setting reality hits me....i got a paediatric setting.....................i dun even know if tts a good thing or not..with the added fact im gg ALONE this time.....and if tts not enough....my sup has an hons deg....freaking hell...what AM i in for?! i dun even know if i know enough abt kids,can i interact with them? im alone to figure it out on my own and my sup is prob gonna gimme a hell of a time.....did i mention tt i love clinicals?? how i wish i was back in bizlink man...sarah's lucky...ahaha..sarah lo tt is...oh well..we'll see wad happens at monday's briefing..may not be tt bad after all..right? UGHH the one good thing abt it so far? its near my place for once...outram..HPB...YEAAAAA...ahaha...

anyway...started the day with HSM2...YEAAAA....dan's harddrive worked on my OTHER comp...so WHEEEE!!! it wasnt as good as the 1st one but i have to say the VAH's dresses were nice..aahha.. aft i was done with tt....went on to brothers and sisters...finished with 4 eps...wanted to start on HP and get some fresh air so wanted to go down and read by the pool and guess wad?? the sun comes out...come back upstairs...sit outside and some irritating dude starts clipping his nails and its echoing so come back into the hse and i get the sms to check my email for the clinical posting and voila...im here ranting abt it......

i think ill continue with brothers and sisters in a while..not in a right mood to read...speaking of which..maybe i shld re-read the 6th one b4 starting on this one...kinda forgot the 6th one...dunno lah..2mr the SAFE homes thing...gotta meet kin sing on the train at 8 at tiong...oh well...hope i wake on time...man i want bubble tea...dun ask my why...it just came...MAN I WANNA GO OUT AND SHOP AND DO STUFFFFFF......SHOESSSSSSSSSSSSSS......hahaha..ok laterrrrr.. back to top?

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its been a long time since felt THIS happy after exams....i mean...not tt i love them or anything but i mean...even at A's i felt like "er...its over? oh...ok lor...can slack..." but this time its " YAYYYYYYY!!! NO MOREEEEE!!!!!! CAN READ HP!!!!!" ahaha...even tho i dun think ill do fantastic at this killer paper and even run the risk of doing REAL bad......i was so happy and eager to get it over and done with esp towards the end...i din know wad i was writing...i was answering so terribly but at the same time i didn't care...i was like : wadeva lahh..quick leh..say time's up....ahaha..

so anyway...yea its over....i can finally read HP and watch simpsons online or sth....i dun think i can finish HP in a day aka 2mr but im gonna try...ANDDDDDDD did i mention how sucky my comp is??? why the blardy hell can't it read harddrives?!?!!?! 1st it cldnt read jon's coz its too old and now it cant read dan's..........................its clicking away...light is all on...BUT..the comp doesnt even acknowledge its presence!!!! SHEEEEEESH..maybe i shld ask my dad...but when is he ever free?? dunno...ahaha..so i guess no HSM till 9th sept........thank goodness i still have the disney option man...ahaha...

wad else? OH! sat have the SAFE homes thing...volunteered for it...supposed to go to 1 room flats and help install grabbars...since we havent learn anything abt grabbars and stufff...its just to watch...ahaha...oh well..9 to 1 only...we'll see how it goes...and monday.....gotta go back for OT leanring community...not tt i mind but its from 630 to 8pm -_- and b4 tt we have briefing for our clinical placements in 3 weeks time....i am NOT looking forward to tt...its like today's shitty paper presented to you multiple times throughout a single day of clinicals for a month...OMG....can you imagine its gonna be my LIFE....i wanna be in mental health setting NOW NOW NOW!!!!! ahaha...wad makes me think its easier? i dunno...

jap students are coming over next next week...got a prog for them tt gotta start settling...lucky im a SENIOR...so i only supervise....heh heh...but the meeting i stil gotta attend...so monday b4 everything....so hopefully monday is more fruitfully spent..heh..

OK!! i was thinking of playing badminton BUT i rmbed ppl are in relaxing at home from the afternath of exams, army, work and recovering from surgery....so.....i guess ill have to do sth else...aahaa..ok...i shld sleep... back to top?

this sucks....one paper 2mr..then rush home to study for THE KILLER paper of the year...the one tt everyone just wants to pass...

and it sucks tt i cant seem to wake up early to study anymore...its like my body's protests..im awake at the time im supposed to wake up but some part of my body aches like mad...hiaz...how did i manage waking up to get to CJ to study by 8 or was it 730? i have no idea...but tt feeling was GREAT! felt productive...ahaha....

anyway...just wanted to share sth...ive officially busted every joint in my lower limb(except my hip joint and i hope tt NEVER happens) in my whole 20 yrs of my life thanks to yesterday...was gonna cross the road with my sis, stepped off the curb and my ankle went soft and BAM! my ankle hits against the concrete curb and scrapes off skin...WHEE!! its not a big scrape but for some weird reason it hurts a hell lot...ahaha..so ankle check, thigh check,shin check twice, knee check only a million times..cool huh? ahah..

ok...i shld go read sth b4 gg for lunch and then OFF TO CHURCH AGAIN TO STUDY! ahaha... back to top?

my goodnessssss...

physio is in.....1/2 a day's time? UGHHHHH...

ive read thru everything..outside of wad was studied for the pract the last round...i feel freakin unprepared yet at the same time totally heck-careish abt it....WHY?! WHY AM I NOT PANICKING YET?! maybe its coz the blinking paper's at 430 pm? ahaha...maybe...maybe...

and i was thinking to myself today...abt how ive wasted the last few days of my youth away STUDYING.....i'll have a few hrs 2mr aft the paper to be 19 for a while more...ahaha...actually....i dun think theres a big deal abt turning 20..its 21 tt is like WHOA....but i guess i just need to give myself sth interesting to occupy my mind...

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! doesnt help tt my mind is preoccupied again....stupid i tell you...why do i get myself into shit like tt?? does nth for me except to DISTRACT.....AHHHHHHHHHHH! i shld get back...yea..ahaha.. back to top?

blardidaydar

finally!!

THATS THE LAST OF THEM REPORTS!! WOOHOOO!!!! go to school 2mr 9am to hand in and then return home to STUDY...MWAHAHA...how fun..gonna swim b4 tt tho..need to get myself into the MODE...ahaha..

from now till fri tis PHYSIO ALL THE WAY....need to redeem myself...a lot of work ahead but i need to..then 2 more papers aft tt...YEA YEA YEA!!! we're alllll in this togetherrr...

anyway..wed is assumption......gotta go chruch..and im torn btwn gg to CJ at 6 plus for mass or just gg for evening mass at st berns with sis...my sis will be gg alone for mass if i dun go with her...but i kinda wanna go back to CJ...miss the school, the building and the memories each lil corner held...but to go back and be gawked at by the kids there ( omg..KIDS..) and we'll attract loads of attn coz one is in a sling and the other is just a tall freak and with the added element of no uniforms...wow...we'll blend right in..ahaha...and i dun wanna see ppl like ST and TJS and well..ms teh is fine...but i think she's also starting to think im a lil crazy for missing CJ so much..mrs lok too..ahaha..AIYAH...DUNNO LAH...lemme think...i may end up gg mass 2wice just for the sake of it...i wanna get the new CJ shorts...ahaha..melia want? anyone else? place your orders with.......dan or jon...im still unconfirmed..ahaha..

OK LAH...i shld go sleep.... back to top?

everywhere's having 42% discounts...i can't wait till singapore's 50....can you imagine? ahaha..or 100?? ahahaha...ok...tts dumb..anyway...........

more national day songs...man..they grow on you..when you hear it tt year its kinda uhhhhhhhh...then as the years pass and you hear them they actually dun sound too bad..ahaha..ENJOY! im sure listening to each one brings back certain memories...reminiscence therapy...my goodness...tts like for the elderly -_-

i din go look for them specifically fyi...i was watching the ones ALREADY on my blog and these linked...so yea..heh..

this one reminds me of sec sch...sec 4 i think...ms goh made each of us go up to the mic during sectionals to sing the whole song into the mic with the minus 1 playing in the bg..tt was rather traumatising...but good nontheless..aahaha..


i din really like this one when it came out...i think it was only coz i was biased towards steph sun..ahaha...but i quite liked the song then..and now...hahah..
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i was watching tv before leaving for school...and watched the national day song for this yr..the one by kit chan..and then there was an ad : CATCH THE NATIONAL DAY PARADE 2007..TOMORROW......" i was like O.o...its TOMORROW?!?! thats freaking fast..

i rmb being a kid and being super excited abt national day...singing all those songs...stupid aft a while but ..hey...i like them...has tt kind of effect on you..just like boyband songs...tt kind of effect and memories...not to mention i used to be so excited abt national day coz its...9 days to my birthday....yay then...boo now....coz tt wld mean exams are near...ahah..

so anyway...just to get you all into the national day MOOD...here are some of the nicer national day songs..even if they weren't nicer ( coz i still like the really old ones)..they were still catchy...

GUESS WHO?!


This one reminds me of sec 1..when I was part of the choir...SHIOK...too bad no english version here..i nvr knew the chinese version was sung by her..


ahhaa...kinda corny..
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but anyway...feeling kinda numb abt all this pract test shit..and how i suck at it...i was feeling somewhat prepared for this pract inititally leh...but in the end...i did so many wrong things lah...aft i realised my mistakes on my own i was my normal "broody but will get over it" self...then the last straw came when i realised tt did one whole section wrongly...and i was O.o then i started tearing......WOW...long time since vanessa kwek cried over tests...the last time was pri 5 over a math test... but anyway..yea...i was expecting to come out more contented compared to self care and mob...but hiaz..anyway...its over...i learnt a lot form my mistakes...so tts great..

now see....if this were JC..this wld be one of those small pract tests tt accumulate to your final grade...so with tt in mind..making mistakes are fine coz you learn stuff you'll nvr learn in class even with countless practice coz the anxiety is not simulated...BUT..here...its a ONE OFF THING...you screw it up...then you screw it up...you learn yes...but you dun get to redeem yourself till like...forever...maybe with your knowledge...but its not THERE for you to see in black and white...HIAZZZZZ...get over it...

anyway..time to start on my report and studying for my exams...woohoo...life rocks huh? havent started on physio and its just next fri...rpeort due next mon...i hope i finish it by friday...but anyway...yea..i need to get a B for my physio paper...so tt it compensates for the D i got for pract..UGH...i hate this shit....where have my grades gone?! hiazzzzz....

and...hmmm...wad else? lucky i start sch late 2mr...can go down for a relaxing swim...well...at least tts wad i thought...then my sis tells me tt gabe is coming over -____________-....not tt i really mind except ill be on the alert PLUS when i leave for school...theres NO telling wad will happen at home...woohoo...ahaha..ohh welll...

man..ok...i think i need to rest soon...hopefully everything works out this week...it HAS to... back to top?

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