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hiaz...make a guess wad i've been doing this whole week??

STUDYING!!! and its not even studying sth tt i like...its freaking BIOMECHANICS!!!! ARGH!!!why am i being such a nerd? coz the ICA aka in- course assesment is on thursday and i'm not abt to let myself fail...but from the looks of it ah...i think i am....I JUST WANNA PASS!!!!! PLEASE!!!!! WHY THROW ME BACK INTO THE JAWS OF PHYSICS???!!!! i had a nice good 2 yrs without physics and my life was bliss...and now....AHHHHHHHHHHHH!! FREAKING BANANAS!!!! =((((((

and the funniest thing..or rather the more frustrating thing is tt...even all those redundant kinda things are tested...like you know those kinda things where its just written there or rather typed there to ENHANCE your understanding but you wun be tested on?? well..they are actually testing it...took a look at all the past yr papers and well..they have been testing it..i guess coz there isn't much to test...but well...i'm relying on those kinda qns to pass coz likelihood of ME getting those calculation ones right is VEEEEEEEEEEERY unlikely...ahahaha..so yea...

hiaz...so yes...i've been studying biomech and have NOT touched single bit of sociology and psychology despite the fact tt the ICAs for those two are just next week...argH! and tt they are subjects tt are more theory based WHICH MEANS more memorising...hiaz...sianess man...oh well...thats how it goes...

well..this week..is one to look forward to...i'll be getting to see my sec sch frens on friday...YAY!!! i may need to leave them early depending on the situation at the confirmation camp..ahaha...yes..my sister's confirmation camp..apparently parents are supposed to go but my parents may not be able to make it ..so i may have to go..but tt still remains to be seen..ahahaa..hiaz...there's school 2mr...soooooooo sian...

i wanna sing!!!! i need a good song to sing...i need a singing partner...i need i need.... MUSIC..i'm sick of the songs in my mp3..there ain't no more good songs with good vocals...man..if anyone has them..SEND TO ME!!! and i need someone to sing with me...someone who isn't afraid to sing in public...like...not ON STAGE lah...like you know...just walking ard...sitting at a table or sth..WHERE OH WHERE do i find thee...OH DAMMIT...disney channel is showing that mtv they made on the " a dream is a wish your heart makes" song...NOT HELPING in my cravings...=(( who knew tt being deprived of singing cld be soo suffocating???!!! sianess...see unlike sports...we are interdependent...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........somehow...i wish tt national day thing dr uma told me abt wld come soon...then MAYBE...JUST MAYBE i'll consider participating ..find a group of ppl tt can sing..OH JOY!

and yes...MALLORY IS LEAVING!!!!!! BLOODY SHIT!!! i dun wanna be stuck with 2 PT guys...please no...i mean...i guess one of them is nice and the other..well..seems rather attidutal so far lah...haha...and well..with her gone i can anticipate things are gonna be a tad bit more boring lah..hiaz...oh well..wad to do..ppl come and ppl go..hiaz...whenever i hear ppl are gg or when i hear of ppl tt i know tt are gg to uni...i am CONSTANTLY hit by tt same thought of:

should i go?! I COULD...I CAN...but...DO I WANT TO?

hiaz..then i REMEMBER why i have chosen to stay and then i sigh...its not really a sigh of relief...its more like a sigh of : hiayah...wad to do? not much of a choice...ahaha...yes...very ironic..but if you REALLY think abt it..its really not much of a choice when you have to decide btwn those and OT...as in job prospects..hiaz...it still bugs me ya noe..the fact tt everyone is getting a deg at the end of this next step tt we all take and almost everyone is gonna experience how it is to be in a local uni campus..all the misconception everyone will have of me and all my coursemates...i mean..if you think abt it and like think of all the reasons..like ya lah...i know...its not a loss at all but...hiaz...its just a matter of wad COULD have been...i need to get of of tt phase and stop living in the past lah..but yea..its easier said than done...OH WELL...

and yes...watching the encore of SI now...and i think tt terrence tay guy is not bad leh...tt living with lydia guy? ahaha..yes...both in looks and his voice...i just heard a snippet of it...its quite good...i'm gonna pay special attention to him 2mr on TV lah DUH...ahaha...hear how he really sounds...if he sounds good...=)))))))))))) ahahaha....i've been deprived of good male singers for toooo long...ahahaa...wait...no..i'm serious..ahaha..i still rmb melia and i when we 1st stepped into CJ and well..the existence of guys tt cld sing were well..not many...and when SAF choir ppl came to promote their concert ( of which we went DUH) we were like ESTATIC...ahaha...goodness...so yea...and tt norman then guy seems quite good too i think...need to hear again..ahaha...oh well..THATS ALL...THATS ALL... back to top?

been feeling a bit troubled...

as in JUST only...aft met up with melia and tannie and ying..well i rmb how it is to be and feel ard people i am REALLY comfortable with...how i enjoy being ard them..and how i dun need to be scared on how they view me...i mean..if my classmates read this now they wld probably question : why does she need to be scared of how we view her?

i think the only reason why i'm thinking this way now is coz i'm PMSing...i'm getting rather emotional...i can feel it...and i know it but i can't help it...hiaz...actually this post was A LOT longer than wadeva you see now..i was actually just typing out howeva i felt like REALLY how i felt but i thot it was a bit well...not right to post stuff like that yet esp since i've given mallory my blog add..it may circulate and i'm not abt to like scare everyone off with my depressed and touchy side YET since well..i dun exactly KNOW everyone well yet..i dun wanna offend anyone..i'm not the kind who will say : screw you ..think wadeva you want of me..I mean...unless we have already established the fact tt I dun like you and the feeling is mutual..

everyone is still nice to each other and well..no one has exactly become FRIENDS...like friends you can TRUST tt wun judge you coz its till early and i dun really noe ppl PROPERLY yet...i mean...according to my own standards...i'm one who is VERY high on the point of "nice-ness"...i really can't stand ppl who are FAKE nice but i can't establish tt yet coz well..it always take time to discover if someone fake nice or not...so i have to give it time and we'll see...

so i usually only give my blog add to ppl who think i'm ready to share snippets of my life with..or sometimes out of pure obligation..so where you stand? you decide..ha..or sometimes i dun give not coz i dun like you but coz well..i dun really see this blog as a place for any tom,dick and harry to read abt me..its really still kinda personal as far as i wld like to keep it...its like letting freinds noe wads gg on with me now:announcement board...things i dun mind sharing with a GROUP of ppl i'm GOOD with....its kinda LIMITED in tt sense...so yea..ahaha...not meant for ppl to like circulate and discuss abt me...i think i'm rattling nonsense...very unlike me...the emotional side of nessa is coming out everytime PMS comes to visit...the normal ness is a mixture of emotion and a lot more or practicality and sense..so dun mind this post..i just needed an outlet..THATS WHY my posts are soo long..ahaha..

so yes...need to start studying...ICAs all lined up and ready to RUMBA..WOOHOO!!! today some of my classmates stayed back to study..i got scared..i'm starting 2mr coz of them...ahaha..good...+ve peer pressure...i like...but with ICAs all lined up...it also means tt i have less time to meet my friends to go out and catch up..like fridays actually reserved for gg out with fio,yi mei and melia but this fri has tt stupid SAOT thing...ARGH!..till 8pm lah..bloody nonsense..ahaha..so yea...can't and the following week not abt to risk my ICAs so yea..if i can get everything under control b4 fri i MAY go out... yea...we'll see...

MISS ALL YOU GUYS!!! and all who are gg overseas...lemme noe when you're flying off and leaving us all behind..ahaha...then we can all meet up..that'll be nice..and yes...whenever anyone is game for some singing..lemme noe...i'll DEFINITELY be in...and mrs loke has just told me abt whether any choir seniors (2004 to 2005) wanna sell thier gowns? more news when she gets to me...ok..sch 2mr...=( sianded..start at 8am bloody hell... back to top?

freaking tired now man...

i really really hate mondays..coz in preperation for mondays...i end up burning my weekends..seriously...ok lah..maybe not TOTALLY burn lah..but well..time tt i can be using to well..RELAX..do the things tt ppl do on weekends...i'm using it to study......ANATOMY..now you know why hate it soo much rite?? ahaha..then EVERY monday lecturers will ask us :" so how was your weekend?" i would always say i din enjoy it coz well..i didn't really get a chance to if you think abt it...ahaha..

and plus mondays we have electives...welll i dun mind electives coz as you know...my electives are quite controversial...so its always quite interesting to be in psych classes whether cross cultural psych or just normal psych..so yea..the only bad thing is tt it ends late...hiaz...why you think i had such a hard time deciding whetehr or not i was staying in NYP or gg NTU? coz psych interests me..its always been liddat...so actually studying it now seemed and STILL seems very tempting..but well...i'm glad to say tt i have finally come to a more or less descision which is : i'm STAYING in NYP...yes..coz well..i weighed it out more or less lah..

NUS SCI: NO WAY!!! wad the hell am i gonna do with the deg? work in labs? wash testubes? teach? ok actually ah..i guess i dun mind teaching really...love being in authority of some sort..ahahahaahahh...power hungry... but dun get me wrong...i LOVE sci..just not to THAT degree..ahaah

NTU psych: this was a hard one to refuse...how do you choose btwn interest and job prospects?

NYP OT : i REALLY dun like anatomy..but i can't simply let sth liddat let me run away rite? every course has its difficulty points..if i go psych sure will have difficulty somewhere...so anatomy i decided should NOT be my deciding factor..

so what IS my deciding factor? tracing it back to the roots...WHAT DO I WANNA BE? wad kind of job do i want? where do i wanna work? hospital setting always seemed to be THE place for me..guess coz my auntie is anurse..ahah..and hospitalised once...i like the idea of helping ppl feel better emotionally or physically...ahaha..its a reward you can't pay any amt for..ahaha..but tts not a practical i noe..wads the practical reason then? ahaha..here it is :

OT : deg or dip..wadeva it is..the course requires you to be on clinicals..its THROUGH clinicals tt you get to get a feel of wad it actually IS like to be an OT..and clinicals are an impt aspect in OT..its the kind of profession tt requires you to be ON THE BALL..ahahaha...

psych deg : i think there are clinicals BUT...psych deg can always be done part time or wadeva..WHILE i'm working or even aft..since its a interest..and considering tt i dun think i'm abt to jump in to the physical rehab side of OT since i dun like anatomy and bio mech...i prob will venture in to the psychosocial aspect WHICH..i guess wld help A LOT MORE if i had a deg in psych IN ADDITION to my OT deg...not saying tt the OT deg is not euff to deal with psychosocial probs but i guess with the psych deg i wld be more valuable in tt sense..ha..and i dun exactly wanna treat ppl with psyc problems thru counselling? haha...do it the OT way.. =P

so yea...i guess i'm staying...but i really wld appreciate if all you ppl gave your support...i mean...not to say no one is at the moment...but yea...its always nice to know ppl dear to you wld support you and your choices...=) ahaha

well..off to CJ to get Alvl certs..apparently they're out..so gg back to get em 2mr and go out..YAY!! i wanna get a nice belt..and welll..need a break and i need shoes..ahaha...off to sleep..dr uma is treating us to mac's 2mr..ahha..well..its a breakfast cum anatomy class..so in sch at 10 instead of 12..ahaha..the only consolation is FREE BREAKFAST..ahahahahaha...WHEE!!! back to top?

goodness...

i HAD to get away from anatomy...seriously...i really can't take it...i can't seem to rmb anything..the bloody body( however you wish to intepret tt) ahaha...seriously...i actually din wanna come online till i was done with anatomy..but i got soo fed up with myself...i can't seem to rmb anything lah...even things i have read anre read only a kazillion times...

its when i have to do anatomy and biomechanics tt i REALLY think abt whether i shld go to NTU...seriously..i dunno whether i shld stay on to fight it out and FACE IT LIKE MAN or whether or not i shld take this as a sign to leave and go to NTU...any ideas??

well..today being mother's day..ahaha...was a relatively tiring one so far...i ordered a cake from delifrance GWC a week b4 mother's day..so yea..the stupid place insists tt i can only pick the cake up aft 5pm from 11th to 14th...so yea..i said i wld collect on 13th so can give her 14th morning...BUT! man..my saturdays are well..evenings are always occupied with church and visits to grandma's but last night had an added agenda which was vist to ikea so the whole time my sis and i were trying to rush us home then i cld run off to GWC to get the cake...delifrance closes at 10pm so yea...the rush and all was darn tiring and the coordination crucial...cld only rush into the hse to dump and hide the cake in the fridge while mum was in the toilet..ahaha...

when she woke up this morning..we was earlier than us..so we had to keep peeping out of our room to see where she was..had to wait for her to get away form the living room anf the kitchen...so when she finally did..my sis and i rushed out to get the cake and YAY!!! success!!! she was SURPRISED...genuinely...ahah...YAY!!

so yes..sch 2mr...and nxt week is a week to look forward to...YAY!!! tues tannie and melia coming over to swim..and then wed possibly more exercise and friday.....LUNCHTIME CONCERT!!!!! YAY YAY YAY!!!! so happy...

wad do you do when you're like CONFUSED?! unsure? back to top?

aft reading yien's post on wad happened to her grandfather...i am reminded of mine..

i have lost 3 grandparents too..but 2 of which i had nvr met b4...but my grandfather was really the only kong kong i ever knew..i rmb how he eats,how he talks,walks,how he just does things ever so grandfatherly-ish...but i know he's somewhere better..and for tt i am comforted...the one thing i thank God for abt my calves are tt...they resemble kong kong's..i look at them and i rmb him..kong kong's were REALLY footballer's calves ( as my grandma refers to them)...

yesterday while waiting for fio and yi mei to come...melia and i were at mac's talking and stuff then there was this family tt came in with their grandpa and they were eating KFC..ahaha..and well..their grandpa eats just like kongkong..hiaz...its soo sad how you start to realise the importance of tt person in their life ONLY aft they are gone...

ok..on to happier things...er...fri i can go CJ!!! YAY!!! psycho tut shifted to thurs...so YAY!!! aft chee beng's lect sarah and i can rush down to CJ..WOOHOO!!! YAY!!!! can see choir!! can HEAR choir...can see choir ppl can sing with choir ppl!!! OMG!!! i CAN'T wait!!!! YAY YAY YAY!!!!

ok...so yes..as promised...more on my cross psych lesson..so yes...the lecturer was from CJ...Ivan Loh..when we started class..there were well 70 ppl..and he asked who was from CJ and welll i raised my hand thinking i was the only one...well..apparently joanne was in the class too..so yea..2 of us..so anyway..he sounds like daniel ong..the dj? yah..ahha..tt same kinda tone of voice..weird..i mean..its a nice voice for MCing ( which he did on orientation day) but for lects...aft a while got headache lah...and in case you're wondering..he's not some ah pek or anything..he's young..both the psych lecturers in SHS are darn young..aahha...he looks like...early 30s? late 20s? and yes..he's quite cute..ONLY from the front..aft a while ah...he looks WEIRD...ahaha..so anyway..here's a story he shared with us...

he was trying to illustrate how ppl treat you diff according to the way you dress...so apparently when he was in CJ..he had this indonesian female fren who is FILTHY rich...so yea..like SUPER FILTHY rich..so here's wad happened :

1) fren wants to go buy a scarf for mother's birthday or sth...like present lah..

2) goes to those branded boutiques in those hotels to shop for it..

3)she wears tee,shorts and slippers...

4) she sees a scarf and says she wants to buy it..

5) lady says : i dun think you can afford tt mdm..

6) girl *SHOCKED and stunned* says : wld you like to repeat wad you said?

7) lady repeats herself and girl opens wallet and thorws out 10 credit cards and demands for like 6 scarves and each in every colour available..

8) asks for each of them to be tied with a bow ..

9) pays for it all and asks for a scissors..

GUESS WAD?!

10) she SNIPS all the scarves and walks out..

GOODNESS...

gg out 2mr...and i need to settle my anaotmy and all the other electure stuff...SICK man...its times like these tt i wanna go NTU..seriously...anatomy is soo tiring and confusing..bio mechanics just suck sinc ei hate physics , i only like physio ( while its still a'lvlly) ,psych and socio..sian... back to top?

just before i sleep..i 4got to post on this...

we had a cross cultural psychology lect on mon lah..the lecturer was a former CJ-cian..ahah..more on tt another time...the thing is he was telling us sth abt well..cultural diff lah..he studied in america aft army and well..while he was there..he and his fren went to a gorcery shop to buy flour and sugar to bake a cake for a fren's bdae...when they went to pay..here's wad happened :

lady : oh..you speak very well..where you from?
lecturer : oh..singapore..
lady : oh..aren't you happy that you have access to flour and sugar now?

AHAHAH!!! OMG!! shows you how contained americans are in their own little world...ahha..apparently his fren got REALLY angry...i wld too..man..when i heard i went " WTH!!" ahaha...think abt it..more stuff the next time... back to top?

i FINALLY got shoes...ok...slippers...ok..birkinstocks( wadeva the spelling) look-alikes!!!

YAY!!! its soo pretty and orange...so cool rite? white is too common liao...orange rocks man..ahaaha...yay!!! but its makes my foot look smaller than it already is from the side..hehheh..

so yes...today aft sch met up with fio.melia and the bdae girl GOH YI MEI!!! ahaha..actually very BELATED birthday girl..ahaha...went out to celebrate her 19th bdae...yay...i always enjoy hanging out with you guys...its sooooo fun and i can be silly and comfy being myself ard you guys =)

so many bdaes in May suddenly..lisa,yimei and 2 of my classmates sam and mallory..goodness...and no one in my class in august except me..weird huh? i thot august was a common month lor..in CJ at least 5 of us in august...oh well...

so anyway...melia and i went to hunt for yi mei's present and thank goodness we found this tote bag that is VEEEERY yi mei..ahaha..earthen tones...very nice...if not for her bdae i wld have bought it for myself..ahahah..yay..then melia and i went to hunt for my shoes..then we went to taka to wait for the rest..ahaha...but in the end we ended up in swensons for dinner...so yes..it was just nice meeting up and i LOVED the expression on yi mei's face when the slice of ice cream cake came...goodness...it was the PUREST look of surpirse and joy...=) she had no idea we were meeting to celebrate her bdae..ahaha..and with the surprise present made it even better..ahaha..YAY!!! then as usual...we decided to walk home...as long as fio is ard..we wld definitely have to walk home from town some way or the other...ahahaha..but its good...we work off wad we just ate and we get to talk abt anything AND.......... WE GET TO SING!!!! ahhaah...YAY!!! but we din today lah...

so we walked home form PS..tried a new route..past sacred heart church..it turned out to be SUPER long..so in the end 1/2 way we took a bus..ahaha..well..mum called of course to scream at me abt the outrageous time it was (10.30pm) and how i still had 2 go to school 2mr...ahaah..at 8AM!!! stupid kinky old man...shift up the firday's lect to 8am..nenepok man..ahaha..oh well..so yea...i was intending on getting home at 10pm too actually..but then we got distracted by the big shoe sale outside PS and i bought ANOTHER pair of shoes...another pair of ballet flats to replace my current pair tt is dying out..black with a bow again..aahah..but yea..cheap..19.90 only..ahaha..and super comfy..YAY!!! so tts 2 pairs of shoes in a day..GOOD...

2mr is a long day and fri meeting with melia,dan and princess..all to go get last min presents whether for mother's day or just someone special ;) ahahaha...not for me tho...i more or less settled mine liao..so tts good...i bettercome home early on fri to make up for today's late return..ahaha..and i get to wear my pretty orange new shoes 2mr!!! YAY!!!

one more thing...you know voice emsemble (VE) ppl from sch? rmb many posts ago ( or was it just a few?) wadeva..i rmb it was a looong time ago..i already mentioned tt i DON'T intend to join VE coz of the TERRIBLE and RIDICULOUS practice times of 7 to 10pm on thurs nites? yea..every person tt called or smsed me i told them i dun intend to join VE and i even told them why...there have been AT LEAST 4 to 5 ppl who have called me to tell me abt practices and sectionals and invitation to auditions when i've ALREADY told someone tt i DON'T intend to join them!! it has been happening over the past few weeks lah..goodness..and JUST now..i got an sms to tell me abt practice 2mr..i told them once and for all tt i don't intend to join and subtley hinted tt theyshld SEEERIOUSLY upate their records lah...hiaz...

everytime i get a sms or call from them...i wonder if its God trying to tell me to join them or not...soo many times lah..siao man..one more reason not to join them?? its been 3 weeks and they STILL haven't finalised their list of confirmed ppl..HOW EFFICIENT HUH? goodness...but really..ok..i'll show you wad they call for :

1) the 1st one aft i had gotten past the auditions and granted a place was to tell me abt practice and i told the girl aft much thought and pain and agony and suffering in my poor old heart which LOOONGS to sing tt i dun wanna join and i told her its coz the timing is bad...dun get me wrong..the span of 3 hrs is fine...i'm a chori freak rmb? its the fact tt its till 10! i have a strong passion but i'm not BLINDED by it...so yea..REJECTED..

2) invitation audition for VE..apparently they managed to get records of ppl with choir experience and called em for a audition..i told them i went for the audition and i dun intend to join...so REJECTED..

3) info on choir practice..REJECTED

4) sectionals for tt week..REJECTED

5) just nw only...via sms to inform abt practice 2mr...REJECTED...

WHY DO THEY DO THIS TO ME???!!! it pains my heart to keep having to verbally or even just to write out my rejection to choir and singing altogether..hiaz...so sad...ok..have to sleep now..8 am 2mr..UGH... back to top?

as you can see..i have FINALLY gotten my tagboard up and working...

its still not within the tagboard area allocated but i dun really care and placed it ON TOP of the allocated area..ahaha

so anyway...i came home aft school instead of heading with the original plan which was to head down to toa payoh aft sch and take a bus down...i came home instead coz...i ended early!! AH...hate poly timetable for tt bloody reason...every week changes lah..bloody banana...

and today..i woke up "late" and rushed out of the house and to school...in the end...only to find out tt class starts at 9am today lah..bloody hell..all of us who went early kena conned...apparetnly the lecturer (KOM,chee beng) mentioned it yesterday but ..well..we din hear lah..so hahaha..oh welll...leaving soon to go for church...

and...........PLAYING BADMINTON 2MR!!!! WHEEE!!!! sooooo happy..ahaha... back to top?

AHAHAH!!

NEW SKIN!!!

more colour...good...and the entry space is larger too..easier to read..

wad i dun like abt this thing?

WHERE IS MY TAGBOARD???!!!

bloody hell..the tag board appeared under the prolife link at first..tried correcting it..now its GONE...so no tags for now..not tt it matters rite? no one is tagging nowadays..ahaha...will tyr to get another nice skin..hiaz...so sad...

2mr gg for talk on the gnostic gospels at holy spirit...WHEE!!! get to see princess!!! back to top?

i'm feeling sooo needy...

i dunno why..

i need direction in my life---> where to go,what to do..
i need to master anatomy--> tt will prob be my challenge for the time being..man...hate it sia..
i need new shoes---> my pretty black ballet flats are dying..they're stinking bad..
i need something NEW in my life--> where have all the small little thrills in my life gone to?

I MISS MY FRIENDS!!!!! as in..my old friends from STC or CJC..i miss all you ppl soooooooooooooo much..i miss choir..i miss singing..i miss all the times we teased each other abt random things..i miss them all...somehow...i have this feeling now tt my class ppl are well..i dun even noe wad word to use...once tests and projs kick in..things aren't gonna be as rosy as they are now...i just have this feeling..ppl are gonna realise personalities clash (coz tts the time everyone sees each other's true colours) and then..hiaz...oh well..unavoidable..we'll see and pray abt it =(

to my STC buddies:
who are ALSO my choir buddies..hiaz..we've come a looooong way..miss singing as a complete group...i miss ALL of your company..i miss it all..i just miss being ard you guys...no words can describe =) too bad we din manage to make any recordings of our siniging..it wld have solidified our memories..oh well.. and of coz i din 4get you val...whether you sung or not...i miss you and your strong,confident character..being all the way in australia...WHAT IS WORNG WITH YOU WOMAN??!! ahaha...

to my CJ choir buddies:
i was listening to the recordings we made over the last 1.5 yrs...you have NO idea how much i missed all you guys..and all the times we used to have..crapping ard...teasing each other..singing..its sooo amazing tt we can all hit off soo well despite only knowing each other for like a year..i really enjoyed the times we all spent together..so what if the recordings were not GREAT? its OUR rendition..its the way we had fun and bonded..i can always visualise us singing in tt exact venue and our facial expressions...singing brings ppl together..i thank God for this gift..it truely is a blessing... =) i really wanna get together and sing and hang out again..

- look at where all the bulk of my friendships come from? CHOIR!!! I LOVE CHOIR!!!-

to my CJ pals :
i miss just having you ppl ard me..you ppl being a part of my life...i know that well..the bulk of my close friends were from choir but dun get the idea tt your existence in my life or not wld have made no diff..you're REALLY REALLY WRONG..without you ppl..i wldn't be able to get thru the more demanding and horrid side of sch such as classses and lectures and PE lessons and well..i can't name them all..choir was one of those things tt made gg to sch more meaningful..but sch is sch and academics wld always be there to kill..having you ppl there made it much easier to get thru tt oh-so-impt aspect of sch...ppl like alethea,audrey,phyllis..you guys really rock =)

i needed to get it out of my system lah..i know its sounds as if i'm gonna die or sth but..yea..its also coz some of my classmates and i are gonna play badminton 2mr aft sch...and then i rmb the badminton sessions we used to have..REALLY miss that..ahaha...oh well..hope i'll have as much fun as i used to have with you guys..wait no..not as much..ahha..if not our sessions wld not be special anymore..hiaz.. back to top?