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ok
i know its been some time since i last blogged again
eh....
actually no leh
AHAHAH!
just abt time..

SO ANYWAY

i went to catch HP yesterday!!
we nearly were left stranded at northland s.c bus stop standing there with groceries though
coz 550 last bus was at 6.50pm. -_________-
so we panicked. saw another bus hopped on and he told us take this OTHER bus
so well..yes..we got home

and
i tell you
i have never spent more time in a supermarket in my life
ok
actually i think i did in sg but tt was just to get snacks, grin tea, woflberry (nutritea!! where are you?!?) and random things like flowers for the altar and stuff
but now i actually have to think whether im gonna cook wad i buy
GAH! ok its kinda fun. i mean. yea. but at the same time its like...man....i want mee pok....

irritating lah!
i woke up this morning
sitting my my window eating my milo cereal and milk
theni suddenly thought " hmm..i want mee pok for breakfast"
then i look down at my bowl
and i was like GAH!!!!!! ANGMOH FOOD!!!! IM NOT IN SG!!!!
want mineshine also don't have. and stuprad daniel keeps rubbing it in my face every night.
but its all good

sometimes it DOES feel like you're in sg here
esp when i was watching HP last night
it felt like i was watching it at GWC. coz all the ANGMOH! everywhere
and i was watching with good company here tt could appreciate the grossness of harry and ginny
the puns , the expressions, the sarcasm.
its so hard to find ppl who appreciate things like tt.
i already know of a few here who cant. those ppl are sad.
age shld never be a reason for the lack of ability/interest to appreciate things like tt even if THAT is the lame excuse given to begin with.
oh well.

so today we were all actually panicking about how we were going to get to geelong
which is like 1.5 hr car ride from la trobe for lessons
WTH RIGHT
i pay to study HERE
not travel to freaking geelong lah...goodness knows where tt place is...
and we asked some of the students and they asked us to "car pool lor"
and we were like ?!?!?! who got car?!?!!??!?
AHAHAH!
but lucky on another timetable it didnt state we have lessons today
so we're just taking its word for it

anyway we had tutorial yest
we were all panicking thinking tt the class was gonna be super vocal and active
but it seemed like quiet
well...ppl still did express themselves more than in sg
but i guess maybe coz everyones new
give it time it'll prob be as scarily vocal as we were told.
its scary to be vocal esp when it comes to spouting intelligent stuff. AHAHH!

im gg to be domesticated in a while
do laundry
cook lunch
eat lunch
collect laundry
then ill be student again and go library and study

YAY! the cleaner came!!
she vaccummed my room =)
i dunno how the angmoh can just throw their things all over the floor
you look into thier rooms ah
clothes ah
wad lah all on the floor
yikes man.
the floor is carpeted for goodness's sake. goodness knows how dirty it is.
im wearing my slippers all ard..
but hostel life is gg along fine
its ok as long as you are ready to accept it for wad it offers
at least toilets are clean all the time
the kitchen sink is gross though. their culture to just fill their plates and wadeva with water and leave it to sit there till the next time they use it i suppose.
its stinky esp if they make some pasta or wad...the tomato soury smell lingers...
and the sponges are...my gad. just find the cleanest looking one and dont think soo much. ill be bringing my own sponge next time man. the benefits of living just next to the kitchen.
but yea..its good..
this place is just a place for me to sleep, groom and do work in
even work might be in the lib from now on, free internet there. MWAHAHAH!
so yea
tower party on 6th aug, G.I. JOE themed.
er. hmm. yea. you shld know wad my take is on that yea?

mum was like.."please ah...dont bother so much abt this kind of thing...you are there to STUDY."
why she worries that i wont i dont know
but i guess shes just trying to remind me tt i dont have to go if i dont want to. hahaah! i miss mummy. shit. ok dont think about. close one there.

anyway
i think my diet maintenance is coming along ok
im starting to feel the inability to feel full syndrome again
but im not eating more than i usually do
if i have to snack, i eat an apple or plain crackers.
now the next step is getting to the sports centre to exercise
was supposed to go swimming....maybe friday....ill ask sam again..

ok im crapping now
im like awake and i cant sleep anymore but i want to
its the cold lah
makes you just wanna snuggle up and never get out of bed
plus the dry eyes
ok im off back to top?

here i am

doun-undaaa

AHAHAH!
i know its been like ages since i last updated
i wanted to once i got enough pics to make a worthwhile one off post
but i realised now tt i have TOO many pics to load on blogger
and we all know wad a pain blogger can be when it comes to photo loading
to keep a look out on facebook
im trying to be as detailed as i can in representation of my time here so far thru the pics
so yeaaaa
i wont do it now coz the connection in my friend's (her name is fiona too and shes my classmate from NYP, but she will be referred to as fiona here and fio as fio from now on) room is kinda unstable coz we're using her router since we only have lan cables in our room.

so well
ill talk abt stuff tt the pics wont depict
last night was my 1st night in the hostel
and so was fiona's. it was her 1st day in aus, 1st everything in aus lah
so yea was helping her settle down however little i can in the day
and we hung out in my room last night
and im her room tonight
we're sharing almost everything, keeping it casual
which is GREAT
ahahah

and well. i guess i didnt mention tt my room and the kitchen are neighbours.
SO
ppl cook there
and its noisy during dinner as they sit and watch tv and eat
and tt my window faces the walkway downstairs so it can get kinda noisy too
but it dies down ard 9 lah
so its ok
but i have little privacy when i open my curtains coz ppl from the kitchens of the other blocks can see my room.
BUT OH WELL. like flats lor. same lah.

im in fiona's room tonight
i met with mum and dad for dinner before that
cried like hell when we parted at my room
but im ok lah
i just cried coz i felt sad. no particular reason.
AHAH! WOW! SHOCK-UH for ness.

i think i better wrap up my post soon coz the connection is so wonky so yeaa
check out facebook and well..ill try to get my tagboard up and running again when my connection is better. back to top?

im starting to feel it
i felt it rather early actually given that its me

this morning i woke up and i recalled tt it was the last night on my comfy bed for 4 months
and then my mum comes in and she shows me the family pic in a photoframe that i will be bringing along
and i just started to tear
no one saw of course

i cant imagine if they werent coming with me
i think ill be dying of depression and pure anxiety now
but they are so yay im not dying ;) ( that was snirk attack on you fio)

so well most things are packed
lets just hope they dont make us throw anything out
or ill throw the damn bag in their face i tell you

im sitting here blogging on the home comp
something i havent done in a long time since i got my laptop
its abt 3.5 hrs till i get to the airport
and thats when all the overwhelming emotions will come flooding in
i just hope everything goes as planned
no stress no nothing

now i need to psycho myself
yes im gonna miss it here
explore THE WORLD -_-.
at the end of the day, im still your local sg asspuhguh assent imitating local food gorging vanessa

but there will be new things to discover thats for sure
and there will be new things to learn and take home with me
and im sure it'll be loads of fun

i mean for one ill have my own room to myself!
ahahah...but ill miss just having another human in my presence tts for sure
and well...its an experience and i ought to remember why i chose to do it overseas rather than locally
its the experience of it

SO COME ON NESS!!
WOOHOO!!!
MELBOURNE HERE I COME!!!

and i will embrace it...

so till i blog again...im sure ill have pics to load by then back to top?

as the day draws closer
im starting to realise things tt i'll be missing in sg for the next 4 months

nicely summed up its proximity and convenience

i'll miss hanging out..esp after school or work just to unwind..
i'll miss walking home in the wee hours of the night/morning from random places with fio and dan
i'll miss looking out for random wildlife in the city
i'll miss the suppers at spize
i'll miss the outings with friends be it formal, impromptu or just simple errand running =)
i'll miss the ease of just smsing without a care about the cost abt anything and everything
i'll miss the almost instantaneous feedback or response for spontaneous dinner dates or shopping trips, errand running
i'll miss all the 'spur of the moment" moments and the trends tt we go through

ka-la-ok sessions remind me of how priviledged i am that i can be comfy with being TRULY yourself in front of your friends
how we can just let loose and not give a care in the world how the other ppl in the room are thinking how stuprad you look doing random shit moves coz HEY! we're ALL doing it! =)
and screaming kelly clarkson and FIR songs in or out of tune...

im still trying to squizz (haha!) everything into my luggage
i dunno how but im trying

i guess i shld start to focus more on what to expect when i get there
i'll defnitiely miss everything and everyone here
but its just 4 months i know
but a lot can change in 4 months
so...my only wish is tt someone/s update melia and i
outings, things we're making fun of now, who has got what new thing like a pet rabbit etc etc
coz i realised its just sth we take for granted..

but hey!
theres a lot to look forward to there im sure
and thats up to me to explore
so yea
ill focus more on that for these few days

2mr will be my last dance lesson for 4 months
2mr will be my last haircut for another 4 months ( unless it gets crazy)
today was prob my last time at spize for supper for another 4 months
today was prob my last long walk at night for another 4 months
and more.....

i'll create a new experience for myself there definitely
and before i leave tt place cum nov/dec
i'll have a new list of things ill miss from there
and prob an even longer list of things i miss here

ok...i shall pack in a few hrs to come

and i HAVE to end on...



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