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is this how excessive loss of blood feels like?

i get my tooth extracted today
AND
my period comes today
and the heat of the weather is NOT helping

well
at least there's no excessive swelling on the upper wisdom teeth
and you know wad?
all this while i thought the clicking in my jaw when i opened my mouth too wide
was coz of the alignment gg off due to the wisdom teeth
but apparently
its coz of my retracted jaw
whoopeeee
dr quek said not to open my mouth too big and not to eat food tts too hard
who knew?

oh well
but anyway
well.. in case i havent announced it
ive got residency in the hostelllll
wheeeeee~ so tts almost all of my worries down i guess
now its the getting ready for it
once i confirm my place there
oh goodnessssss
its happening soon
like real soon
its...excitingly disgusting
im already starting to think of all the things tt i'll miss
but lets not go there

SO ANYWAY
LAST WEEK OF WORK NEXT WEEK
HOORAHHH!!!!!
but it might be back to boredom
but then again, no time to get bored ppl
ive got me some serious packing to do

and you know wad?
i realised tt the hostel is only ready to take me in one day aft i land
so HENG my parents are flying in
so i can bunk in with them for that one day
phew

ok other than tt
the peter guy will be coming down next sat tentatively till i can confirm a date
i have ABSOLUTELY no idea wad the hell he wants to see exactly
but what the hey
anddddddd
lets just say im gonna miss this singing portion of my weekly activity the most
but im not gonna think abt it JUST yet

OH! just i reminded me abt sth i gotta check with my mum

.......
and im talking to myself again
ok..back to FRIENDS after dinner
gonna take a nice shower now back to top?

im sick
i lived through my last day of work for the week
and im a mastermind

check it out

Rational Portrait of the Mastermind (INTJ)

All Rationals are good at planning operations, but Masterminds are head and shoulders above all the rest in contingency planning. Complex operations involve many steps or stages, one following another in a necessary progression, and Masterminds are naturally able to grasp how each one leads to the next, and to prepare alternatives for difficulties that are likely to arise any step of the way. Trying to anticipate every contingency, Masterminds never set off on their current project without a Plan A firmly in mind, but they are always prepared to switch to Plan B or C or D if need be.

Masterminds are rare, comprising no more than, say, one percent of the population, and they are rarely encountered outside their office, factory, school, or laboratory. Although they are highly capable leaders, Masterminds are not at all eager to take command, preferring to stay in the background until others demonstrate their inability to lead. Once they take charge, however, they are thoroughgoing pragmatists. Masterminds are certain that efficiency is indispensable in a well-run organization, and if they encounter inefficiency-any waste of human and material resources-they are quick to realign operations and reassign personnel. Masterminds do not feel bound by established rules and procedures, and traditional authority does not impress them, nor do slogans or catchwords. Only ideas that make sense to them are adopted; those that don't, aren't, no matter who thought of them. Remember, their aim is always maximum efficiency.

In their careers, Masterminds usually rise to positions of responsibility, for they work long and hard and are dedicated in their pursuit of goals, sparing neither their own time and effort nor that of their colleagues and employees. Problem-solving is highly stimulating to Masterminds, who love responding to tangled systems that require careful sorting out. Ordinarily, they verbalize the positive and avoid comments of a negative nature; they are more interested in moving an organization forward than dwelling on mistakes of the past.

Masterminds tend to be much more definite and self-confident than other Rationals, having usually developed a very strong will. Decisions come easily to them; in fact, they can hardly rest until they have things settled and decided. But before they decide anything, they must do the research. Masterminds are highly theoretical, but they insist on looking at all available data before they embrace an idea, and they are suspicious of any statement that is based on shoddy research, or that is not checked against reality.

Alan Greenspan, Ben Bernanke, Dwight D. Eisenhower, General Ulysses S. Grant, Frideriche Nietsche, Niels Bohr, Peter the Great, Stephen Hawking, John Maynard Keynes, Lise Meitner, Ayn Rand and Sir Isaac Newton are examples of Rational Masterminds.


wouldja look at that...i totally see that in me..HAHAH!
cool huh?
anyone interested, go to melia's blog and click on the link tt links to this test..

anyway
2mr is graduation..so thats a day off for me
and well...frankly...i somehow have this feeling tt i should be nervous
although i dunno why
AHAHAH
i guess its just an OFFICIAL ending and an OFFICIAL leaving
is tt good? i dunno actually.
theres sth abt hating it when reality hits you in the face
maybe its not reality..its wad masterminds like to do: anticipate every contingency
thinking of wad could go wrong...or not....
i guess this links to the Thinking component of my personality huh? ha..

GAH!
i dunno
and well..though i have the next few days off
im sick so ill work on getting well before the tooth extraction on sat
and......ill need to start packing my room and study and...
my things......

dont remind me tt i should be looking forward to it
even though you know what it feels like coz you've been in the position before but you are enjoying it now
or whether you've heard its great so i shouldnt feel this way
i know all that.
but i still cant help feeling sad and scared about it.
so much for not being emotional huh?
well..theres only so much 4 personality types can conceptualise.

alright...off to enjoy my tues night =) back to top?

wheeeee

its saturday again
i got yesterday OFF
WOWWWW WEEEE

it felt good
just waking up at wadeva time i liked
watching tv the whole day
gg down to swim
eating THE TOM YAM ZHA YU *OMG*
and watching more brothers and sisters
and slacking and more
and out in the evening

and well
ive got about 2 more weeks of work ahead of me
if all goes well
then its back to "own time own target"
but of course with the task of having to pack the study room
and planning for july
MY GAD
this is sick
july is sick
im not gonna think about it
disgusting

anywayyyy

well..im loading brothers and sisters online now
so im here killing time
im getting fatttttt
whywhywhywhwywhy
HIAZ

ok im crapping again
ill blog when i have sth more substantial to share back to top?

well

looking at how long its been since i blogged
shows you how less troubling work has become so far

i might have just jinxed it in me just proclaiming it
but i dont care
screw it
just gotta hang in there for another month or so?
yea..then it'll be over-ish

then another episode of my life begins
i was JUST watching greys s05 e22
it was the ep where the bunch of college kids were gg to their graduation
and they met in an accident
and only one of them survived

my brain started to fly and wonder
what if that happened to me?
if i was the lone survivor?
i think i might go mad
just the thought of not seeing all the ppl you love again coz they're dead
all gone in a flash

then i started to think
tt that might very well be the case the moment i fly
well, it wont be the last time in forever
everyone says 4 months is a real short time
but STILL
it doesnt discount the homesickness i anticipate feeling
the amount of missing i might experience
i might go crazy
and i know that it will only be as bad as i make it out to be

sure there's lots to be excited about
well...or do i just know tt because i've been told?
but i know for sure theres lots to miss
my family and friends esp
my friends might drift from me
heck. i know they will.
it cant be helped.
distance does that.
ppl adapt. make do and readjust to life as it is without physically ard.
but i know it'll be all alright when i return home.
ppl just learn to re-adapt again.
thats good right?
but it just starts to sound like im just another person.

ok this is heading downt he wrong track

AWAY AWAY
ness is thinking tooooo much again

i better start planning how i wanna spend my time in sg b4 flying
for one, im gonna start loosing weight
ive definitiely put on weight in the last 2 months or so

and im so damn sleepy
ill sleep soon
gonna dye my hair proper 2mr
mum cant stand ah ma's hair salon's job
AHAHAH! back to top?

i think im SLOWLY getting the hang of it.

ONE MONTH

my gad

i wont say too soon coz the week has only just begun
i dont wanna jepordize myself
so yea...lets just hope the rest of the week
and the weeks to come run smoothly
or smoother than before at least
its irritating but yeaaa

anyway
im proud about one thing today..
I MANAGED TO TAKE MANUAL BP!!!!!
like WOW. i managed to hear the pulse lah!!
i usually NEVER hear anything
andf i struck gold 3 times today
i thought it was a cheap, lucky shot
but
NAH UH
ooooo baby do you know wad thats worth~
and the other one thing tt im proud of better not say
if not i might die. its a good thing btw, aint hurt no one.
BUT ANYWAY
ok...lets just hope this keeps up.

so wad am i doing now?
well..resting, slacking...without a worry in my heart for once
and im out later
and hopfully 2mr for lancing...
oh and i need to get down to sam's present...ahaha..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM!!!!! =)

ok..im off to go watch some tv.. back to top?