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OH MY GAAAAAAD

WE WILL ROCK YOU FREAKIN ROCKED ME......you get wad i mean lah..

BIANG!! the sound...the band..the songs..QUEEN ROCKS! im pretty sure most of you will agree...MOST coz i know some weirdos like daniel are for some weird reason grossed out by their songs...sheesh -_- ahahahaha..i think its pure genius and freddie mercury's voice is one-0f-a-kind man... the closest to it is mika so far...

but aside from the music...it was a pretty cool storyline..talking about how in the yr 2308 or 80? ahaha..wadeva...but about how music instruments no longer exist...where the soul in music is extinct..music is computer generated...technology......and they make fun of all the music and entertainment we have now ( boybands as usual and britney and justin....) of coz with a lot of lyrics from various songs in the script..supposedly words tt only ppl who have read the relics aka magazines ( only websites exist in tt era..no paper) are the sacred scripture or sth like tt...so the ppl who still beleive in the SOUL of music call themselves the bohemians are on the quest to search for the music instruments said to be destroyed forever so tt GOD KNOWS THEY CAN BE FREEEEEEE!!!!

ahahaha...confusing? maybe but fresh concept...WOOHOO!! when bohemian rhapsody is played LIVE with the guitar and amps and all MY GAD.....imagine ppl all dressed formally , hands in the air and bobbing their heads....THAT is wad i call the SOUL of it all man...it TRANSCENDS BABY..

i was thinking abt how it wld REALLY be like if musical instruments really stopped existing and when GOOD quality music is lost in the years to come....its already happening..with pop stars being formed everyday...like anyone can be a star ( they made fun of American Idol..ahaha)..but it really gets you thinking...IMAGINE....they made a pass on acappella though...ahaha..they were like " the instruments are really gone...what does this mean? we have to go acappella?" and the other guy replies " there is NEVER a need to go acappella" ahahaha...for a split second i jumped in my seat..AHAHAH..but yea...the essence is there lah..the SOUL of music and sound man...

ok..aside from all tt...mid way eval went ok...some interesting, pleasantly surprising yet at the same time stressful news was thrown at me...i know i shld get over it and just continue to perform normally at clinicals but...seriously..it'll always be at the back of my mind whenever i see the senior OTs there...*shudder* if you know wad im talking abt then you know wad im talking abt...i keep thinking about it subconsciously....ok...yea...do my best..like ive always done..lovely...3 more weeks...and it will go...go..gooooo-woh-oh-oh...MAMA'S ROOM RAWKS! *im getting random-er and random-er*

ok...gotta blog on acareak's so toodles till 2mr...work to do 2mr man...mon is coming..almost a month tt ive been at TTSH liao...fast or what? ahaha.. back to top?

the power music has over you is amazing

not tt i didnt know it before

but i guess its just its effects are more prominent today or this week rather

its always like tt..when you let your mind wander...

you think...and think....and think some more...and it just drifts and when you're finally ACTUALLY thinking, you wonder how you ever got to where you landed in your thoughts in the 1st place...

no wonder they say its easy to lose your mind when you're not actively engaged...i cannot imagine retiring...i better plan wad i wanna do then man........MY GAD NESS you're only turning 21.....see...this is wad being in OT does to you..or having a mum who just plans and plans....rubs off i guess..ahaha..

anyway...i just realised tt a lot of the songs on my player ( or rather the songs tt i actually listen to) are all rather depressing...serriously....no wonder my mornings i get depressed gg to work..ahahahaa...Hanson's Georgia does it for me..then aft tt next on the list is Paperweight and then it gets worse with Sara Bareilles......and acappella version makes it even worse..HIAZ...

To melia: Youd better get your brain straight. Dont make us worry over you. We'll be there though =)

ok...i need to finish up this treatment thing for 2mr...i wanna sleep soon...i think i may need to go back to school soon to get more books man..or maybe Hunter in the library will do...hmmmm...see how... back to top?

AHHHHHHHH!!!!

MY PLAYERRRR!!!

MY DARLING PLAYER!!!!

it suddenly decides to hang...

it wun start up...

and when it does...it plays and hangs 1/2way and not only that...it doesnt hang on the playing screen..it hangs on a blank page...

ok...now im precariously transferring all my songs over to my comp and hoping tt everything goes over this time...its hung while transferring 3 times already....once everything goes over...i dun care wad creative does with the blasted thing..my songs are more impt..my gaaaaaddd...all my acappella and recordings...those are priceless..PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE...

ok..as i type..its all gone over...including my videos....now to throw it to creative..stupid techinology sucks...where is my darling muvo? here i come baby..this is the reason why i put off getting a new player for so long....i KNEW this wld happen...hang lah, jam lah, drop spoil lah..look at my muvo: ive dropped it 5 million times and its never hung, its never jammed. yea its a pain to scroll thru but HEY! it still works after 3 years....or more =S maybe i shld throw my zen ard..........tt oughta toughen it up...haha..

so yea...im gonna send it in to creative...but it seems to be working ok now.......scared liao lah...now then wanna work lah...gg to PS later for lunch so see if the shop can do anything though i highly doubt it..ahaha...and my dad threw the receipt so no proof of purchase for warranty sake...BUT..hey its a new player not even ard for 6 months...DUH it cant be past 1 yr yet so i hope they're not tt dumb...sometimes the mindset of these shops and service industry things can be so damn retarded...one-track mind..i wun be surprised if later theperson says " sorry mam but i can only accept it if you have a receipt....i know the facts are clear but i can only accept if you have a receipt" HIAZZZZZZZZZZ

and yes....my failed attempt at studying once again...CRAP ITS SUNDAY!!!


welll in any case...HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!!

* what a quick turn ard of mood huh? ahahah* back to top?

OH MY GOODNESS

THURSDAY FINALLY CAME!!!

i was looking forward to thurs this whole week..ahaha...so YAY!! week 2 of clinicals are DONE~! one more month to go!! lovely...expectations grow...my supervisor has been nice and accomodating thus far..so lucky me once again...i think if i were her id be expecting myself to do more by now but so far seems ok...hmm...i wun say too soon..like i said its only safe to assume cum mid way...so yea...lets wait till mid way next week =S

anyway...had this whole email shit ass thing tt pissed me off just now but i just learnt its actually something tt i should be happy about coz now i dun need to make up time for it and i get a day off!! LOVELY...heh..

anyway...well..ive been lacking sleep and i need the long weekend to study more and plan more...so far been sleeping late coz ive been on the com not doing work but chatting..i need to cut down cum next week so tt i can rest early and do work...heh..

on a diff note...JON!!! you ASSS!!! you never sms your aus number...we were all like waiting for your sms only to find out from melia tt you already have one -_- all you australian ppl...so exclusib..anyway...since you guys are gonna be over there and together for sometimes i guess we can have more vid conferences or sth..ahahaha..internet RAWKS...ok..im off to sleep soon..damn tired and need to attend mass 2mr..im putting on weight man..i can feel it...disgusting...ok..OFF back to top?

i have failed

i din realise Hanson released a new album last yr...MY GAD...i need to go get it..

today randomly i felt like just youtubing hanson and MY GAD i found so many new songs...some off the new album and some i dunno from where..ahahaha...and well...GEORGIA ROCKS...the live version rocks even more... check it man:




hiaz..anyway..other than tt...im dreading monday...monday is the day where things change..its week 2 of clinicals..im expected to be competent...less wandering ard and observing and more doing...MY GAD and my supervisor shld be ard more this week so...OH MY GAD...

other than tt...jon flies off 2mr......i feel kinda sad tt we're not seeing him off at the airport...doesnt feel right...like we were saying aft the dinner...it din feel right...no sense of closure...not enough at least and now we'll all be apart till dec...MY GAD...tts damn far...long long long time more...i mean yea theres internet, msn and all ( thank goodness) but i guess you really only realise tt ppl are away when you physically gather in a grp and realise tt you've shrunk in size and dynamics and things you talk abt are different from when there were more ppl..1st experience with this was when melia went the 1st time..now theres one more person gg..change ppl..this is wad change is...

well..at least we'll be conference calling ...so yay! for tt..hiaz...thank goodness the rest of us are still here...i know yea im flying next yr probably ( if i can keep my GPA above 2.8 for la trobe at least -_-) and fio might fly...hiazz...i know ill miss everyone here an awful lot when i have to fly...i'll prob cry ( and melia you wun be ard to see it MWHAHAHAH!)...hiaz...lets not think abt tt for now...21st...hiaz..tt one another amplification of the fact tt more frens are in dreaded austraylia..but thank the lord tt most of us are still here...so yea...hiaz....dun worry jon, we'll be with you on your bdae....one way or another ahaha..

OK..enjoy the hanson vid!!! and i will try to psych myself up for 2mr which starts in about 1 hr's time...gross...and i till try not to think about all these depressing things... back to top?

ok...i finally got the pics from may and i decided to make this post one of those rare photo posts tt i havent done in a long long time...

THERE YOU GO. BEHIND THE SCENES FOOTAGE OF "THE CAKE".

we demand our wages mam'...HAHAHA!! HAPPY 21st again MELIA!! =)

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

hols are gone!!

they are GONE just LIKE THAT..............

clinicals start TOMORROW...

and tomorrow is just in a matter of HOURS.....

OH MY GAAAAAAAAAAAAD

its HANDS..

HANDSSSSSSSSSSS

i better do well or she's gonna put me in hands again in 3B and THAT is 8 weeks..my GAAAAADDDD..i dunno anything..i hardly do..SAVE ME!! SOMEONE!!!! ANYONEE!!!!

but i guess at least there is sth to look forward to this week..not sth to look forward to in intention if you think deeper but yea..meeting frens in the week is always good...keeps me sane.. so this time is for jon's farewelll....HIAZ..another fly-off.......kinda weird to be saying bye when he only goes the following monday..so its like gathering to say bye but we're all still here.......know wad i mean? ahahaha...oh well better than nothing i guess...

ok...im afraid to sleep...coz means my hours of freedom are limited...but i need to sleep...novena at 730am...lovely....this will be my life for the next 6 weeks.........................i hate the life tt is about to come btw...yr 3 starts the moment clinicals end...actually yr 3 expectations start 2mr...and worst part is tt i dun have the capacity to meet it....and i dun wanna do anything about it now...read also nothing go in..i think ill just go read how to gonio and ill be off to sleep i guessssss...HAIYOHHHHHHHHHHHH...4 rounds of clinicals...you wld think id be used to it by now...but really...no one is...........good luck to everyone 2mr! hiazzzzzzzzzzzz.... back to top?

OH MY GAAAAAAAAAD

* i love tt btw ahaha*

its already the freaking weekend....to be precise...its ALREADY almost the end of saturday...CE 3A IS IN A DAY'S TIME!!! OMGGGGGGGG..this freaking sucks...

well..i havent really studied...im so dead..TTSH hands...goodness...they say its not bad there so i really hope its not bad there..can wear polo tee but weiheen and linda are wearing formal so i guess i shldnt be the odd ball..ill prob switch one day when i got no blouses or sth..heh..polos are more comfy but no pockets......

anyway.....time is passing like nothing...still got some stuff to do...................ill be off then... back to top?

OMGGG!! i was surfing randomly and i found UMD Treblemaker's attempt at mmmbop ( the hanson brothers still have it ok..even if you can falsetto your way up there..its just the feel tt taylor hanson can create with his voice tt no one else can recreate even as a kid) ahaha...

AND THEN i see a comment tt ACABELLES did IF ONLY...OMGGG finally another hanson song done acapella....omgomgomg!! and if you havent heard hanson's if only...WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?!?!? the lyrics are like ultimate itch-inducing...for me at least and you totally feel the pain of " IF ONLY.." thru the way taylor hanson sings it...........ok...long time since i obsessed abt hanson like tt..ahaha...go watch HANSON first..

so here's acabelles!!! the sops are kinda irritating with tt weird chicken noises at the chorus and the VP killed the mood of the song by techno-ing it up and the intro just sounds weird..nothing like the harmonica........ok...doesnt seem like its worth watching hor? but ok lah...the solo is quite good though...tt i have to admit but then again...tt FEEL tt taylor hanson does with his voice... GAD i love it..haha..

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egad

tts all i have to say for now..

nono..tts actually just a summary...

i dunno lah...so confused about everything now...everything is changing..ppl are coming and going....actually more going than coming...change is all around us..and tt sucks...can i just be a fuddy-duddy stick in the mud...i dun wan to mobe..bery bad..

anyway....past few days was a blast...i just love you guys to bits man...i can be around you guys like every day and prob not get sick of it..welll im not yet so i guess tts possible..ahahaa..its just like being in school again....OMG it ROCKS...why cant school be like tt now?? WHY?

anyway..fio, dan and i were just talking about the future..the near future tt is...about our stauts and how or rather whether or not it will change in the years to come.. what would we have to resort to? speed dating? sitting at bars waiting to be picked up? would we really have to? coz then i think id rather not...whats so bad about being single? nothing...being single DEFINITELY has its perks but as you grow older( and i MEAN oldER) and wanna move ON and gain control is when commitment and something solid becomes sth you search for..so tts change for you again...are you ready to break out of your shell? take the next step? go on your first date at 21 or later?? ( OMG sounds so sad like tt) BUT, whatever the case..now tt we're ALL (we ALL are right?) single..in the future no matter wad happens we ALL still have to meet up and hang...no drifting apart or i think i might just die and yes..with my 27 cats...i feel sad for myself already =(

human relationships...such a complicated thing...but somehow its one of those things tt you still wanna go at...you hear stories about how complicated it is and how heart wrenching and most of the time how stupid and blinding it can be to your senses but yet...............its tt intrinsic need i guess deep down inside...some ppl will do ANYTHING to get wad they need and some others will just withdraw, question and pine and hope, pray and wait...very interesting...the art of human interaction..VERYVERY interesting =) if the phrase " Ness you're such a sad BETCH"or "Ness you are so bitter (or wadeva)" comes along in your mind...i graciously accept it =))

ok...welllllll....wad else can i say here? i dunno...feeling SLEEEEPY again tts for sure...still trying to load the damned videos on youtube...takes like..foreverrrrrrrrrrr...still got pics to load...WOOHOOO!!! back to top?