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what a stressful week is has been so far and its just about to get worse really...

ive got this MAJOR HUGE report due on monday ..ive got a test on fri, a presentation next monday and my splint and viva on next tues...wht kind of shit weekend am i gonna have? a very shitty one.....rhetorical btw..not thinking anymore..

sleeping at this time seems normal now..my attempt to increase the hours of the "day"..compromise on sleep...waytogo..WHEEE!!! psych test on fri and i havent studied at all and 2mr is already thurs and gg out to get new yr clothing somemore....and SPLINT!!! OMGG THE FREAKING RADIAL NERVE PALSY SPLINT!!!! i wanna get it done by 2mr if im lucky...

ok...running on a tight schedule man...like seriously...i dunno wad to do man..time management is so crucial this week..

and...hiaz....i dunno why but sometimes i feel like a hypocrite...and sometimes i feel responsible for whats happening and at the same time i know tt im not to blame!!! i dunno wassup and feel damn stressed when i sense the tension and the piss-off-vibe of it all and the best part is tt i dun even know WHAT is causing it all....i can only speculate and speculate and reason but i guess i'll never know till its confronted..need to soon or things are just gonna take a turn for the worse..its like just waiting to SNAP... back to top?

i need to commemorate this moment...

I SLEPT AT 3.53AM after completing my group processes report and my leaflet and frankly i cant care how well i do on it as long as i pass..

ok..to be awake in 3 hours... back to top?

was watching the last few minutes of that american show..the one where you're supposed to guess the identity of the people up there and one of them was jordan knight from new kids on the block...man..he looked so old man...maybe thats why they put him up there..ahaha..

but anyway..i rmb his name being so damn familiar and i know why! its coz he sang the carousel song!! ahaha..tts wad i rmb it by..ok..its give it to you...wiki-ed him and YEP its him alright..1999 lah...BIANG...THATS how old we are man...

anyway...i dun think many people know this song for some weird reason but if you know it...ENJOY! =)

back to top?

im trying to start on my group processes now and for the 1st time in a my life in doing reports im HOOKED to a source of reference...so intriguing..ahaha..CHECK OUT THESE WORDS OF WISDOM ABOUT THE MOST HEAVENLY ACTIVITY ON EARTH..ahaha..*listening to midnight ramblers as i do this is just making this so much more inspirational and fun*

Plato reports Socrates as saying that:
Musical training is more potent instrument than any other, because rhythm and harmony find their way into the inward places of soul, imparting grace, and making the soul of him who is rightly educated graceful. Plato, The Republic of Plato, third edition, translated by Benjamin Jowett, (Oxford: Clarendon Press, 1888) Book III, p.88. (Heal, M. & Wigram, T. (Eds.) (1993) Music therapy in health and education. United Kingdom: Jessica Kingsley Publishers)

Timaeus Plato wrote:
All audible musical sound is given for the sake of harmony, which has motions akin to the orbits in our soul and which, as anyone who makes intelligent use of arts knows, is not be used as is commonly thought, to give irrational pleasure, but as heaven-sent ally in reducing to order and hamony any disharmony in the revolutions within us. Rhythm, again, was given us from the same heavenly source to help us in the same way; for most of us lack measure and grace. Plato, Timaeus and Critias, translate and introduced by Desmond Lee, ( London: Penguin Books, 1977) p.65 (Heal, M. & Wigram, T. (Eds.) (1993) Music therapy in health and education. United Kingdom: Jessica Kingsley Publishers)

COOL OR WHAT MANNN?!?! i am SERIOUSLY thinking about taking up a music therapy module when i go over to australia..that is if there are no pre-requisites like a grade 1 in music if not well..there you go again...ahahaha...should go check out if usyd or la trobe have..hmmmmmm...so far havent heard of anyone who's made mention..

ok..back to the damn report... back to top?

aiyah..

i hate myself now lah..

for having to do so much work
for not adhereing to my diet
for being so hungry too much
for sleeping late

hiaz...
ok...

just needed to get tt out...thank goodness pract 2mr...some time away from the comp.. back to top?

i hate this..

i hate cutting down words..especially when i put so much effort into typing the damn thing...but i guess ti beats having to add more words for the sake of it....but i think im too good at crapping so......UGHHH...882 words to cut...im dying...

i feel so drained and confused as well...emotionally and physically drained...and sch has only just begun....how niceee..hiaz......hiazzzz...

i have to wake up early 2mr to go to school till 5 and im missing beauty world for it....not tt im dying to watch the show but HEY! its a musical man....but...oh well..what to do man? liddat lor..

ok...my back has been giving me a lot of probs this week...i think i have to go to sleep soon...hiaz... back to top?