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2006 is here!!!!!!!!!!!

well..coming at least...in a few hrs time...nooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!

i dun wanna have my ezlink card expired!!!!
i dun wanna pay adult fare!!!
i dun wanna tap my card the moment i get off the bus!!!!
i dun wanna be anymore responsible than i already am!!!
i dun wanna be OLD!!!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

-breathe-

oh well...can't stop it...at least this year we have one extra second of 2005..i read it somewhere..i think its this yr...we have an extra second to account for...so it officially turns 1/1/2006 at 12.01 am..NOT 12 am...i think =S

hiaz..with 2006...i really dunno wad to look forward to...
i need a job
i need to worry over my results
i need to figure out where to go and wad to do once they are out
i need to decide if i am really gonna go physiotherapy..no turning back liao..

its a really scary year.. hopefully it'll be a year of changes for the better..=S

and val is flying off in 2006...UGH!!! doesn't make 2006 any better a year to look forward to...i rmb lamenting like this last yr..sigh...

well..in 2006 i shld have my ears pierced..tts sth to look forward too and in 2006 i hope to get my hair dyed..and in 2006 i hope to LOOSE WEIGHT!!!!

argh..you wld think tt having white hair shld compel you to want to dye your hair even more...but aft i heard wad my mum told me(abt dying hair) i think i'm only gonna do it when i can earn my own money...

its an expensive thing man..the longest it lasts is usually 2 mnths on the average and tts if you wash your hair EVRYDAY..if you dun..abt 5 mnths..PLUS...somehow or other it encourages white hair growth!! my aunt and my mum will be able to testify that..I DUN NEED anymore white hair than i already have!!! or is it coz they're growing old? stress? =S

so either way...i'll have to keep gg back to dye my hair once the colour runs off..i guess if you dun have white hair at MY age(lucky freaks), gg to dye your hair shld be fine...dun have to keep gg back to get it done once it starts to fade off..the black hair will eventually come back..and you can go back and get it done again whenever you want..white hair popping out beneath dyed hair is a TERRIBLE sight to behold i swear...so i guess until i can earn my own money and not feel guilty abt having to get my mum to pay for my constant need to re-dye my hair...i dun think i'm gonna get my brown hair anytime soon..=(

loose weight?? i NEED to..i put on weight ..like loads of it since i came back from turkey..evryday eat carbo and more carbo to lock the heat in..and since i came back...no attempt to loose weight..in fact go out and eat EVEN more..come back--christmas..then birthday parties then 2mr got new year's day buffet...die lah die lah..i need to RUN *i can't believe i'm saying that* but yes...its true..and i need BADMINTON!!! ARGH!!! LOOSE......FAT....LOOSE...FAT...

I NEED TO SING!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!
I NEED CHOIR!!!!
life is soooo boring singing alone..or just with one other friend aka melia my trusty sop..
need more voices..need more harmony!!!need more volume!!!!need more rich-ness!!!
I MISS CHOIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i can't even go back to open hse on 4th coz...well..my mum booked a shopping date with me...she's been kinda looking forward to it...oh well...we'll see wad happens..looking forward to our shopping date on the 7th with fio,val and melia tho...a total girl's day out..miss that =) gg out with ALL girls is just different from even just one guy's presence in the group..YAY!!! SHOPPING!!!! haven't done that properly in the LONGEST TIME!!!

and yes...turkey pics will be up soon...i WILL put them up..its a "promise" i made to melia and her mum...so....stay tuned to vanessa's blog and we'll be right back...=D till then...toodle-loo!! ahahah!!! and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! may 2006 be a birght and promising year for ALL of us =) back to top?

haha...did the IQ test on dan's blog.. as expected..i'm average..

Dear Vanessa Kwek,

Thank you for your interest in the test at IQTest.com.

Your general IQ score is: 113

Intelligence Interval Cognitive Designation

40 - 54 Severely challenged (Less than 1% of test takers)
55 - 69 Challenged (2.3% of test takers)
70 - 84 Below average
85 - 114 Average (68% of test takers)
115 - 129 Above average
130 - 144 Gifted (2.3% of test takers)
145 - 159 Genius (Less than 1% of test takers)
160 - 175 Extraordinary genius

ahaha...so there you go...almost above average lah huh?? =D

well...i noe i'm supposed to put up the pics of my TURKIYE trip..but i'm using the other comp now..which doesn't have the pics on them..oh well...gotta try to learn how to play Just the girl by the click five now..with my measly guitar knowledge gotta try..ahahaha..gg melia's hse 2mr..haha..she told me to bring my guitar..shld i? we'll see...and i will finally see her in her HOT PINK braces..ahaha...i thot she wld pick blue..but hey...you can't prevent the TRUE BIMBOTIC-NESS of a person from radiating thru her...in this case...from her teeth..=P

-man that was a good one..-

=D

ahahaha...

anyway...well..still trying to adjust back to the timing here...i feel sleepy at 4pm and i can't sleep till abt 330am..but i'm slowly getting used to the timing here..ha..interesting how you can think of sooo many things when you daydream...in this case...well..nightdream if you wanna call it..i was thinking of how i will look like in dyed hair..with my ears pierced and all..haha...a whole new me..with a change in wardrobe and lost a lil more weight..contacts..ahaa..imagine........

i need to cut my hair soon...its getting too long...if you see it...i dun think you'll find it long..but i do..ahaha..miss my chicken tail..=P

i dun mind the length of my hair as it is now really..but my fringe is the one tt is getting a bit out of hand..my mum was saying go cut together but dunno when tt will be..then i decided tt i might as well see wad her response to my idea of dying my hair wld be...of coz wad other reason to get my hair dyed than my WHITE HAIR =D
so i suggested it and well...she said :

" aiyah..the white hair is already part of you wad...its your identity.."

hmmm..i guess tts true..it IS part of me..who i am..who is vanessa kwek without white hair tt glistens in the light as you walk down orchard road?? ahahah..=P my sis agreed too..ahaha..she was like :" NOO!!! THATS NOT MY SIS!!!" ahaha...so i guess no dying my hair anytime soon..tho i wld like to do it one day...brown or sth..a nice brown..blonde is just plain wrong and red..as in dark red..like my mum's is...not my kinda colour..tho it is nice on her..yea..oh well...we'll see...

and i dun think i will be getting contacts EVER...i dun like the way i look without specs...i look like an ant eater or sth..=S i look more human with specs..its more me too anyway..the sec 4 grad day pic i had no glasses on coz evryone said take it off..i look better.....................YEA RIGHT!!!

when i went back to collect the year book and the grad day pics...i looked WRONG...
i cldn't even recognize myself when i got the yearbook and the pic..my nose...hate my nose...i guess wearing specs draws attn away from it..i looked soo.....slutty in a weird way..and i looked like...a bloated puffer fish of sth...yea..BLOATED puffer fish..i have no idea...i just din like it..and the weird part...everyone else other than me said i looked nice..some even said i looked chio.................

WTH..
i dun think i look BAD..just average..so i dun see the need for the commotion..
i think they were just trying to be nice...even my CJ classmates..when Wanting went back and got the pic for me and handed it to me in class..or was it someone else?...wadeva..yea..they were like "WHOA!!"-->is tt supposed to be good or bad?? =S then a certain classmate said :" whoa chio bu!" i was like -_-" yea right...he is like the mean-est person i noe lor...

DUN GET ME WRONG...i'm not writing all this just to get ppl to tag my board and convince me otherwise...i PERSONALLY dun think i'm chio AT ALL...in the literal meaning of chio-->definitely NOT and in the common meaning of chio--> STILL NO...however you mean it to be...i dun think so =S haha..

as you can tell...i'm REALLY BORED...here debating with myself abt how i look ..hahaa....oh well..gtg call melia to discuss 2mr..till i nxt blog..hope you all had a GREAT christmas!=D back to top?

ahahahah!!!!

actually i was back yestersay lah..ahaha...OH WELLL!!!!


turkey...i mean..TURKIYE was quite fun...yes...its turkiye..soon everyone who sends mails and packages there will have to send it to turkiye and not turkey...turkiye apparently was the original name of the place meaning land of the turks..but the europeans made fun of it and called it turkey..so there you go...=D

well..turkey was...a rather confusing place..its a total smash of diff cultures...you've got like mosques evrywhere..and i mean HUGE mosques...the blue mosque is really quite beautiful..and yes...i broke sth there..=S UNINTENTIONALLY of course...they had this sign in the mosque which said : PLEASE DO NOT SIT on the "benches" in the mosque..there were 2 and the sign was only on 1 of them...so well..i sat on the one with no sign and yep the whole thing cracked and there was this loud noise which echoed thru the whole mosque...then the guide said :" please do not sit!!" then my whole tour grp turned to me..i was like OOPS!! ahahaa...the bench like thing?----> shoe rack..yea..sheesh man..tired lah..plus the guide said we cld sit...she din specify..sheesh man...ahahaah..i guess my fault too lah..assumed too much..the cold got to me i guess...


-dome in the mosque-


-in the mosque-


-why the blue mosque is called the blue mosque-




-The blue mosque,me and mum-

then yea..there were many natural formations there..really nice...and loads of ruins..roman ruins..damn nice..very interesting...their history is soooo rich lah..it dates back to the AD and BC lah...sheesh man...singapore doesn't have ANYTHING to be proud abt in terms of history man..we saw the "cotton castle" or they call it pamukkale..its a natural formation..calcium deposits from the natural spring water which gives rise to terraces and make it look like cotton or snow from afar...damn nice..


-pamukkale-


-roman ruin-->ephesues-

ok lah..there of loads of other funky pics i got but i gotta go sleep now... gotta go for mass later..---> its already CHRISTMAS DAY as i type this now!!WHEEE!!!! so i'll upload the rest of the pics and continue sharing my trip there with you guys 2mr or sth...till then...

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVRYONE!!! may the love of Jesus fill our hearts and have a blessed and joyous christmas!!!!!!!!!!
ding dong merrily on high............... back to top?

well..my last few hours in the comfort of my home before i fly off to the turkey land..ha..sounds like i'm nvr coming back liddat..haha..

...hopefully i'll survive the flight there later..i hope i'll be fine..=S

and..i uploaded new videoS..yes...videoS..haha..i stole the site charmaine's blog..soo cool..can put 5 videos at one shot..so yea...watch the videos yea?? especially The Click Five ones...aahhaa...i just realised tt the lead singer is DARN cute...=)))))))) well..maybe not so in the catch your wave video...more in the just the girl video..=D ahaahaha...soo have fun checking him out evryone!!! AHAHAHAHH!!!! guys and girls alike!!! ahahaa..

well..gotta change bedsheet now..so when we return we've got fresh bedsheets to sleep on...ahahahaa...UGH!! I HATE FLYING!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i guess there is no other way ard it..so..oh well..i am abt to the leave the comforts of home in 3hrs and leave singapore in 5.5+ hours...i really hope i dun puke...i wanna NOT puke for once..YES!! I WILL NOT PUKE!!!! pray for me..=S cya all when i get back..i will be missing the climate here...no need for lip balm,moisturizer and thick layers of clothing...and most importantly..gg to the toilet wun be a hassle..oh well..till i return...MISS ME and TAG MY BOARD !! ahaha...=D doubt there is anything nice to buy there for you guys...we'll see..ADIOS DUDES!!! =) back to top?

although i noe when i'll be back again...23rd december...haha...anyone coming to give a warm welcome?? at the airport with banners and flowers??ahahah...man...feeling damn crappy now..ahahah...

well...i'm not loooking forward to the flight there 2mr...not looking forward to inhaling burning fuel and having to experience turbulances (sp?) and to puke 24-7 on the plane and turn in to a corpse on the plane only to resurrect when we touch down in turkey...as in GET OUT OF THE PLANE..hate transits...i dun get to get out of the plane!!! or do i?? i dunno...and now i have to transit in bangkok..sheesh man...i want a direct flight man...kill me once and tts it!!!!!

ok...maybe i should stop this...i am gonna live thru this flight!!!! i'm gonna be ALIVE on the plane!!!! I WILL SURVIVE!!! *yea yea* except i dunno how since i'm not taking SIA this time...its TURKISH AIRLINES...i dunno how..we'll just see...=S

well..have to finish up my present..a bit more to go b4 its completed...finished 2 people's present tt day..looks nice..but its not really settling like it should..=S oh well..we'll see...hiaz..evrytime it gets to christmas..i realise i always end up spending all my ang pow money from my birthday on presents for others..i mean...not tt i mind...but....HEY!!! it happens tooo often!!!! when will i EVER get to spend money meant for me on me??!!!!! =(

it was during christmas shopping for others tt i realised tt i wanted soo many things but either i can't bring myself to spend tt kind of money or i just push it aside as my PRACTICAL side comes in...example:?

1) a tote bag or a new sling bag
why i want one?: need a tote bag for a change..sometimes sling bags just dun go with some outfits i wanna wear so i gotta change my outfit TO carry the sling...
PLUS
my sis borrows my sling bag and uses it as often as i do..and maylyn has the exact same one
why i still haven't got one: coz the sling bag is still in perfect working condition and my practical side says dun buy one if you dun need one..and no tote bag coz i have more impt things to shop for than a tote bag evrytime i go out...

2) a new jacket
why i want one: coz my one and only nice one is kinda dying...
why i still haven't got one: got my jacket is still working except for a hole at the pocket which i can mend and if i were to get a jacket...i wld want a really nice one..like an addidas or nike one..which i can't bring myself to spend tt kind of money on just one thing...=S

3)a white long skirt and a nice top
why i want one: coz aft i tried tt long white skirt at this fashion tt day with fio,melia and my sis...i fell in love with it..first time a long skirt tt doesn't make me look any shorter than i already am..and i need new tops..like a white racer back or sth...no more clothes..all expired already..i open my closet and i have a headache over wad to wear...
why i still haven't gotten them: coz i can't bear to spend 30 bucks on ONE skirt...and i haven't had time to shop for my own stuff..so no white tops as yet...

4) a new wallet
why i want one: well..all who have seen my wallet shld noe why...its stinky ad\nd...well...stinky..
why i still dun have one: haven't seen one i really like and i haven't been bent on searching for one either...

and well..the list just goes on...i need to shopr for myself...and the best part is...NO ONE CAN GET IT FOR ME FOR chirstmas!!! coz its all..well..personal taste..unless you're damn sure you noe my taste and preferances and dun mind blowing money on me...then HEY!!! GO AHEAD!!! ahahaha!!!!

well..better get to sleep soon...2mr last chance to eat local food b4 i die of kebabs and wad not over there in turkey..i need my chilli sauce man!!! thank goodness we're bringing some packets...ahaha..a little piece of home..ahaha...till i return..have fun evryone!!! will miss all you guys..and yes...i will buy sth back for you all IF i see sth worth buying back..=D MISS ME!!! =))) back to top?

hiaz..went christmas shopping yetsterday with melia and dan..haha...fun but tiring...long time since i went hardcore shopping man..ahaha..

well..got everyone's present liao...just left with making some of them...supposed to do them when melia and i come back from our trips but..well..gotta do this SPECIAL one for this SPECIAL person so..oh well..dan and i have to do express job..melia...if you're reading this while i'm not here..here's the msg for you :" dun complain if its NOT NICE" ahaha...but then you wun get to see it anyway..it'll be given by the time you get back..ahaha..i think..=S

well.once again this yr..bought daniel's present right under his nose..except this time he KNEW wad he was getting and CHOSE it for himself...so yea..not like last yr's "beef dumpling"...ahahaa...oh well..melia was telling me tt day on the way home tt it was the first time she saw dan smile soo much..come to think of it...yea..it was the first time..ahah..like wad smiley says:" SMILE MORE!!" and i agree..=)ahah..

and our dear friend daniel here has this amazing ability to attract the attention of 10 gals in a short walk of 100m in taka...ahaha..melia and i were counting just for fun..and we were shocked by the results...and that wasn't even counting the number of guys..aahhaa!!! its because of your height lah gundu..and maybe your WAI-..ahaha..who noes lah huh? since even guys are drawn to it..ahahah!!!

hiaz...just finished my mum's birthday present..gotta lug it to turkey..i just hope it survives the trip..it will have to go thru 6 days of travelling b4 it is revealed..dunno how i'm gonna hide it form her..gotta try..ahaha..still left with xmas cards to write and my special christmas present for a very special friend..dunno if you're gonna like it..but its the best tt i can do with the little creativity tt God gave to me...hopefully it wun be ugly..just NOT NICE..and hopefully it will be NICE..ahaha..=D

oh well..gotta finish all my christmas cards by tomorrow and send them out soon..hiaz...i dun wanna leave man...i hate flying..i like gg to new places but i hate the process of getting there..its too painful..hiaz..vomitvomitvomit..UGH! hiaz..gotta try to fit 2 get-togethers for christmas..one for choir bunch and one for sec sch mates bunch..dunno how and when..we'll see..sure got some way ard it...hiaz..no one to talk to at night to whine,bit-..erm...DISCUSS abt..=D MELIA!!! 13 DAYS!!!!AHHHHHHHH!!! evryone else is sooo busy..fio and val all busy with stuff..oh well..at least i got xmas stuff to occupy me with.. back to top?

You Are 22 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

hahaa..is tt a good thing?? i'm acting 4 yrs my actual age..ahaha...

You Are 60% Weird

You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right? But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!

ahahaa....

What Your Underwear Says About You

You've washed your underwear so many times, you don't know what color it used to be. You're comfortable in your own skin - and don't care to impress anyone.

ahaha..tts cool...

Your Brain's Pattern

Your brain is always looking for the connections in life. You always amaze your friends by figuring out things first. You're also good at connecting people - and often play match maker. You see the world in fluid, flexible terms. Nothing is black or white.

really ah? =S

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

really?? well..i dunno yet..we'll see when it happens..ahaha..

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

haha...as you can tell..i'm getting REALLY BORED...

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything. You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life. You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you. Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace. You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life. Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times. At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you. You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others. You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

whoa..this is quite accurate...the least trashy quiz i've done tonight..ahaha

Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't. Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time. Your flirting style: Coy Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant What you bring to relationships: Romance

PLAY INNOCENT???!!!! man...they are seriously wacked man...ahaha..COY??!! gosh..i really dunno myself...maybe? i have NO IDEA...

gosh...i think i've almost done EVRY single quiz on blogthings..its quite cool...i like doing quizzes..its like a fun way to discover yourself..haha..

anyways..man..it has been a really eventful week...monday had choir pract...was not too bad..tho it was the last time seeing ms babes...prob gonna miss her man..hiaz..oh well..then aft tt went out for lunch ,buy dan's tee and watched harry potter with melia,dan,ying.,norman and jevon..haha..hp was noit too bad lah...i din really get to enjoy it properly coz CERTAIN PEOPLE kept calling me...gosh...hiaz..luckily i'm gonna watch again with my family 2mr ..can watch properly..hiaz..oh well..then aft tt made our way down to charmaine's place for a CHOIR BBQ!!!! ahahaa...good job guys..i had fun there...esp with the see saw..now my legs and butt still feel weird but..oh well..ahaha..left quite early =S but still got home kinda late..i really admire you charmaine..travelling up and down 1hr evry day...ahahaa..i can't tahan man...its sooo ulu there...ahaha...

next day had choir pract at 3pm b4 heading to the children's home..ahaha...the colour was red and green..in the end..nearly evryone turned up in red excpet for 6 of us in green...DUH i wore green lah..along with huihui,sharon,dan,norman and jevon...ahaha...we helped break the monotony in the sea of red..hahaha...had loads of fun at the children's home..performing for the kids was pure joy..they were all soo cute..EXCPET for 2 boys..soo irritating ..they kept pointing and laughing...but other than tt..the kids were really cute..thinking of orgainizing sth liddat nxt yr..makes xmas more meaningful...bringing joy to others...gave sweets and all..shld have seen their faces..paying 10 bucks for sweets din hurt one bit..ahaha...i mean the faces of the kids at the home and the kids of the CJ choir...hahah...yea...it was a great night...topped off with bro paul's treat to mac's aft tt..he was willing to spend 6 bucks per person..haha...but all most of us wanted was just a drink and ice cream...ahaha...so yea...it was a great night..will miss singing as a choir with all you guys...WE ROCK!!!!

today...left the house with muma nd sis to escape the drilling gg on downstairs..it can drive you nuts man...oh well..gg to shop for xmas pressies soon..WHEE!!!!
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The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

man...i wld love to love myself man...ahahaha...narcissist...

Your Blog Should Be Blue

Your blog is a peaceful, calming force in the blogosphere. You tend to avoid conflict - you're more likely to share than rant. From your social causes to cute pet photos, your life is a (mostly) open book.

haha...i wld rather it to be GREEN!!! hahah..

Your Hair Should Be White

Classy, stylish, and eloquent. You've got a way about you that floors everyone you meet.

how dumb is tt??i ALREADY have white hair...hahaha...

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You have a passion for everything - including sleeping. Outgoing and brash, you tend to still shock those who know you well. You tend to be selfish. You are the most likely type to hog the covers. You gravitate toward comfort and don't like extreme situations.

ha...i guess its kinda true..not sure abt the selfish part tho...

Your Power Color Is Teal

At Your Highest: You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?"

haha...i dunno if tts true...ahahaha..i noe the highest and lowest part is kinda true...

Your Inner Child Is Scared

Like a kid, you tend to shy away from new experiences. You prefer what's tried and true - novelty is scary! New foods, new places, and new friends are difficult for you to deal with. Some say you're predictable, but you enjoy being comfortable.

ahahaha...its kinda true...

Your Career Type: Social

You are helpful, friendly, and trustworthy. Your talents lie in teaching, nursing, giving information, and solving social problems. You would make an excellent: Counselor - Dental Hygienist - Librarian Nurse - Parole Officer - Personal Trainer Physical Therapist - Social Worker - Teacher The worst career options for your are realistic careers, like truck driver or farmer.

ha..physical therapist..is tt physiotherapist?? maybe i really am supposed to go NYP afterall...aahhahah...

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

weird...the last time i did it i was 60% girlish..hahaa..oh well..

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people. You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together. Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly. People crave your praise and complements.

are you serious??? you people like my compliments???!!! ahaha..tts cool..do i even compliment often? =S

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

painstaking and fussy??!!!! really???!!! =S

Your Eyes Should Be Brown

Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart

depth and wisdom??!! ahaha..tts cool...my eyes ARE already brown..ahaha..

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

as you can tell i am getting bored..

Your Personality Is

Guardian (SJ) You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented. Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules. You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader. You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you. A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do. You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up. In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly. At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions. With others, you tend to be polite and formal. As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself. On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!

ha...cool...3 qns and its fairly accurate..ahaha..

ok..enuff..gtg now..gonna watch tv..2mr watching : 'OI! SLEEPING BEAUTY!!' WHEEE!!!!aahhaa.. back to top?

ok...i decided to stay at home today..i'm kinda starting to regret my choice...

last night's bbq was really fun...got to put up xmas tree,poke chicken wings and pORK..haha...lots of "OUCH!" and "FREAK!!" while doing tt...was quite fun..eat good food,go crazy at the table being from manila,cheryl from cebu then later from india then welll..lost track,tannie from hongkong and sooo many other places i lost count and amelia being just plain confused being form philippines when she sounded like she was from italy in the end..and the garlic sauce obsession (it was really good),eating yummy jelly,throwing dropped ice -cubes onto the garden grass patch,breaking chairs,spraying coke evrywhere and the highlight of the night...playing jenga "truth or zhen xing hua" hahah..and the constant attempt to sabo maylyn to topple it...in the end...well..i guess we tried too hard and it nvr happened...oh well..we'll get you some day maylyn...WATCH OUT!!! ahahaa....

feeling bored already...i thot having gotten the scores from kenny at the bbq last night would give me sth to do today other than housework...welll....guess wad? i kinda finished learining them liao...so i came online to see if there was anyone to talk to...well...apparently not...

then i went to friendster to see if there were any pics to see of ppl on prom nite...there were....but not much...

then i went blog surfing..nth much since ppl din really update their blogs...

then i got an sms from amelia....SHE PIERCED HER EARS!!!!!!!!!!! WITHOUT ME!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVIL!!!!!!!!! we had agreed to do it aft christmas coz we wld all be flying here and there and wherever..doing it aft xmas wld reduce chances of complications beyond management while overseas i guess...so oh well...yay for her....soon she'll be wearing pretty earrings while i stick to my plan to pierce aft xmas...probably go with my sis...meantime...i'll be left hole-less...hahahaha..sopunds wrong sia...ahahaha...

i need to go shopping for clothes soon...i just cleared my whole going-out wardrode today with sis...threw out like nearly 1/4 of the clothes in the cupboard..i need more tees...nono...i need more tees PLUS more lady-ish tops..i realised tt day when i wanted to go esplanade for "A twist of fate." i had like almost NO tops of tt kind...they were all tees tt i gave up trying to look formal...i just went in jeans and tee...the usual..and my sis kept saying :" wear sth else lah..." then i was like :" like wad??? got nth to wear.." so there you go...

i realised tt i need a lot of new stuff..i've been wanting to get sooooo many things throughout the 2 yrs in JC but kept putting them off coz there was simply NO time to afford...so now that i have time...i need to buy stuff...not to mention i need to start christmas shopping!!!! aARGGHHG!!!!

i've been wanting new bags--a tote bag and a sling bag...been wanting new skirts ( still can't get over the long white one at this fashion tt day when out with fio and melia),new tops,now i need a new haircut...evryone's dying their hair..see more and more CJ ppl ard orchard rd or at prom was enuff to say tt overnight many ppl transformed to their true selves---> the golden monkeys...i mean...some ppl looked good in tt change but most ppl looked PLAIN WEIRD...was thinking of dying my hair last night..then i thot abt all the articles i read abt dying hair...i decided not...maybe wait for EVEN MORE white hair to come out first then decide...hahaha...PLUS....i need to loose weight...hahaha...not like i'm gonna become stick-thin anytime in this lifetime of mine but yea..need to loose weight..since prelims started it has been eat,study,eat,study,go home,sleep...need to work that fat man...its BADMINTON ALL THE WAY!!!! plus SWIMMING!!! YAY!!!!! need my tan back...=D

need a job soon...i wanna earn my money and spend without feeling guilty for once...ahaha...well..actually i still will be guilty but i guess not THAT much coz it IS my money lah...but the job will have to wait till next year...getting one now wldn't be of much use...will be too interrupted...so yea..oh well...off to play badminton with sis now...hahaha...choir on MONDAY!!!! WHEE!!! back to top?