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gosh...A levels are in a week's time....ok lah...plus minus 3 or 2 days more...ARGH!!!!! i am NOT prepared...this is my LAST CHANCE to prove myself man!!!! my last chance to RECREATE tt MOMENT!!!!I WANT MY As!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT THEM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its TOO FAST!!! and the best part is.....i am more slack than i was preparing for prelims....WAD THE HELLL!!!! EVRYONE is GEARING up...EVRYONE is at FULL SPEED AHEAD...and i am instead slowing down...am i just gettign tooo sick of chiong-ing? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i need my hardworking-ness and kiasu-ism back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GIVE IT BACK TO ME!!! and while you're at it...bring my As back too...

gosh...its too fast!!!!!i am NOT ready...i need to get A for maths...BUt...its SOOOOO not gg my way man...ARGH!!!! WHY AM I DETEORIATING?!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is NOT the time to deteoriate..i tink i'm spelling deteoriate wrongly? no? wadeva..ok...i gotta WORK IT MAN!!!! no more time to slack anymore...one more week...!!!!!!!!!!! GOOD LUCK STUDYING TO ALL!!!!!

and thinking abt wad i am gonna do for prom is just givign me another headache...i have no dress..no make-up appt, no hair appt...make up can do myself lah...or rather OURSELVES... abunch of girls putting make-up for each other very fun...ahaha...esp when you have to cover eye bags and make sure your eye make-up doesn;t look like someone punched you (ahahah!! =P)..and tt your blush ain;t too red end up looking like a mamasan(GUILTY!! =P) ha..tts fun...HAIR!!! OH NO!!! wad am i gonna do??!!! CLOTHES???!!!! worst come to worst i prob wear kebaya again...can lah...kebaya is appropriate for this type of function....BUT!!! i wanna wear a DRESS!!! man..finding the dress will be the next problem...ppl who can help scout while i burn my brains for A's pls HELP!!! FIO!! VAL!!!! LISA!!! ANYONE???!!!! ahahahah!!!!

ok...off to do bio... back to top?

oh man...i'm graduating tomorrrow..its THAT fast..i DUN WANNA GO THAT FAST!!! SLOOOW DOOOOWN!!!!!

i'll miss CJ..SERIOUSLY!!! CJ rocks man...i dun think i wld have been any happier anywhere else lah...i seriously dun regret being posted to CJ AT ALL...sure there were BAD times but hey...it always ended up good in the end...with God's grace..anything is possible..i'll miss choir LOADS LOADS AND LOADS..its where i found good friends..i may just cry 2mr...you never know...i feel like crying now as i type this..=(

i'll miss aLL my choir mates..why do i LURVE choir till i cld almost MARRY it? its coz its there where i've always found a good nice wonderful group of friends..you guys ARE REALLY THE BEST!! you guys made JC life more meaningful and...ok..i better reserve this for later...haha..those who recieve sth from me 2mr will noe why lah ah..ahaha.. and my classmates ESP Audrey and Phyllis..TAHNK YOU FOR EVRYTHING!!! we stuck thru thick and thin together in our class full of crazy and soemtimes awkward situations..again i better control if not i got nth to write to you guys later...ahahaha...

man...SOOOO FAST!!!! i DUN WANNA LEAVE!! today evryone was like :
-LAST maths lect
-LAST assembly
-LAST chem lesson
-LAST bio lect
-LAST reccess
-LAST time following time table
.............and the list just goes on...i never obsessed sooo much abt this whole last day of shcool thing even in sec sch..maybe coz this IS the last time i'll be wearing a uniform...my uniform has been blue all my life..and my last time actually having a timetable kind of routine...its really sad...i dunno...i;m getting all emotional now...

how has JC changed me? i dunno...ppl ard me..amelia huang should know best considering we've been together since sec school...ok..that sounded wrong...BUT you get wad i mean lah ah...=P ARGGH!!!! one more reason why i dun look forward to 2mr? COZ it means that A LEVELS ARE DRAWING NEAR!!!!!!!!! and i am SOOOOOOOOOOooo not ready for it!!! ARGH!!!! ok...one thing JC has done to me? made me realise wad it is to be stressed...SERIOUSLY MAN...is tt good? bad? i dunno...u decide...

2mr must go around take pic here there and evrywhere..with everyone and anyone...HAHA!!! ok..maybe not ANYONE but yea...you get my drift lah...man...altho i;ll be coming back to school for lessons and to study and still see some ppl...its just DIFFERENT..yea...

another thing? my right wisdom tooth is giving me problems...i wanna get it out asap man.. ARGH! nvr been soo enthu abt getting a tooth out man...ok...off to do sth special.. back to top?

prelims just ended not long ago...along came the devastating results..the only thing i'm ok with is chem..1 mark to a freaking B!!!! so pek chek can?? hiaz..and i'm really surprised i passed my maths..ahaha..D..not bad sia..ahahah...but i gotta work my butt offfor an A for a levels man..i NEED an A...ARGH!!! and the worst of the worst? BIOLOGY!! ARGH!!! stupid option paper and structured..failed like shit lah...ugh..pull my grade down..O lah..RGH!!oh well...

now its the last leg..need to aim for A for chem and hoefully an A for maths...bio? C can liao lah..now gotta work my butt off man..gonna stay night study for wadeva is left of it...

man...SO FAST!!! graduating next thrusday!!!!i dun wanna leave!!!!!!!!! i mean...yea..you may still see ppl aft tt but hey..its just diff...you dun walk ard and see faces...its not the same..hiaz..i'm gonna bring cam on tt day and like snap away man..its gonnabe darn fun!! ahaha!!! so sad at the same time...i hope the video montage they filmed no pic of me man..if not sooo darn paiseh lah..haha..whole school looking at me sing rather than hearing..hahha
man..having some online stress now..ha..go off lah..next update? God knowws when..ahaha.. back to top?