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tts how i feel lah...mentally and physically exhausted once again...man..you noe wad?? been coming home late evryday..its either for choir (which i dun mind AT ALL =D) or to study..man..oh well...

well..choir is not progressing fast enuff..we only have a bloody month left lah..tts like wad? 12 practices more?? at this time we shld all be like GOOD already..polishing up and progressing furthur from the nxt session...but things juz ain't the way they are supposed to be..we are moving TOOOOOOOO slowly...at this rate..we are not gonna make it lah..do we really want this or not...i dunno..its like the xmas concert all over again..only that it REALLY matters this time..the quality has to be WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYY better which means we all have to work harder...i am all willing to play the bad guy..seriously..attendance is my primary concern now..and i think need to work sth out with the section leaders for this few weeks b4 SYF..man..gotta tell mari..oh well..

choir costume still not settled man..this is terrible lah...ARGH!! i amd DARN worried...i din want this to be a last min thing but in the end it was...so ...ARGH!! and we are DESPERATELY short of guys..i juz called all the JC1 guys tt signed up at the booth on pasar..man..the 2 tenors tt signed up have decided not to join choir...one seems quite bent on staying in fencing ( WTH!!!!!!!!) and the other is considering choir but says he may end up in guitar...well..if i see him nxt wed then yea..means we have to do all we can to keep him lah...we have to do all we can to keep the guys basically...ARGH!!! sadsad...worriedworried...OH!! explored the PAC today..ha..i noe..you're thinking :" WHAT??!! ITS OPEN??!!" well..yes and no..maylyn,audrey and i kinda sneaked in during the 2nd period of our breaks...WHOA MAN!!! we were like juz intending to juz try our luck with gg in..in the end..the doors were open!! went in and acted like a bunch of japanese toursists...was like soo damn amazed by it..now i think back ..our expression must have been darn funny..man ...the theatre ah..its HUGE!!!!!!! its like WAAAAAAAy bigger than SJI's ..the stage area is like 2.5 times of the one in the LT2...its like abt 600 seater?? man...COOL!!! i noe soem sch already have this..but HEY!! its the 2st time i'm actually in a school that has it lah..and its soo darn cool!! and the toilet ah..man...double the gals toilets ard the sch lah..its..as big as the guy's toilet on the 5th floor in er...can't rmb wad block lah..ha..how do i noe?? went in the guys toilet 1st 3 mnths..mwahaha...of coz had guy frens watching the door lah..mwaha..anyway..PAC is cool...

if i contd any furthur i can write a whole essay on the PAC lah..seriously...esp for a person like me tt hates the idea tt sports ccas dominate all the ccas..its like..if you ain't a jock, you ain't cool,no life..wadeva man..i noe its not entirely true..but i hate tt mentality..i seriously do..hate it tt they call choir a CLUB!! A BLOODY STINKING CLUB!! not tt i mind but hello??!! wad do ppl associate all the clubs with?? slackers ...ok..i 4got there is ODAC and interact tt are the more highly respected clubs in CJ..other than tt?? i seriously hate it lah..ppl think its easy to sing/play and instrument/dance/act..or at least easier than the oh-so-vigourous training the sports ccas get..and when they give CCA talk in the hall its like as if only sports ccas are the ccas tt require teamwork and dedication and committment and is not easy...WTH!! do they even noe wad it is like to be in the performing arts?? i mean..1/2 the time the ppl giving the talk are PE teachers lah..wadeva man...ok..i'd better stop here or i;m not gonna finish typing this and no need to zzz liao...main-point is PAC is good and i'm happy with its opening coz its like finally a place performing arts can call their own..its OUR territory..juz like the sports ccas dominate the field and courts and wad not..we have a territory of our own..HA!! and again i have more to say but i'll leave tt to another time.. =D back to top?

YAY!!! done with GP!!!!! i like hardly have GP hmewrk lah..and when i DO have it...its one of those SUPER brain-draining ones..well..glad its over...WHEEEEEE!!!!!

well..been quite busy this whole week...or rather since the last time i blogged...tt was wad? good friday rite?? well...sat went for easter vigil..my FIRST EASTER VIGIL in my LIFE..it was a nice, new experience..went to holy spirit aka dan,jon and angela's parish again..yea..soo darn cool..they got tt "pool" of holy water thingy for baptism..most churches nowadays only got tt basin for like babies..yea...well...saw joey there...din noe he was getting baptised..COOL...and saw florence lian oso..yes..the s'pore idol judge..florence chantele lian..HA..well..yea...got one song to sing for you guys *AHEM*..WELCOME TO THE FAMILY!!!!!!!!! ha..but seriously..yea..

man...got choir 2mr...with facils at orientation and J1s away..2mr's attendance gonna be..like...CRAP..A HUGE PILE of crap at tt..man...and babes coming..NOOO!! and mari not gonna be there! NO!! and i dun really noe wads going on to answer all her stupidly annoying qns!! NO!!! i am soo incompetent!! YES!! ok...badbadbad...this time the JC1 intake was like 1/2 that of the O1 intake..26 only lah..man..hope all of them stay.. WE NEED THEM...DESPERATELY...man.. have'nt even settles sat's prog and i need to update the board if not there goes all my JC1s lah..BUT! i dunno wad the plan is..ARGH! ok..i gtg now..sis wants to use comp.. back to top?

The road is long
with the many winding turns
that leads us to
who knows where?

But I'm strong.
Strong enough to carry him.
He ain't heavy, he's my brother.

So on we go.
His welfare is my concern.
No burden is his to bear.
We'll get there.

For I know
he would not encumber me.
He ain't heavy, he's my brother

If I'm laden at all,
I'm laden with the sadness
that everyone's heart isn't filled
with the gladness of love for one another.

It's a long, long road
from which there is no return.
While we're on our way to there,
why not share?

And the load doesn't weigh me down at all.
He ain't heavy, he's my brother.

some ppl are gonna like HATE this song but i dun care...it more or less carries my msg to her and i hope she reads this tho i noe she hardly ever or rather nvr visits my blog...3rd para in particular...argh..this is not good...its the beginning of my yearly depression stage..i think so...seems to be the case...bear with me... back to top?

it is...the easter tridium...started yesterday with maundy thursday..well..ha...it was a nice change gg to a diff church aka holy spirit aka jon's,dan's and anglea's parish...tt church is darn high-tech lah...the atmosphere there is VERY similar to that of st ignatius..yea..well..aft tt the gang went out for dinner at thompson plaza...WHEE!!! BK!!! and we celebrated norman's bade!! hA!! hope you liked your cake dude..tho it did'nt really "cost" much..come on lah..got voucher dun use..a bit the waste rite?? =P haha...hoped you liked it all the same anyway..starbucks cakes..hmm..wonder how it tasted..MAN!! STOP THINKING OF FOOD!!! i'm only torturing myself on this Good Friday afternoon.. a day of fast and abstainence..by thinking of food..not making it any easier...watched some food show juz now all abt roast...man...my mum lah! insisted on watching so my sis and i all joined in the torture session..haha..oh well..

anyway...yea norman..you'll get your pressie on monday..hope you like your 1st 1/2 of your pressie aka your card..=D well..was a bit dissapointed yesterday abt 2 particular events...yup...dissapointed..still can't believe it happened considering all the factors ..but oh well..at least well...you-know-who-you-are was keeping me sane [and sorta gave me comfort--thanks =)] juz like i was doing the same for tt person...so yea..dissapointed more than pissed is i feel/felt...well...i learnt more abt ppl and my relationship with them so yea..it was a lesson and a "exclusive" insight into the true character of ppl and wad my realtionship to certain ppl meant to them..so yea...i'm "glad" in a sense tt it came..it wld have sooner or later wad..i'm glad it was now...

ANYWAY!! yeaH!! didja hear?? NUS is offering a degree in nursing nxt yr!!! ha...is tt cool or wad?? i wanted to go NYP to do nursing if i did'nt get to JC..i mean..nursing is darn cool lah.. all the equipment and all..and its recession-proof..tho i still dunno if i'm squemish with blood..so yea..dunno lah..but still!! nursing degree!! COOL!! yet another option to consider..so now its physio( still NYP..why can't they offer a bloody degree in spore???) ...nursing?? dental??!!! i dunno...we'll see...well...initial intake for nursing course will only be 50 so..ha..it may be as competitive as trying to get to do dental lah..madness..we'll see...i may very well end up doing physio aka my initial "plan" tho i'm starting to feel quite apprehensive abt "returning" to poly =S ALL POLY STUDENTS READING PLEASE DO NOT MISUNDERSTAND!!! AND MORE IMPTLY DO NOT KILL ME!!! i juz...........i dunno...when i think of it its like...yea..physio needs an A'level cert but the thot of "wasting" my time in JC is juz soo unbearable...i dunno...=S i leave it to God...do well /do my best 1st then see how...dun dream abt soo many things in the end none can do...oh well..

supposed to do hmewrk now..or figure out 100 yrs...man...still can't get past those 6 bars...man... back to top?

man...today had the JC1 commencement ceremony rehearsal..well..of coz as expected same bunch of ppl turned up...really appreciate the effort guys...soloist problem at hand...must find someone...

was trying to search for ideas for costume for SYF..man...wad sharon found tt day really got me thinking all abt using the philippine's costume as a reference...i simply love the guys costume lah..its soo darn smart and formal and at the same time causal and laid-back looking...PERFECT for usahay and sunset and if you think abt it..ain't a that good news wld fit too...and i think if we were to make a permanent choir costume..it shld be this...its soo darn cool...it will be a nice change from the standard tie,shirt and blzaer..like wad norman said..all of you look like you all gonna get married..looks good but i think nearly evry choir wld be wearing tt lah..if i rmb correctly...SYC also had sth along the philippine's costume for the guys...darn cool...check it out..it grows on you..the one on the right looks better..

http://www.philippines.hvu.nl/clothes1.htm

yea man..its really nice..i wanna be a guy...i mean..i noe i am one =S but i wanna actually wear it lah...the gals costume is soo hard to find..they are all either too elaborate or too well...inappropriate shall i say..found one ..looked quite ok but its like some girl guides uniform or sth...quite ok lah..but a bit auntie looking..so yea...maybe sth along those lines??

http://msc.edu.ph/gsp/agala.html

the centre gal wearing the kimona at saya..yeayea?? sth liddat?? man..oh well...have choir 2mr!! YAY!!??YAY!! have'nt finished hmewrk..saw sth quite..er...well..i dun think i was supposed to see it..haha...on friendster...quite traumatising...ha..esp since its someone i know..ha..now think of it, its quite funny..stumbled upon it lah...linklinklink then WHOA MAN!! =S back to top?

ha..ok...i dunno how i seem like i may be dissing basses but seriously i'm not lah..i really dunno how it sounds like i am but ..yea..i'm not..haha..in fact i'm not dissing anyone lah..yea...guys..seriously..i think you guys are good lah..i mean.. you all have musicality..which is sth tt is more or less in-born..so tt is darn cool..i mean...i've heard WORSE..like seriously man..SYF for sec sch in 2003 there was this choir singing "sakura"..the guys were like "UGH!!!" horrid..like darn rough and horrid lah ok..so you guys are really good..got loads of potential to go furthur so yea...work on it...

hope you all enjoying usahay which is playing on my blog..well..if it even plays on your blog..mp3 lah..taking too long to load...trying to upload wav format one..hmm..oh well... back to top?

man...3 areas hurt now..

1) my whole right side..thanks to excessive,intensive badminton games with the gang...man..it had been such a LOOONG time since the dec hols last yr tt we played badminton together so you can imagine how enthu we were or rather I was lah..esp on...er...wad day was tt ah?? er..wednesday?? i think so lah..man..tt was DAMN SHOIK LAH!!! 3 whole hours of badminton all the way..WHOA MAN!!! under the sun,behind the canteen...jon seemed as if he was gonna collapse form a heat stroke but in the end he was'nt even burnt ..guess who got brunt in the end?? ME!!!!!! man..but it was a good tan..ha..tho my mum screamed when i got home..

oh well..luckily she din see the HUMOUNGOUS *is tt correct??* blue black on my right arm from badminton..ha..i dunno if i'm holding the racquet the right way lah..i noe of some ppl who hold it the same way lah..i dunno..my dad was the one who taught me the sport and tts how he taught me to hold...since pri 4 lah...how to change?? and recently add a blister to the injury list.. on my right index finger form the racquet...1st time lah..may oso got it..must be my racquet..want a racquet like ying's..so light and nice..and got whacked on the head and the left shoulder blade by jon with his racquet..i dunno how it happened..juz picking up shuttlecock i think and *WHAM!!!* haha..darn funny...the pain was momentary lah..so no worries jon =D

well..as you can tell..badminton is a rather violent sport for me in particular..tt blue black will nvr fail to come abt lah..and you noe with melia's periodic "cravings" to hit ppl..er..."down there"..VERYVERY violent sport..but still love it all the same..the exhiliration form all the whacking and smacking..tests reflex too..ha..fun..tho i'm no pro..its still fun.. ha..

2) mouth pain...from dental today...cleaning my mouth today took a BLOODY long time lah..man...now i can't really bite lah..but..oh well..

3) throat pain..not tt i use my throat voice to sing..at least i make and effort to not use it till it is almost becoming a "never use throat voice" kinda thing...its hard not to use throat voice lah..i mean..esp alto lah...the notes are usually within talking range so its easy to sing but the quality of the sound is not there...so it still is an ongoing challenge for me to sound smooth ---like butter =P and mellow tho i have been singing choral-ly for 3 yrs..its quite ok already tho i think i can still sound better..all the altos shld also strive to sound smooth...seriously...we have to lah..

i noe tenors also tend to kinda use throat voice when hitting thsoe high notes --which are easy for altos =D so i kinda understand when you guys says it hurts...but btw..you guys shld not even be using throat to hit those notes lah..so yea..train..you guys can..=)

and basses also kinda throaty-cum-chesty pain when low notes come..i noe how it feels..when kinda..i'm alto 2 you know..ha...well not tt i sing THAT low anymore but i kinda know..i noe this does'nt apply to all lah..but i think i noe...not making sense?? i noe..

sops oso..yea...throat?? yes..very much esp those super high notes if you're not used to using diaphragm as support..so yea...evryone will be complaining of throat pains but you noe wad guys?? if it hurts..sth is wrong coz it shld'nt.. man...i sound as if i noe all abt choral singing...DO NOT TAKE THIS AS GOSPEL TRUTH...its juz wad i think based on my expereince lah..so yea..juz my very biased and ammature-ish comments..=P

ok..tt was a long entry..yea...lemme stress again tt wad i said there may not be true at all..so if you gotta shoot me on my tagboard..pls be nice..=S back to top?

WOOHOO!!! the $26 was well worth it man...the london community gospel choir was DARN GOOD!!!! soo fun!!! enjoyed myself sooo much...soo darn cool lah...gospel choirs are cool...the attitude..the actions...the sound of it...WHOA man...

"SWING LOW!" *bend down and bring your arms down to the ground*
"sweet *do some action at your mouth lah..* chariot" *pretend you're riding a horse*
coming forth to or come before to??

hmm...i dunno...4get it lah..it was darn cool lah...loads of dancing and singing..the audience participation lah..soo fun!!! i dun mind gg again man..and they sound nice lah..

well..over the past few days was quite pissed with smeone..pissed,irritated,annoyed..wadeva you wanna call it lah...back-stabbing and all tt shitty stuff...the trust and impression was destroyed..ok lah...juz tainted...yea...well..i'm better now i think...provided tt person does'nt do anything to provoke me...tt person is more or less safe...yea..ha...liek tt wld help..only soem ppl know who i;m toking abt so yea...tt person does'nt noe so not like tt person can do anything to prevent injury form me...so..we'll see..

well..i'm beginning to love "usahay" and "ain't a that good news" i'm getting the beat and feel of it...dynamics REALLY make a diff...choir is working man...we HAVE TO!!! if we continue with the same amt of concentration and dilligence thruout this nxt 7 wks like how aft ms babes 'lost it' in front of us today..i'm telling you we may very well be able to get that gold tt seems soo impossible now...seriously lah..i've already suggested stuff and it has been implemented..hopefully its more organised and more fruitful lah..we haev NO TIME to loose lah..we must be EFFICIENT...not only exco..EVRYONE has a responsibility coz the ppl gg for syf are ALL OF US...yea...you want the gold..you work for tt blasted shiny,glowing name..haha..no..seriously..and for the 1st time today...i felt sectionals was good...luckily i brought the speakers...i had this anticipation it wld be needed and of great use...and it was!!! HA!! YAY!!! and i'm soo proud of the altos!!! within tt short time period of er..i dunno..while i was there for tt 1hr 15 mins?? yea...we made improvements and the best part is tt it SHOWED during the combine session..now THAT was cool..the "kita" the "KI--" was round!!! veryveryvery nice...yay!!! i said it only once and you all got it and implemented it...darn cool...

gtg now...dental 2mr...haha... back to top?

whoa...seriously lah..its soo darn cool..i mean..yea....the way they solve the case and all the pictorial representations of all the cells and evrything..its soo cool!!!!!!!explains why i'm a bio student huh?? ahahah...

well..had choir today..YAY!!! did usahay...its such a NIIICE song lah...seriously..i mean...aft singing it today i realsie CJ choir better with emotional songs...like you noe...evryone was mad abt "never say goodbye" sang it well till it became OVERSUNG..then evryone was mad abt "someday" until it too became oversung..but usuahay..is sooo NICE!!!!!!!! its s diff kind of nice...yea..not the CHEESY love song kind of tune..so YEA!!! soo NIIICE!!!!somehow this one has this sincerity to it...NICE!!!! =D

and yay!!! 2mr gonna watch the 'London Community Gospel choir' YAY!!! heard they are REALLY good...hopefully aft hearing them we will sound much better on "ain't a tt good news" but then again the ppl tt are going are those tt are relatively ok...those tt SHLD be gg are'nt..but then..you can't possibly FORCE ppl to go rite?? i mean the tickets are like at an absurdly high price(for students) of $26 ...i mean..se dun even get tt sponsorship thingy..hiaz...ran out of $19 tics so had to settle for $24 and there is a crazy fee of $2 service charge..SOO HIGH LAH!!! MADNESS MAN!!

well..badminton this morning was good...well..while it lasted without the wind and sun..yea...a lot of ppl wanting to return to nature this morning..mwahaha....well..yea..wanna play again!!WEDNESDAY!!!!! WHEEEEEE!!!!!! choir agian oso!! supposed to go back STC 2mr to help them but then..yea..seems i'm the only free one..and i'm not abt to go back alone..i mean..their 'sunset' is diff from mine..i can't really help lah..moreover i can't read music lah...not good enuff...so yea...no point i go back alone...so gonna stay at home and do hol hmewrk and wait for maylyn and melia to come..then yea...play dress-up and eventually go to concert..ha..we'll see.. back to top?

man..i seriously have NO idea why the hell i'm soooo tired lah...i mean...i usually sleep at 12+ evryday wad..and i always wake up at 545am wad...no change..stay back to do work or crap or sing till 7pm almost evryday lah...so WHY THE HELL AM I SOOO TIRED???!!!!!

its ONLY 1030 pm lah...i have been feeling sleepy at this time for 3 whole days...i feel as sleepy as if it were 1130 lah...wth...sth is wrong...VERY WRONG...

well...had the sterling's lecture today aft sch...the one abt stach..it was actually quite interesting lah...i was expecting it to be DARN boring lah...but it was actually quite cool lah..so yea...and the funny part abt the lect was tt the lecturer was soo embarrased when he cld not anser the qn mrs tan proposed to him regarding food chem..he was a chem engineer so it seems its not within his scope of expertise..so then he turned RED...like SUPER red lah...damn funny...you cld actually see the blood rushing to his face lah...gradually turning red...darn funny...

went with the gang for dinner tonight...wanted to buy the tickets for the london gospel community choir on tues (15th) from the sistic counter at wisma but by the time we got there they were closed...so yea...kenny is getting it..you had BETTER rmb to buy ah kenny soon!!! anyway..yea...bio spa was BAD...seriously bad lah...man...mr goh ah...stress man...nvm..better not say anything man..seems mr goh blog surfs regularly...dun ask me why...seems some idiot told the whole world abt bio spa on his blog lah...STUPID man...S T U P I D..hiaz...ok..may be gg for the NUS open hse 2mr...faculty of medicine and dentistry aee on my list...talk at 3pm or sth..oh well...babe's concert on sunday..ha..barney..=D it shld be good..i hope..even if its bad..i wun complain...its FREE!!!!!!!! WHEEEEEEE!!!!!! ok..tt took too much energy..gonna zzz now... back to top?

stupid man..all the boards and boxes are against me..tagboard the white areas cld'nt be seen on this new blogskin...so i changed it to doodle-board..it was ok...and i even made it green and blue with a pink and blue scroll-bar lah...then now it froze *juz like wad jon said*..so i was trying the boxes juz now...tried chatterbox *as much as i dun like it due to the small area to type your msg*..got the html..then went to blogger to paste the code...clicked save...blogger play me out..had to go back and get the code seemed like my copy function was working too well...so wanted to log back into chatterbox..cld'nt find the place to log in..gave up...tried shoutbox and they claimed tt my email was invalid...WTH...so basically now i'm stcuk with no msging system for ppl tt come to my blog..

ha..well..we'll wait till another time to fix tt..a new discovery..all the guys in the choir gang did the "wads the gender of your brain?" test and guess wad?? all of them are predominantly FEMALE!!!!! MWHAHA...norman scoring the highest %tage of 80% and the rest 73%..ha cool?? and i have a bisexual brain...haha...abt 50-50..cool huh?? best of both worlds if you wanna look at it tt way...=D

well..have choir tomorrow..to all the ppl i told tt miss babes will be coming 2mr and fri i'm sorry to dissppoint you again but she is NOT coming...seriously lah..i'm quite sick of this...she wants us to get a GOLD and give us all tt..well..i wanted to use a more not-so-pleasant word but yea..all tt "pep-talk" abt SHE being committed and giving it HER ALL and we shld be doing the same or MORE...yadayadayada...wad is SHE doing now?? busy with her bloody musical...i dunno if she even made an effort to compromise with the ppl in charge of the musical to let her off or sth for JUST ONE DAY..i mean...she'll only be with us for abt 2.5 hrs max lah..like it wld kill?? maybe it wld but i still feel its WAAAAYY too much..SYF IS IN A BLOODY 2 FREAKING MONTHS TIME PPL..that is NOT a lot of time considering where we are now and how much we have left to cover to maybe just reach the SILVER mark..DOES'T ANYONE SEE THE SEVERITY OF THIS???!!! AHHHHH!!!! ok...i noe i sound damn biased against her and as if i HATE her..well.i dun EXACTLY LOVE her..but i guess she's ok..tho i STILL do not like her teaching style..i feel it focuses on the wrong things at the wrong time..right now we shld be trying to perfect the pitching and timing...NOT throwing in all the fanciful stuff even b4 the groundwork is set...i dunno...tts juz how i feel and based on my experiance in a choir..its not much considering i'm no pro..but i have to give my 2 cents worth..

well..enuff abt choir..we'll see how it goes..hopefully for the better...well..today they ahd the opening of the student council centre..it was ok..fine..significant..then they announced tt we,THE REST of the CJC population tt were NON-councilors had this EXCLUSIVE privilledge to view the council room JUST for today..so OF COURSE i had to pass some cynical,snide and sarcastic remark..i said to phyllis as we were walkign back to class :"whats there to see?? only tables and chairs wad?? and maybe juz some curtains.." then miss teh happened to walk past me and heard me and gave me tt :" oooook" kinda face..tt kind of face where she is kinda like not really angry juz jokingly...and i laughed it off...went back to class for NE then she said sth abt she hearing very cynical comments with regards to the SCC and quoted me and said a few others in class did so too...and said tt shld not have done tt coz to some ppl the opening of the SCC DOES mean sth to them and A LOT of effort was put into it and all..ok..its not tt i'm disagreeing with tt point its juz tt ..tt place NO LONGER holds many meaning to me..it REALLY IS NOTHING more than juz tables and chairs to me..a place where evil congregates..well..ok..there are nice ppl in SC i know..but its those few tt make you feel soooo excluded..like

"OH!! you're not a councillor, you don't REALLY belong here but you can HANG ARD lah.. you'll juz be a bit EXTRA but its OUR 'DUTY' to make you feel comfy coz tts wd we're supposed to do..act nice.."

yea..at least the OLD CA room held memories for me..i mean..i met REALLY nice ppl there..Val,Nick,Liz,ZL,Audrey,frodo,kermit,stephen... studying there for promos, gg in there during 1st 3 mnths for the easter-lent project..at least even tho it houses mostly ppl tt suck at least when i looked into tt room it was MORE than tables and chairs...so yea..i dun regret saying wad i did..tho i feel bad tt YEA..it does mean sth to ppl and i shld have considered those feelings but yea..i stick by wad i said..now to try installing chatterbox...and stupid blogger no longer allows you to select colour for the entry..man..soo boring!!! back to top?

Your Brain is 53.33% Female, 46.67% Male
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female

You are both sensitive and savvy

Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed

But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?


ha..cool?? COOL!!!!!! LOVE online quizzesstumbled upon them while reading maylyn's blog....partially oso coz i;m quite bored..was trying to figure out 100yrs score but i failed..with my 'barely-there" piano skills waddya expect?/ ha.. this is MUCHMUCH better than having to worry abt bio hmewrk..WHEEEEE!!! i've got the day FREEE!!! and i'm gonna do more quizzes...


You Are 22 Years Old


Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?


would you believe the 1st time i did this quiz the result was that i act like i'm 0 yrs old??!!! ZERO!!!!!!!! wth...sheesh man..juz coz i like spongebob and my idea of a good party is one tt has tons of ice-cream and cake??!! well...that WOULD be GREAT.. *salivates* -snaps back to reality- er...yea man..WTH!! i SOOO do not act like i'm 0 yrs old.. *ice-cream...YUM...*

You Are 55% Left Brained, 45% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.

Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.

If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.

Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.



The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.

Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.

If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.

Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.



Are You Right or Left Brained?


i thought i was bloody left- brained..not exactly a very creative person..to me lah..



Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence

Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes.
You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time.
You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it.
Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds.

You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.


What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?


ha..would you look at that??!!! is this cool or wad?? ha..actually this quiz is crappy lah..the qns are all soo..superficial...they dun really explore anything..ha..oh well..this is cool...=D if the whole choir gang does this they prob get the same results ...

ok..this was from some other website..www.emode.com..wad kind of cool am i?? i am COOL,CALM and COLLECTED..yea dude..

Vanessa, you're Calm, Cool, and Collected

Do your friends like to lean on your shoulder? Ask you for advice in life and love? Put you on speed-dial for emergencies? We bet they do. You're as balanced as they come. When it comes to making decisions, you're not afraid to take the time to weigh your options carefully in order to make the right choice. And it takes more than a few obstacles to rattle your cool head.

The good news is that you've also got lots of heart, and you make sure that people know that you always have their backs. There's almost nothing more important to you than the people in your life, so being a support to them is the coolest thing around. Just like you.

ha..ok..enuff quizzes for one day..been showing off my goodness WAAAAY too much already...-paiseh- haha... back to top?

went to play badminton juz now with my sis..its been a long time since i last did..played with part of the gang yest b4 gg to collect our results lah..darn fun!!! tho the forces of nature were against us.. *breaks out in song*

"THE SUn~ was shIIIIning..the grass was greeen..the wind was making the shuttlecocks SwAay~"

yep..evrytime there was no wind especially you wld hear us screaming :" QUICK QUICK!!! NO WIND!!!" then we wld all immediatly like perk up and start running abt making the moment last...prob scared all the cat high boys nxt door..ha..and the shuttlecocks kept flying out of the court coutesy of the wind so on many occasions the poor souls who were standing on the side had to walk down the slope and retrieve the shuttlecocks..ah...jon and melia...you all shld have juz stayed down there and played lah..haha...JADE PHEONIX!!! you and your gust attack *is tt correct??* lah..see lah..how to play?? ha! and juz now with my sis...once again the blasted wind was there..played only for a short 1/2 hr..well..it was better than nth..

badminton brings ppl together..WHAT I MEAN IS---> yea..you get to know people better thru playing the game..like playing with my sis today for a short 1/2 hr was good enuff to bring back old memories..and it was also thru badminton tt i got to know the choir gang...or rather tt the choir gang formed and got closer ..it was the power of badminton..so badminton ROCKS!!! ok..i am expecting A LOT of comments on my tagboard but you guys have got to admit i'm right.. we DID AFT ALL get to know each other better thru our morning badminton games during the dec hols..meant for the whole choir ended up only the few of us..HA..obsession then man..miss those times...so you know wad kenny?? the common love for music ain't the ONLY thing tt holds the grp together..its also the love for badminton..WHEE!!!

i gotta feeling i'm gonna regret posting this entry..here i go..my cursor is reaching for the "Publish Post" button.. back to top?

seriously lah...A'level results were released today...got chinese results back..I PASSED!! and so did the whole of 2T33!!!! WOOHOO!!! well..i know of ppl who did'nt really make the grade..i really dunno what to say but yea..all i can offer you is a listening ear =) well..i know of ppl tt did well too..angela,phyllis and pearlin all A1s..expected lah..if not like wad mr wong says:" sth wrong somewhere.." mwahah..well..congrats guys...good job..a couple of Bs tt i know of oso..yea..good job...

well..the highlight of the day was seeing the J2s collect their results...man...saw the EXTREMES lah...on one hand i saw ppl score distinctions..3 to be precise...non-other than our NICHOLAS KOH..wth...STUPID BOY..was lamenting to me aft his physics paper tt he screwd it up and went into depression somemore..wth..see..told you lah!! i told you if you got anything below a C or sth i wld be a nun...ha!!!!TOLD YA!!!! A lah...3As lah...my role model man...for my promos last yr and once again for my A's..yes..i WILL DO WELL!!! gonna MUG LIKE CRAP!!!! well...depends on wheni start...aft CTs?? dunno...if i screw this up ah..there is NO turning back lah..not tt i know wad i wanna do aft A's..get the grdes 1st then tok...

well..the other extreme..seems there was a guy in CJ tt got 3 Fs lah..WTH!!! is tt even possible if you study???freaky lah...and met some of my J2 choir seniors...they so happen to take the same combi as me lah..seems they din do too well..not good enuff to fight ofr a place in U lah...tt was the reality of it...tt was when it hit me i'm screwed...and i will still be until A's unless i do sth...well...CTs are over!!!!! we'll see how i fare then we'll discuss action plan..i gtg zzz now..and hope you guys like my new blog skin!!!!!!!! WHEEEEE!!!!! BUTTERFLY!!!!!!!!!!! i know some parts are damn reader-unfriendly...but yea...i'll do sth...soon... back to top?

YAY!!! we're almost done!!! (this is gonna be a LOONG entry btw)

and like my new font?? i juz rmbered tt this font is nick's font...the one he has been using on msn since forever...mwahah...aft i chose it was like this looks darn familiar...yea..now i know why..=D well...luckily he's at NS if not i'll have to put up with his comments...his very brain- draining comments...till i find a nicer one this will be it for the time -being since i got comments tt its hard to read my blog...since i dunno how to change the spacing btwn the lines..yea..a new font shld do the trick for now...

well..HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MELIA!!!! i noe i'm 1 day late in wishing you here but HEY!! i wished you yesterday and i even got you a brownie..my poor wallet...but yea..it was ok lah..worth it..at least it was nice...and it was your bdae!! so its OK!! haha...at least I rmbred your bdae..unlike..haha...oh man...still can't get over it...sooo funny...=P well yes..you're 18...ACT 18...mwahah..tts gonna be quite impossible...do you even feel 18?? did you even feel 17 last yr??i know i did'nt...i din even feel 16 when i was 16...felt 15..now at 17..i still feel 15...ami even making sense??? so weird..when we were younger ( not tt i knew you..in general lah ok..) we wanted to grow up fast...to be as cool as the BIG kids...to do what they do..now tt i'm supposed to be ( the word here is SUPPOSED TO) one of the "BIG" kids..i wanna be one of the younger ones again...it seems all too soon...all the responsibilities tt will come wtih your age..its as if you're supposed to mature and grow instantly when you hit tt certain figure...the next figure to fear....21...THAT will the one major one...its REALLY stepping into adulthood...i can't believe it...tts abt to happen in abt 3 birthdays time...goodness...wad will i be doing then?? nono...in 3 birthdays and abt 6 mnths time...

well...been mugging like crazy the past few days...bio and GP yesterday...GP was horrid..the compre was well...INCOMPREHENSIBLE ---> had to check the dictionary for tt... bio was juz..well..horrid as expected..dunno why but is it kinda "NORMAL" to juz not finish the bio essay qns?? i mean...i can nvr sit down and actually do a bio essay qn decently..like i'll always be rushing thru the thing..and even b4 the paper starts...last yr and this yr they said tt if you din manage to finish the essat or even DO the essay juz attach a blank piece of paper with qn number..its as if its EXPECTED to not be able to EVER finish bio essays..or even do them properly...unlike chem..where i get to at least sit and THINK..yea...its horrid..

chem today...paper at 1pm..kept dozing off last night...woke up at 1am read abit..slept..woke up at 7..read a bit..slept till 730.REALLY WOKE UP..studied till 8am..got out of hse at 815..waited for the STUPID LIFT to come..the lift played me out..pressed the button but no light..so i kept jabbing the thing until the light came on and i assumed tt the lift was on its way up...turned my back on it and waited for it ..waited for a good 1.5 mins and lift still not up..lifts usually take abt 10 secs lah..anyway..yea..light went off AGAIN! decided to take the stairs..thank goodness i live on 13th so not tt bad..tho its the 2nd highest..better than other places where its 20++ floors..anyway..yea..walked and when i got to the 9th floor?? 10?? yea..there are plants on the side of the stairs lah..i mean..condo no place to put wad..my mum oso puts her plants there...ANYWAY...yea..i kicked this little ceramic frog decor thing and i think it broke =S it landed on the pile of slippers below ..i wanted to pick it up and put it back but i was rushing for time and i was shocked so yea..ignored it and continued..bad i noe..oh well..luckily no one was waiting for the lift at tt level...then as i progressed down i saw more ppl waiting for the lift..one on the 7th floor and she saw me walking down..another on the 5th..at the 5th floor the lift came!!!!! WTH!!!i was like...nvm..juz continue..its only 5 more floors...then it stopped at the 2nd..oh man..2ND FLOOR OSO WANNA TAKE LIFT...can nvr understand these ppl..unless you're lugging heavy stuff..WHY LIFT?? anyway..yea...so then mugged in sch till chem paper stared..MCQ was horrid..tikam-ed A LOT and essay was ok lah..i shld be able to pass...as to wad KIND OF pass..i'd rathe not say..scared pantang..so yea..i'll leave it as it was OK...

stupid NE test 2mr..wth..go back for a stupid 40 min test lah...i may stay in sch to study maths..i dunno..we'll see..and it seems fri A's results released..time to see how i did for tt dreaded CHINESE PAPER...i juz wanna pass..tts all..D7 then D7..i seriously dun give a shit abt it...but then i want choir on friday!!!! i miss singing...if A's released on fri then no choir..stupid..dunno why..we shld still have lah...we wld have wasted 2 WHOLE WEEKS of practices lah..we are SOO not gonna get gold lah..not even silver if we continue at this rate..i dun even noe if there are plans to make up for this loss...sat choir anyone?? I DUN MIND!! i'm a choir freak rmb??!! =D at this rate..even a bronze seems impossible..trying to think of sth to shake the choir back to reality..we have only abt 2 mnths to SYF..2 bloody mnths..considering we lost out on pract for SYF during dec hols coz of xmas concert and this 2 precious weeks..we really really dun have time...i mean..being in a once "silver-near-gold" choir b4..i KNOW how intensive practices shld be..tt was JUST SILVER lah...you want a gold at this rate?? i'll laugh my brains out...its not tt i dun believe our choir can't make it..i seriously think this choir has LOADS of potential..its juz how soon and how much of this potential are we gonna be able to harvestwithin sucha short time...at the rate of harvest we are at now..we are'nt gonna go ANYWHERE....

and being in exco i shld be doing sth rite?? being VP and all..but seriously..i can't do anything..i propose..it goes in and comes out..nth done..coz at the end of the day..BOSS decides and if boos does'nt feel its impt enuff or appropriate at tt time..there it goes..hiaz..i'm soo pathetic lah..in order to occupy myself i pick up wad i can find to do..like the notice board..its not my job but i WANNA do it...i noe i shld'nt be stealing zz's job but if i dun i really have nth to do..if i dun hold on to the cupboard key i wld not be called to do ANYTHING..serious...so altho i do the most simplistic(sometimes 'shitty') chores tt are not mine i WANT to do them..so i tell myself at LEAST i made the effort to want to do sth... wadeva..as you can tell..i'm feeling useless and un-needed again..oh well...i'm sorry if you're all sick of hearing this but yea..lemme be lah..=) back to top?