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teacher's day ...this year was definietly a different way to spend teacher's day..ha..it was a sucess really...

had mass in the morning..sang entrance and thanksgiving with melia...were told to sing for all saints day on the 1st nov..actually no need to ask us lah..you tell us we singing we'll come lah..we dun even need to be cantoring to go and join the singing lah...we'll juz automatically come one..we're loyal...YEAH!!!

so yea..we went for mass..mass ended then went to the audi for teacher's day concert..the concert was really enjoyable...one of the few school concerts i have enjoyed..the dance,skits,singing all very entertaining...esp the dance,ICS and the skit with "mr micheal tan" damn lame man..i like....=D then aft the concert the work of the choir began...we all met at st cecilia's to warm up and sign cards which I prepared all the wordings...then we sang for bro paul,mr tan,mrs lok and ms lee b4 setting out in our grps...my grp sang with the tambourine (courtesy of CAC-pays to be involved in CAC-get to kapo things) so if you heard a tambourine..it was my grp... then we moved out to look for the 4 teachers we had to sing for...they were mr chua(YEAH!),mdm hanisah,mr phay and mr chan...so walked like ard the whole place cld'nt find anyone..finally found mr chua in the canteen..sang for him there..he's soo cute lah tt mr chua..such a jolly old man..he kept shaking my hand and saying "good girl ah..thank you ah.." then he wanted to pay us lah...then when we told him no need he looked sooo shocked like"wad insolence!!" tt kind of face..hahah...damn funny...he's such a nice old man..so yea..had a problem looking for the rest of the teachers the whole day...walking up and down and up and down and up and down the whole school...finally found all of them..then i went to look for my class key to dump my stuff...in the end ended up looking for more teachers of another grp...might as well lah hor? so found the teachers lah..sang then rushed back to STC..lucky at that time still got some teachers there..managed to hold ms goh back....so tok and tok and tok lor...

then we went town to shop and take neo print...yea...miss STC ...hiaz...miss it like so much..it wa s where i developed my character and am how i am today...seriously lah...allowed to develop my talents and the frns made there are irreplacable...really miss you guys lah...like LOADS..aiyah..feel so heavy-hearted now...oh well...life goes on..will never 4get STC and the times spent there...
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heya ppl ! hiaz...its dman late now lah...like 12 +++..2mr still gto choir at 8am somemore instead of the normal 9am...sian man...i gotta wake up at like wad time lah...s2pid man...2mr is gonna be another round of headache...confusion at choir coz of a new thingy going...had to stay back for mass pract today at 4pm...went home ard 10...mass pract was till 7..then went to macs at serene centre to do work and have dinner...today mass pract was juz for cantors lah..i thot its for the whole choir for mass...it was not like a waste of time lah coz i'm cantoring lah..bud still..hiaz...newae..saw the teacher's day rehearsal...i think its gonna be a good performance...esp the dance club and ICS..whoa...its damn cool lah..damn nice...either tt or i've seen enuff of STC dance (which is like..hmm) and this was like WHOA lah..so look out for those 2 performances..there are lots of nice ones lah...i think..i mean i only went in and saw this 2 lah..and they were good lah...okok..i contd 2mr..i gtg sleep..*yawn*
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heya!!!

mwahaha...yea..this has been a rather eventful week i must say...not that it is the best week but still....yea...lemme start of by saying that this whole week was a bad week in the sense that i was actually really moody excpet when i was with amelia =)
other than tt i felt evryone was testing my patience..esp some very irritating ppl whom i will not say...moreover my bdae was on wed (18th)..that did'nt make things any better though..when my bdae came i did'nt even realize till Audrey gave me a present then i realized...my bdae was not anything particularly remmorable other than this year being the 1st time in my life that SOOOOOOO mny ppl rmbered my bdae..wad surprised me most was tt ppl who i never expected to know much less rmb actaully wished me :" Happy Birthday"..that was really touching and sweet of them so i extend my "thank you"s to all of them..what was most amusing was none other than amelia's reaction lah...that silly girl ah...ok..she did'nt wish me happy birthday..ok frankly ..i dun care if she did or not....if the person treats you well evryday..evryday is your birthday....so tt day had choir rite? so we were in toilet aft choir..tt was abt 5.10++ was reading my sms there coz for those not in CJ--->no hps allowed . So i was reading thru all the msgs and melia peered over my shoulder and saw tt the msgs was all bdae wishes then she stopped, stood back and thought. she 4got it was my bade! She thot tt day was the 17th!!!!! so damn funny...bud i really thot she 4got my bdae at one time and was like 5% hurt...bud yea...i feel too old to be celebrating bdae..as in too old to be excited abt my bdae...not tt i dun tresure bdae wishes..juz tt i miss the excited and happy feeling i had in pri sch whenever it was my bdae...

then wad else huh? oh..had the acts on thurs..there were only 10 of us there tt day...there wld have been more if PW did'nt have to come and butt in lah... PW robbed us of our members....so there were only 3 of us non-councilors tt were there , 3 teachers and the rest were councillors..thats why i need ppl to come...PEOPLE ..COME! so our session tt day was a really meaningful one for me... we went in one rnd to share our week,wad we wish we wld have done differently if we cld turn back time and wad we wld like to thank God for...so i shared abt wad a horrible week i had and still am having..nth seemed to be going right for me..throughout the week i felt useless and irresponsible all thanx to mainly PW and choir...had hmewrk to do cld not do coz my braces were giving me an ultimate headache and i got hme late...PW robbed me of study time and sleep..choir stuff made my life more miserable simply coz i felt so useless...wake up in the morning and got to face IRRITATING ppl the moment i get to sch and hear their moans and groans abt their sooo very sad lives...like come on man!!!!!! YOU"RE NOT THE ONLY ONE HAVING A BAD DAY LAH! so the whole week was crappy for me..i dunno..maybe i'm PMSing and i dunno...i'm soo irritated with myself!!!! UGH! so the acts session tt day allowed me to verbalise all these feelings AND even b4 we were told to go affirm anyone in the room abt their problems i already felt MUCH MUCH better....so yea...ppl shld go...

so we had PW..yea..report due on friday..so the whole of thursday night and friday mornign chiong-ing all the way lah...till 4am! HA! BEAT THAT!! :p the irritating thing is tt..my grp actually got evrything done liao(or so we thot) during the june hols..seems we did it wrongly lah! so shitty...so in the end chiong to make it correct..i had to do my stuff lah..but there came i stage i cld'nt think anymore..my brain was like-------------------------------- no more brain wave liao....my body was pleading for mercy from Meiling to lemme go sleep... :p but in the end got all the impt bits done so tt was good...then today (sat) had choir...was a good session lah...i think...at least i did sth for once...aft choir some of us stayed back to croon to the tunes of some songs lah...one of them was "how deep is your love" by The Bee Gees..and now its stuck in my brain and i can't get it out!!! then aft tt i called fio to ask her abt the last minute outing arranged to meet a friend (preeti) that is gonna fly off on the 26th..last min in the sense that venue and timing all last min...and i 4got tt there was supposed to be and outing today tillt he night b4..so yea..now gotta find another time where i can go meet preeti b4 she leaves...still got hmewrk i have'nt touched
..i'm soo screwed man....

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yeah! HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO ALL SINGAPOREANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this year was one of the best national day parade i've ever seen on TV in a LONG LONG time( on the contrary to melia :p)...everytime i watch NDP...i'm reminded of the time i was in the NDP choir...i learn to cherish and enjoy the performance more...really... A LOT of hrard work goes into EVRY single movement...i really miss all the long hours of practice..i'm not being sarcastic..now tt i think back..i really miss all tt time learning the dance steps and songs...had training at as early as FEBUARY..beat tt...even had to go back on sundays to practice...sounds like an utter waste of time but nth can beat the experience you take back with you..not only you have a good time...you learn discipline...and i think my year had it worse than all these choirs and performers...my year we had it at the padang..its like sooo much smaller..and no proper facilities...so it taught discipline..and perserverence....so for all in sport CCA's your CCA ain't the only one tt instills discipline,perserverence and team spirit... tts all the b******t they always give when promoting their CCA ...like only when you join sport CCA then you learn all this...sheesh man...no lah...just you wait...at nxt yr's CCA promotion...HA! i'm sorry if i offended any sport CCA ppl reading...but i can't help it...its the mindset...i can't stand it since sec sch...teachers ALWAYS making it seem tt only sport CCA s can bring abt these values...i say : "if you dun noe wad its like being in an performing arts grp..dun assume you noe.."

ok enough abt complaining for now...did you guys watch spore idol? OOPS! i mean SINGAPORE IDOL :p...newae..yea...it was not as bad as i had expected it to be...i particularly loved the "lemon tree" guy and the ultraultraultra soft guy..damn funny..the "lemon tree" guy looked as if he was doing "qi gong" with all his stretching and his hands kept in the "peace" sign...damn funny...and the ultraultraultra soft guy..ha! i rmb they flashed accross the TV :"DO NOT ADJUST THE VOLUME OF YOUR TV. THIS IS THE ACTUAL VOLUME" and it was damn soft lah...then aft he was done he asked for comments on his singing and dick lee said : "we cld'nt even hear you how to give you comments ?" and he kept insisting for comments..then he sang again supposedly louder and the judges were trying to tell him no use singing again "louder" coz they still cld'nt hear him bud he totally ignored them..and guess the song he was singing? it was 'careless whisper'... how apporpraite huh?

and i rmb they were saying many ppl butchered the song "mandy"..then they showed flashes of the clips of the ppl singing tt song and i rmb ken lim said to one :" i think Mandy juz had car accident" and to another : " I think Mandy now got diaorrea..." damn funny man...and there was this eye brow plucker guy tt came in and started singing "SHE BANGS" and started stripping at the same time lah... it was damn sick and he ended up in this neon bright yellow briefs...SO obviously came to get his 15 mins of fame...there were more lah...if you did'nt watch tt day..be sure to ctach the next on on wed...

of coz not all the contestants were bad...there was this dude if those tt wached rmb called christopher...his voice was nice lah...it so happens tt he is the son of the former choir conductor of STC...woohoo! he sang for eucharistic congress oso..if you went ..its the guy tt was wearing dark blue with a nicenice voice... =D showed him on TV on the news on national day eve..actually i did'nt recognize him then my sis shouted :'CHRIS!" my sis was part if the choir at the eucharistic congress so yea DUH she cld recognize him....when we were at eucharistic congress when melia and i 1st heard his voice we were :" A GUY! THAT CAN SING!" its really rare man...he's a tenor according to my sis...a GOOD tenor at tt...and not to 4get tt he's CUTE...yea..but a little chubby..kinda reminds me of strectcho :p newae..he sounded kinda gay when toking to the judges ..but then again..who cares?! :p

had choir today...i feel so ill-informed as VP...like i'm sooooo not doing my job...its nt coz i dun wan anything to do...in fact i WANT sth to do...i dun want ppl saying tt i as VP not doing anything and getting the points..plus its not true to myself...i took on the job coz i wanted to do sth...i wanted to be involved...i only found out wad we were doing for choir today and i have absolutely no idea on all e upcoming events until marianne told me..i feel so not prepared and suddenly a whole load of info piled onto me...hiaz..at least marianne tells me stuff...if not i feel so useless..i know pres is like ULTIMATELY in charge of evrything and tt VP is slck bud i had no idea it was THIS slack...even as Sectional leader in STC i was more informed lah...hiaz..dun get me wrong k? i'm not blaming any one for anyhing..i'm juz so irritated with the orientation of this post...the nature of this post..its sooo not here nor there...like i'm in charge yet then agian not..so what exactly am i suppsed to do? I knew this was gonna be the problem of this post yet i chose to take it..its like reliving sec sch moment in choir again...in charge of the sect yet again not since i'm only ASST. sect leader..but there was worse...my sect leader hardly did anything...so i ultimately took charge...hiaz..i dunno lah..lemme vent my frustration on the nature of the job...nvm..i intend to reinvent the nature and perception and requirement of this job...prove to ppl ite NOT a slack job...and most importantly to prove to myself at the end of 2 yrs that i DID SOMETHING constructive and that i played a vital role while i was at choir for 2004-2005..i want to be able to tell myself i did a good job and contirbuted to this choir juz like i did at STC... HA! just you wait!
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heylo ppl!!

mwahha...very long nvr blog liao...wel..it has been a week since i got my "braces' fitted on..i say "braces" coz its like not complete lah..newae..had national day celebrations in sch (6th Aug) it was definitely a new change from the same old same old routine celebration we used to have in STC...

first we had mass in the morning..had to be there by 6.50 so we (yvonne,melia and myself) had arranged the day b4 to meet in the foyer before we went up to the audi..why cld'nt we juz go by ourselves to the audi? coz at tt time all the council ppl wld be there and if one of us non-council ppl turn up it will be sooo weird...so we decided we all go in together not tt bad lah...so i got there 1st..waited then von came, then melia was last to arrive (for once) at 7am :p so we all went to dump our bags and proceed to the audi to prepare for mass..i was supposed to sing the entrance hymn (table of plenty) bud i did'nt get a chance to practice so my voice was'nt warmed up yet..which is BAD..newae...mass started anyhow and i had to sing it anyway..so went up to the mike and sang lah...i was telling my self :"dun screw up like you did at st iggys"..so it started off pretty good i think ( i cld'nt hear myself) then when the 2nd verse came my left leg started to shake..i was getting nervous and i did'nt know why...but luckily i was able to control the jitter from crawling up to my chest or throat so my voice still sounded more or less the same..no shaking..HENG! at least i think i did'nt sound nervous..i dunno..i cld'nt hear myself rmb? :p

newae..yea..then soon it was melia's turn to sing..she was singing the gospel accalamtion(alleluia)...ok..so b4 alleluia is the responsorial psalm rite? or is it 2nd reading? newae..there was reading b4 the alleluia lah...so melia was like gettign ready to go sing liao then Ivan called her from the corner and asked her to go to the piano...you cld see the shock and confusion on her face..so she squeezed her way through and got to the piano..seems firmin did'nt know which alleluia it was..you cld imagine the shock on her face yah? like in less than 5 mins she wld have to be singing the song and he did'nt know which alleluia it was...mwahahaa...bud no worries lah...it turned out juz fine..except for the last part she had to switch to falsetto (spelling?)and she did it too fast (?) yea..so it went a bit wrong... :p but it was fine lah...

ok...actually there was a lot more tt happened but there was sooo much tt i dun feel like typing it down and i guess you guys wld get bored of reading abt sth soo outdated so i'll juz summarize it...so aft mass had march in then had the walkathon then the singapore mini parade then we went to henny's hse to see her since she juz came back from america..the we went GWC to grab dinner then went hme..yea... whoa..tt was fast...

for sth more recent...i juz came back from the fireworks display they were having today...as we all know National Day is 2mr so they have sth called the preview..so my dad suggested that we go down to merlion park to see the firewroks display...i thot :"why not?" so we left straight after dinner..we did'nt go to merlion park in the end..decided to view from padang since there were like soo many ppl already there waiting..so join the crowd lah..so the nxt prob was.."where to get carpark?" actually we intended to park at esplanade or raffles place but in the end...guess wad? we joined the whole row of cars tt were parked along the rd..if you can rmb..the whole road btwn the padang and supreme court is like abt 5 lanes? so when we were driving there there was already a line of cars parked on one lane lah...my dad being one very law-abiding citizen took the risk..bud he still cld'nt help not going back to the car and checking the condition of his car and whether or not any police ppl were coming...so newae..was there and the fireworks did'nt start till abt 9 pm? yea..meanwhile...the rows of cars had built up to 3 rows and there was strting to have a traffic jam....while we were waiting...there was like this bunch of ppl..prob sec sch ppl... guys and girls..the girls were your typical ah lians...and the guys..the normal posers lah...so there was this particular girl tt ket combing her hair repeatedly and it got irritaitng..and the added fact tt she and her fren kept lauging at sth which i have NO idea why it is soo funny..kept laughing in this high pitched voice..like really HIGH..and it sounded to fake ..like forced to laugh...i kept turning to my sis and my mum to indicate tt i wish i had a voice tuner...it was damn irritating..

newae...the fireworks finally came on..though it lasted only abt 5 mins..it was really nice..good place to go on a date...really..you cld see all the couples...ok..i'm gonna zzzzz now...2mr NDP...and spore idol..it shld be good..


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woohoo!!!

went to the dentist yesterday...it was a very interesting experience...1st went in..then the first thing the dentist did was to put some numbing jelly ard my fourth tooth on my upper jaw left side..ooo btw..i only got one tooth extracted...so yea..back to the story..then he told me he was going to inject the anesthetic to e tooth to make it all numb..so he explained tt he wld be injecting 2 times..one on the gum ard the tooth near the cheek area and the second one ard the tooth at the inner gum..so yea..he counted :"1,2,3,4,5,6...10" as he injected the anesthetic.. then my whole left side went numb ard the tooth...

then he went on to put the seperators at the molars on both sides..he started off with the right side and he kept saying " too tight!" and then he went on to ask me if i flossed my teeth at the back..i was like "NO! DUH!" i can't reach" so then with much tugging at my mouth and ard the molar he finally got it in..you shld have seen tit man..he and the other 2 nurses were literally wrestling with the seperator ard my mouth..like 6 hands all over your face...mwahah...i juz closed my eyes and let them do all the wrestling...btw..for all who haven't seen wad a seperator looks like..its a blue small plastic rubber band thingy...so he finally got it on for both side..the left side was much easier to put on..it was soo easy till i did'nt even noe he had put on the seperator on the left side till i came home..then he asked me wad music i wanted to listen to..so i was like "wad do you have?" then the nurse opened a cabinet and named all the genres of music..then i chose jazz lah... the first rxn i got was "you soo young like to listen to jazz?" i was like "er..yah.."so yea..i was given the headphones and they got down to work...first they started off with the brackets..i was closing my eyes dozing off lah...ther music was soo soothing..like listening to buble..woohoo!! so then he was telling me :'its gonna feel a little warm ah.." so i was like :'ok..."

then i continued my nap...evry now and then i wld open my eyes to take a peek at was was going on...there was like this orange heater thingy above me..followed by blue light..btw..the blue light is similar to the one on 'Extreme Makeover" you noe the one the dentist uses ont he patients? yea..tt one...newae..i ws still dozing off and i had to sturggle to keep my mouth open... :p tt juz shows you how comfortable i was..and my lips were getting dry..imagine..keeping your mouth open for like 20 mins and that sucking device they have to suck up your saliva..yea..absolutely no moisture lah...then after he fixed on the 6 brckets..he told me he was finally gonna extract my tooth..so then he took the pliers and started tugging at my tooth...then at tt moment..the music stopped...i was like :" WHAT?! NOW?! of all times the stupid cd player had to play me out.." i wanted to tell him sth wrong with the cd bud i decided not to consedering he was in such great concentration and the fact tt i had a plier in my mouth...so then with much tugging and pulling bud surprisingly with ABSOLUTELY NO pain.. my tooth finally came out...then he stuffed a gauze in my mouth and then the nurse handed me a mirror..so then he started to show me how to change the gauze and how to put the wax thingy on the tooth he had put a bracket on which was like rubbing against my lip coz tt tooth was one of the "out of place one"..yea..then he handed me all the stuff namely :

1)gauze ( to be changed evry 15-20 mins)
2) wax thingy
3)my extracted tooth

so i left the dentist office and walked to wards the waiting area where my mum was waitign for me..mwahaah...by tt time the numbing effect was starting to rise up to my nose area...was quite irritating..cld'nt tok properly for a while coz my upper left side of my lip was motionless...like a heavy lump of meat..yea...so now i officially have a tooth gone,6 brackets and 2 seperators in my mouth..yea...still getting used to the brackets in my mouth...the brackets are kinda rough so yea..bud i can still eat lah..not pain yet coz the wire not in yet...so CJCians MAY notice a change on mon..i say may coz the brackets are clear and it does'nt look like i got them on from afar...so yea...oh well..i'm damn sick now man..went to see the doc..i got MC from PE bud i dunno if i shld present it...i mean..its NAPFA week...i dun wanna do NAPFA all by myself the following week..so see how 1st lah...ok..i gtg now...till another time...ADIOUS! (correct spelling?)
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