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hiaz...hols are starting..bud really..what hols? 1st week go back to school everyday for choir and lessons...then 2nd week got camp and CIP stuff..oh man...wonder if i'm ever gonna get my braces done...oh wel.. we'll see..gotta study for the mid-yrs...they start the moment sch reopens lor...hiaz..sux big time...lets see...i went to church to day and after tt we wanted to go to the coffee shop to eat our favourite char siu rice..its damn good lor...other places they like juz put red dye..this guy really roasts the pork k..its damn good..wen tthere and saw tt the whole shop was closed down..nothing left...my mum asked one of the vendors there where he had moved to ...it seems he retired..oh man..i'm nvr gonna eat GOOD char siu rice anymore..once you;ve tasted the best,there is no rest..mwahaha...oh wel..

then we went to GWC for grocery shopping..went there bought bedsheets and some other stuff..my sis and i seperated from my mum and went to the bookshop..after tt we went to cold storage to look for my mum...then we met fiona and i begged her to go to the concert...so eventually she said she will try convincing val to go oso..then..we left GWC and walked towards church to get the car...i thot i saw kevin..bud then it turns out i really did..and then..tts abt it lah..oh!! i have to buy concealer...$13.90 from body shop...i got pimples popping out evrywhere suddenly..need it for the concert lah...yea..will be useful in the future too...kk..i gtg now...go swim now...till then... back to top?

hiaz...today FINALLY finished GP paper...WOOHOO!!! paper started at 12 for the chinese listening compre and then got 1/2 hr break then GP torture began...3 hrs no joke lor...hiaz...the compo was a killer in the sense tt i dun noe wad the hell i was writing...one moment i was on the right track then i strayed away form it and went back on track..this was throughout the whole paper lor...hiaz...damn sad..then the compre i did'nt have enuff time to do the AQ question properly...oh well..

paper ended 4.30 then went off to PS to buy my dress pants for choir...i look like waitress..sooo horrible...in an attempt to look classy and professional by the choir..we all either look like waitresses or like really weird looking ah sohs...hiaz...hope i dun look too bad...i suddenly miss my sec sch banana choir gown..looks soo much more elegant lor...hiaz..oh well... and th eblouse is not long enuff to cover the butt lor...sux man..muz do more crunches during the hols...got a bulge...wear the pants not nice...yea...oh well...found my pants at this fashion...$17..quite cheap liao..though its ot the best i guess it will have to do...gotta loose weight..the i'll look nicer in it..but not much time...nxt sat only lor...hiaz..oh well..till then.. back to top?

heya ppl!!

hiaz...tomorrow is GP paper liao...no sch today..woke up at 9 surprisingly..i expected to wake up at 10 or sth...newae..ate my breakfast tt was not as good as i had hope it wld be..then i plonked myself on the sofa and watched TV till i think abt 10.30 am and started studying...not exactly studying lah..juz reading..i mean...yuou can;t study for an essay..i'll conform your thoughts to one way..reading abt tt topic will give you some headstarts...oh wel..then went to TBP to buy lunch..KFC..tried the new crispy chicken thingy..LOUSY LAH! not tt its not nice..its juz tt i think to make it EXTRA crispy they fried tt bird longer than it ususally is supposed to...so instead of being more crispy..its actually harder in tt sense..and due to all the heat..there is like no juice liao...sheesh..so actually...nothing tt fantastic lah...then came home ate the extremely fattening lunch..gotta run it off or swim it off during the hols...and watched TV till abt 2 pm..then i wanted to study..but felt soo sleepy..so tried to keep awake while studying..gave up and decided to blog..so actually i may return tonight and continue my blog lah...if not the nxt day..

going out to buy my choir dress pants tomorrow after the paper...actually was supposed to go and watch Shrek 2 with the rest of my classmates lor...bud getting the pants is more pressing than a movie tt i can catch later...so yah..the bloody paper ends so late...like 4.30..gotta rush off to buy aft the paper..hiaz..the choir blouse is quite nice leh..a bit the baggy for me..but i guess its ok lah..can go and alter..bud gotta go all the way back to the tailor tt is in bedok juz to get it fixed lor..NO WAY!!! i'll juz stick to it..and risk looking pudgy..wait a minute..I AM pudgy..so..oh well..yea..

actually..i'm quite looking forward to the concert and kinda looking forward to all the activities..i'd rather be pressed for time than have too much time on my hands...with too much time and the only way to spend it off wld be to study..i'll do the complete opposite..coz i'll keeop thinking got a lot of time to spare..if i'm pressed for time..i'll study like crazy to maximise the little time i have left..so stress is good..sometimes...1st week eaten up by practices for the concert..monday of tt week out till 9pm..then aft the concert 7,8,9 june got camp..then 13th june got the euchristic congress thingy i signed up for and 17th got the SAF choir concert!! woohoo!! i can't wait for the concert..finally..get to hear guys that CAN sing...:p mwahah..okok..gtg get back to work..till then.. back to top?

hey ppl!!
i need to noe who is CONFIRM going to the concert by friday (28th May)...i need to collect the $$$ MONEY from you by FRIDAY( 28th May) oso...PLEASE PPL!!! tell me asap...if i dun get the $$ from you on fri then your tix goes to someone else or goes back to the choir...so PLEASE consider over thursday and come to a conclusion by fri morning...THANK YOU! back to top?

hey there!
aha! PE is finally over for the week..coz thursday NO SCHOOL!! woohoo!! they let us off to study for GP..bud seriously..what is there to study for GP? maybe juz read lecture note?? bud then..why am i complainin since this "holiday" is to my advantage?? so YEAH!!! i nvr thot i'd say this bud running 10 rnds is getting easier by the day...hope i can pass 2.4 when school reopen..by tt time dunno if stamina still there enot..hiaz...so sad..

the choir went up to sing today to promote the concert..actually it sounded quite nice...better than i expected..ONLY tt the ALTOS were too soft..as always...so malu lah..i mean to be an alto...dunno why this school ah..got soo many SOPRANOS..and soo bloody little ALTOS...u noe alto section only got 4 of us J1s? and sops leh??i oso dunno..bud MUCH MUCH more tts for sure..sheesh man...alto is most hated by *ahem ahem* i shan't say who...section is sooo not serious during practices..man..i wish i cld juz go strangle some of the freaking seniors lah..IRRITATING..seriously man..i dun blame *ahem ahem* for being angry with altos..i mean..juz look at their attitude lah...i wld blow up too...hiaz...sometimes i wonder why i bother soo much abt my section when 50% of the section does'nt actually care...bloody shit lah...tomorrow got choir..i hope things are better tomorrow...though i doubt it...hiaz...

got the leadership camp...its on 7th,8th and 9th of june...hiaz...2mr gotta hand in the consent form..i hope the camp will be better than i picture it to be...hiaz..oh well. hope for the best is all i can do..seriously leh..me? preseident? okok..somewhere up there in choir? i dun think i am up to it lor...at least for the presidency lah..i mean..its like damn stressed lah..soo much responsibility...i hate tt..bud i dun turn it down..hiaz...and its quite time consumin i think..and you gotta handle politics..sheesh man...sux lah..a lot of the seniors from CAC say tt once you are selected to go for this thingy..you are CONFIRM president or vice -president liao...although they ALWAYS say tt you avtually have a choice...hiaz..shld i take it up? i mean i can reject it lor..hiaz..anyone care to help? back to top?

hey there ppl!!!

hiaz..2dae!! finally all the HORRIBLE tests have ended...alleuia! mwahha..chem and bio one after another is really no joke lor...bud its over !! so juz wait and see the results lor..hiaz...got choir and CAC 2dae...choir was normal then they say they need abt 4 ppl to sing on monday morning at assembly to promote the CJ concert on 5th june...btw!! tickets are at $10..i noe a bit ex lah bud come k? it will be good...at SJI..newae..so they selected 4 ppl..one from each section to go sing for the rest enjoy the treat at assembly on mon...i hope its good..REALLY..i HOPE it will be..if not soo malu lor...hiaz..newae..

i have to go for leadership training camp during june hols lor..after the concert..go for choir lor..i was suprised when charlie came and told me to go..i was like:"huh? you sure?" i mean...not tt i not active in choir or anything.. i participate in the songs..i respond to the conductor..basic discipline lah ..its juz tt i never really like did anything to show tt i can be a leader lor...so yah..a bit the shocked and phyliis told me tt if they tell you to go means they have you in mind to join exco..to be pres or sth..WHOA!! so stylo wor!! i was actually offered to be vice-pres of sec sch choir in sec 3 bud i rejected it lah..too stress...dun think i'm up to it...not my kinda job then..tt job was literally a slave job lah..in CJ seems like a better role...so dunno lah...see how 1st..later is they dun noe who to send then kena i soo suay kena chosen then wasted...so dun waste energy 1st..see how..see how..yea...then we had CAC after choir ..sang MORE songs for 2mr's accension thurday mass...then by the time the bus came was 7.30 and got home by 8.00pm...yea...not doing any work..too tired...rather i feel like slacking lor...so yea..nth else...another time lah...till then.. back to top?

hey there, hi there ,ho there!!

wassup dude!!this has been a tiring week...running TAF every morning is really no fun at all lah...gotta wake up early and run..waking up early is something i've never been good at..though i'm hardly ever late lah...now i've to drag my half-dead and not to mention HEAVY body to the bus stop and sometimes i actually have to run for the bus..then i manage to catch a nap on the bus journey and before you noe it i'm walking towards the school trying to perk myself up for the run...must try to be enthu..the word is TRY ok? haha...newae..nowadays i've got company for my run..my good old fren WENSHAN!! YEAH!! we've been running together since sec school lah..so its good company...so i guess we both now feel more motivated to run lah..and in case you thot i'm done complaining abt how TAF has destryed my life..well you're wrong!! now there is NOT and NEVER will be a day where i can attend the morning assembly dry,odour-less and at NORMAL temperature..tt sux..gotta spray deodarant everyday..hope tt it does'nt have any side-effects..and i 4got to add tt in CJ we have HORRIBLE PE lessons lah..so add tt torture 2wice a week to 10 rnds every morning and then you'll understand my pain..BOOHOO!

so the only day i actually look 4wrd to nowadys is FRIDAY! WHY? coz no more PE for the week and i only need to run 10 more rnds to complete my requirement for tt week till monday comes again..saturday rox like it never has before...no RUN! and got choir!!i'd rather sing a whole day NON-STOP then run man..like who would'nt lah rite? and i hate mondays lah..marks the beginning of my torture for the week...esp tues and thursdays suz soo bad coz of PE..hiaz...

my class having class gathering today..my 1st 3 mnths class...sakae sushi at raffles place...hiaz..i did'nt go again..hiaz...i've got my reasons..one of which is tt my sis havong exams so i gotta be home to supervise her studying...if i dun do tt she wun study lor...if i'm suffering with her she wun feel so horrible studying so must come home and give her support..i mean..can you imagine? here you are trying to studying bud your sis is out having fun?? sux rite?? so must come home and supervise her lor...yea!! hope my effort will pay off...hiaz...

2mr got to school for choir and old folks home again..choir till 1pm...the concert is on 5th june lor..and i tell you...the choir is SOOO not prepared...they dun do individual checks ont he ppl lah...individual checks suck bud they are nontheless necessary..there are indeed bad singers in the CJ choir..and they hold the whole choir back in polishing up the songs coz these ppl hardly make an effort to brush up lah..and these are the ppl tt sing soo damn loud and make it seem like their whole section sux when tts obviously not the case lah...then you hold the whole choir back lah...there are ppl tt make an effort to learn bud its those ppl tt dun tt get on my nerves and the worse thing is tt i can't do anything abt it..wish i were back in STC..can hold them back and polish up...and sectionals are soo damn slack lah...compared to STC.. and mind you STC choir is not tt good lah..bronze only you noe 4 SYF? most of the seniors like dun wanna put effort in learning..no enthusiasm..i mean even if you dun wanna sing the song dun bring down the whole morale of the section lah...bloody shit lah..k..i noe i sound damn pissed lah..dun worry i'm..kinda learnt to accept it lah...i'm more dissapointed..wish there was sth i can do...bud cannot lah..i'm only a small fry..oh well..

i'll end off here...2mr its choir and old folks home AGAIN! till then... back to top?

heya ppl!!!

ahaha...guess wad?? i did'nt go for TAF this morning..kk..here's why...see ah.. evry morning i leave the hse ard 6.10 am to get to sch by 6.45am lah...however..i left at 6.13 and i missed the bus..see how much damage 3 mins can do to you?? newae..i was like damn worried coz TAF is torture lah..GOD noes was they'll do to me if i was late..so yah..then on the way to sch in the bus it started to RAIN! WHOOPEE! so thot got no TAF lah!! then i suddenly reminded myself not to get too happy coz the rain cld play me out again like the last time..so i kept quiet lah..dun say anything ah..later get worse ah...so nvm...walking along the overhead bridge and it was indeed raining BUT i still saw ppl running on the track..all i cld say was :"CRAP!" hiaz..so i juz decided to go to the grandstand to check if there were still ppl running...and also to clear my conscience lah..then i saw...NO ONE!! so i happily made my way up and changed into my sch U lah..then i looked ard for Evan...he wasn't in class..and that cld only mean ONE thing..there WAS TAF...SHIT lah...then i thot :"ok..think +ve man..he cld be having dihorrea or sth.."till i saw him drenched in sweat in his shirt theni knew i was done for...hiaz..nvm...

got maths test and GP essay today...both were bad..i did'nt noe how to do the last 2 parts of the maths qn and the GP essay i felt was too vague...hiaz..its over..wad to do?newae..i was soo happy today aft sch coz i had company on my way hme..usually i go hme alone or if i;m lucky i bump into Andrea and we go hme 2gether...however..today Audrey,Phyllis and one of their fren took 186 with me...they had to go somewhere near fio's place to do CIP 4 interact club...so yea!!!!then val called during my ride home and asked if she cld come over to my hse coz hse was bored...so i thot "why not?" so she came over...toked and toked and toked and asked me to be her vocal coach for S'pore idol..she'e joining lah DUH! i was like..whoa!! soo honoured..i'm not tt good lor..no ..REALLY (tts for you val if you are reading this)...so we had fun singing songs and toking..hiaz..girls lah...2mr got choir...then gotta go old folks home in WOODLANDS!! OH MAN!! annd i still gotta go make my choir uniform lor...in BEDOK!! MAN! choir 8-12 CIP 2-4...cannot make the uniform lor...HOW? gotta figure it out lor...oh well..suggestions anyone??how to go abt my time management? back to top?

heya!

Long time no blog liao...mwahaha..wel..for those who dunno.. my grandfather passed away last wednesday (28th April 2004)..i found out the moment i woke up...actually the night before my mum called ard 10.30+ to tell me my grandad was'nt doing to well liao...so i got down on my knees and prayed..then i went to sleep...then the next mornin gi woke up and theni heard my auntie's voice..i knew it was not good news...coz my auntie wld stay at the hospital the whole night if she had to...and even if she wanted to go home and sleep..she wld have gone to her own home..not mine! so the only reason she wld have come cld only be to tell my grandmother (who was staying with us temporarily) that my grandad passed away lah...so she told and my grandma cried...my sis was sobbing away..but i wasn't..weird huh?newae...my mum gave us a choice to go to sch or not...so i chose to go..i mean missing a day at sch in JC is a killer...

so i changed and went down to the bus-stop to meet Andrea to go to school...i was waiting at the bus-stop and my bus was going to arrive in abt 2mins time...then my HP rang...my mum called..she told my tt my grandad's body wld be arriving at 11 am tt day and the whole family had to be there to recieve it..so i walked home again and went off to my grandma's place to wait for the body to arrive coz tt's where the wake wld be held..at the multi-purpose hall juz opposite her block...so yea..the rest is what you can imagine lah..crying crying and more crying..the thing is tt you wld expect me to loose weight rite? the loss of appetite and all tt..well.. HEAR YE HEAR YE!
i did not loose weight but instead i GAINED...wad the ..hiaz..but lucky today i went running in the moring for TAF 10 rounds lor..lost 1kg...yeah!!! bud then again..its easy to put back 1 kg...so yea...

newae..went on sat to collect the ashes..Friday was the funeral...and the cremation...went to collect the ashes..i did'nt know what they looked like..i was expecting like charred bits ya noe? yea..bud it was like white solid...and surprisingly the guy tt was there to give us the ashes and tell us how to go about doing it knew which were the skull bones from tt whole mess of white solid..like they looked all the same to me man...so he picked up like abt 6 small bones supposedly the skull bones and let the rest of us put the other bones inso we put it in in order of age and positon..so my grandma then my dad then my mum,then my aunt then my uncle then me then my sis and..yea..you get the pic...so actually when the guys removed the skull bones i did'nt see the need to..then i realised that it was to put it on top of the whole mass of bones..as in the last to go in so its like the whole bodyinthe urn ya noe?our head is the top of your body wad rite? yea..so yah lor..we decided to leave the urn at the casket lah..coz my grandma was advised to like not bring it home coz she will not be able to get over it and pine and pine for him..so there...

my grandma still can tell quite upset over it..haven;t actually gotten over it..dun blame her lah...she is after all his wife ya noe? when ever ppl call to ask her how is she and did not attend the funeral..she will tell then wad happened with sooo much remorse and grief...hiaz...and whenever she hears and sings the hymn :'the Lord is my shepard"she cries...hiaz..i cry too..coz tt was the song I sang to my grandad when he was in hospital...hiaz...and now my grandma is staying with us at my home..bud she always complains and says she wants to go home coz she does'nt like it...she says tt when ppl call to tok to her...i noe wad she means lah..bud they way she says it is like we are stopping her from doing wad she likes...hiaz..oh wel.. she;s going back to her home 2mr so i guess she'll be happy...tonight got prayer session for my grandad..2mr is the last day..hiaz..life is good...treasure it. back to top?